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Meredith looked back to Derek. He was looking at her again, wanting her again. His pale blue eyes shone brighterthan they had in months, and he had a hopeful half-cocked smile on his face. She loved him so much, uncontrollably, but how did she know this time would be different? How did she know that this time he would leave his wife?

She shifted her eyes over to Finn. Finn had plans. Fin was perfect. He was scary and damaged just like her. But unlike Derek, Finn wants to put her back together, not lead her into an exam room for a quick bang before going back to his wife. Finn didn't want to make her worse off. But there's the one biggest issue: Finn wasn't Derek... And Derek was who she wanted. It wouldn't be fair to lead Finn on when her heart belonged to Derek.

"Meredith?" Derek said again, the smile faded from his face. She looked back to him. God he was so beautiful. She loved him so much it hurt. But she could not handle this.

Meredith raised her eyes to the ceiling as if waiting for a sign from the heavens that she had started to become spectical of. She looked back and forth and finally said, "Izzie really needs me right now, I'm going to go with them," she looked to Finn, "My car is here anyway but thanks".

She looked at them both with a hurt damaged face, turning and walking away, down the stairs, leaving the two men completely stunned and a little confused.