dreams
and nitemares
Current mood:
awake
Category: Life
i'm livin' in a world full of dreams and nitemares
r u listenin'? r u still there?
thinkin' a word, singin' a sad song
is this stupid, is this all wrong?
enterin the real world, listenin' to the sounds
where am i, i can't turn around
i can hear noises, my old childhood fears?
i try to forget, but what about my childhood tears
forget the past, i live a new life
still remember, oh theres my knife
i cut my wrists once or twice
it doesn't hurt, don't u think it is nice?
i cut my vein, can't recall my orignal name?
my heart is broken, i have no love
starin' at the wall, have i been shamed?
i have no family, no friends for comfort
as i walk down my street, people stare
thats the girl who loves her blood and doesn't care
i go to work and my team leader is there
hey u, have u died ur hair!
locked in my room, nothin' to do
i was born, lived and died in that room
i was so young and very pretty
people say now, why die so soon?
i haunt the room that one girl sleeps
the writer of the blog and who never sleeps
this is a poem from me to every one out there
live life even though u don't care anymore
theres more to life than school and work
