dreams and nitemares
Current mood: awake
Category: Life

i'm livin' in a world full of dreams and nitemares

r u listenin'? r u still there?

thinkin' a word, singin' a sad song

is this stupid, is this all wrong?

enterin the real world, listenin' to the sounds

where am i, i can't turn around

i can hear noises, my old childhood fears?

i try to forget, but what about my childhood tears

forget the past, i live a new life

still remember, oh theres my knife

i cut my wrists once or twice

it doesn't hurt, don't u think it is nice?

i cut my vein, can't recall my orignal name?

my heart is broken, i have no love

starin' at the wall, have i been shamed?

i have no family, no friends for comfort

as i walk down my street, people stare

thats the girl who loves her blood and doesn't care

i go to work and my team leader is there

hey u, have u died ur hair!

locked in my room, nothin' to do

i was born, lived and died in that room

i was so young and very pretty

people say now, why die so soon?

i haunt the room that one girl sleeps

the writer of the blog and who never sleeps

this is a poem from me to every one out there

live life even though u don't care anymore

theres more to life than school and work