Hello! How are you guyz! I am ok! Actually if I weren't, I wouldn't be starting a new fic, lol! I'm so stupid, gee I never a wrote a type of fic like this. I mean, when I write a fic, I think about what I'll do in a chapter, that same day. But in this fic, I already now what's gonna happen ... It's a complex story, and in the end can be a bit angsty and a tragedy. I think when I'll write the last chapter, I'm gonna cry! Lol, well back to business ... So hope you guyz review, and like this fic. It's gonna be long, but I think it's gonna be my favourite ever!
Disclaimer – I don't own anything except the plot. Actually this is the end of the HP series in my mind. Well whatever, this all belongs to J.K.Rowling.
Chapter 1 – Can I Love?
"Harry, are you coming for breakfast?" Ron asked Harry as he got out of bed.
"I'm not hungry," was Harry's short reply.
"Oh come on! You must eat something. Even yesterday I noticed you. You didn't touch anything! And usually the Hogwarts feast opens your appetite!"
"I said I'm not hungry!" Harry snapped, as he turned away from Ron and closed his eyes looking irritated..
"Whatever! Well, I'm off to meet Mione as we have to meet Dumbledore for the Head Girl/Boy thingy." Ron answered as he shrugged, and did not bother Harry anymore.
"Bye!"
Ron shook his head as he looked at Harry's back, and sadly left the dormitory. Harry Potter, was no longer the young skinny boy who looked for trouble and a laugh, and talked to people and was happy. No, he was now a sad young man, all alone with his solitude.
Ron had even found it strange when Harry had come to the Burrow reluctantly, and locked himself in his room all Summer. He also seemed to get very angry whenever Dumbledore was mentioned. Ron and Hermione were both very worried for him, but most especially Ginny was.
Ginny was now a beautiful 15-year old girl, one of the most popular at classes, and ready to help anyone, even the Slytherins. Nobody could help loving her, and besides being beautiful, kind, and popular, she was also one of the most intelligent at class.
She had always been concerned for Harry during the Summer, and had tried many times to talk to him by herself, but he was always locked in his room, and had only come out at dinner. Now she was sure more than ever that she had to talk to him, as he couldn't keep going on like this.
He was the one who had to defeat Voldemort, and yet ... he was always locked up, by himself, not even letting others now that he lived. She had to be the one that stopped him from ruining his life.
This was a most difficult thing for her, as even though she couldn't admit it to herself, she was now in love of Harry Potter, much more than ever. Dating Michael Corner, and Dean Thomas had not helped in forgetting the emerald-eyed guy. But no, this had nothing to do with love, she was just going to help a 'friend' of hers, she kept telling herself.
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"Harry, we're done!" Ron said, as he entered the dormitory. He had not found Harry at the Great Hall having breakfast nor at the Common Room so decided that he must be at the dormitory.
"Good for you."
"Um," Ron muttered looking angry, "Well are you coming for Divination?"
"No."
"What do you mean no?"
"It means that I'm not coming for Divination! Can't I stay here by myself and my thoughts!" Harry yelled, as he turned to face Ron with his eyes sparkling with anger. Ron looked at him amazed to see Harry's reaction, and left the room, and hurried down the stairs.
He saw Hermione waiting for him as she was talking to Ginny.
"Um, shall we go?" Ron asked Hermione.
"Why, where is Harry?"
"He's not coming," Ron answered shortly.
"What do you mean?" Ginny asked looking interested.
"That's what I asked him. He just said that he did not feel like coming." Ron answered.
"Oh well, it's Divination, he can miss it! Loads of trash really! I mean if it were Muggle Studies I would have objected, but whatever!"
"Yeah I know Mione, but it's still, um, creepy, his behaviour I mean."
"I know, but Ron, try to understand, he lost Sirius, and has to fight Voldemort. Let's not bother him. Let's leave him by himself to try to understand his situation."
"Whatever," Ron said and the two waved at Ginny and left for their lessons. Ginny waved back, and decided to go visit Harry as this was her chance to talk to him. She went slowly up the stairs so nobody would see her, and opened the door slowly.
She heard sobs, and suddenly saw Harry on his bed crying his heart out. Ginny gasped softly, and went up to him quietly, and knelt in front of him. She then stood up slowly, and put her arms around him in a protective manner. Harry without knowing what he was doing, soon started hugging Ginny tightly, as he cried against her shoulders.
"I'm suffering. I need Sirius. I need him to help me and prepare me for this war," he said between sobs. Tears rolled on Ginny's face, and she answered,
"Harry, you'll have me. I'll help you, I'll always be there for you!"
He let go of her and looked at her sweet face, and broken brown eyes, full of sad tears.
"Don't cry Gin, don't ruin your life, just like how I ruined mine," and he put a hand on her cheek, and inhaled deeply.
"Harry, you didn't ruin your life. You're just sad- um confused! You need time and help to get better, and that's where you'll find me!"
"Thank-you," Harry whispered and hugged Ginny again.
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I know, it's short! But my chapters won't be long. Small, but full of sense (hopefully), right! Well, leave me a review, I'll appreciate it!
Thanks,
Rai Dee.
