How could I be so careless?
So deceitful and so cruel?
How could I rape trust and be so merciless?
I am a cold hearted thief that selfishly stole,
I shattered their hearts and crushed their souls
I corrupted truth to make my sin,
I don't deserve to be called a friend,
Not for one moment did I ever think,
Of what I would lose, why didn't I see?
When I gained it all, and they took the fall,
When I became a coward that deserved to crawl,
I had no remorse until I finally saw,
The truth of my deed, there before me,
I was the traitor that lied until the end,
I traded their lives for my own;
I've lost a family again.
