It wasn't until I was at least three blocks away from the trailer that I realized how stupid I was. How the hell was I supposed to make it back to Toronto on foot? It would have helped if my parents were not hopeless drunks, still had their licenses, and had a car that actually worked. But, they didn't, and their car was so old and beaten looking, that I'm pretty sure it had stopped running ages ago. At this rate, Ellie would probably have graduated by the time I managed to make it back to Degrassi.

I had planned on calling Jay to give me a ride, but let's face it. The guy can never shut up, and would probably tell the whole frickin country that I came back. Then, that fucking "hero" crap would start all over again. Still, I was doing this all for Ellie. I had to apologize for leaving her when I had promised earlier that I wouldn't. Sure, I had thought moving back home would do me some good, but it only fucked things up even more than they were. I had forgotten where my real home was. In Toronto. With Ellie. I hurt her pretty badly. I needed to apologize. I would make damn sure that I did.


A/N: Yay! Update! I know it's short again, but I had originally written these chapters a while ago, and just got around to putting them on this site. I did, however, add more than I originally had. so just bear with me. I'll start writing more as soon as I can. I probably won't update until saturday, because I'm leaving for my first college visit. Fun, right?hahaWell I'll shut up now... soread & review please.