How could I be so careless?

So deceitful and so cruel?

How could I rape trust and be so merciless?

I am a cold hearted thief that selfishly stole,

I shattered their hearts and crushed their souls

I corrupted truth to make my sin,

I don't deserve to be called a friend,

Not for one moment did I ever think,

Of what I would lose, why didn't I see?

When I gained it all, and they took the fall,

When I became a coward that deserved to crawl,

I had no remorse until I finally saw,

The truth of my deed, there before me,

I was the traitor that lied until the end,

I traded their lives for my own;

I've lost a family again.