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Chapter 2 – You've Got a Friend
A week had passed since the students' arrival at Hogwarts, and still, Harry's mood had not improved. He had been snapping at Hermione and Ron for so long that both of them were annoyed by his behaviour and did not even talk to him anymore. Harry and Ginny had no longer met, since the first morning at school, and Ginny decided that it was time to talk to Harry again.
It was Friday afternoon, and they had no lessons, and so she went in the Common Room to talk to Harry, but like their previous encounter, she had to go to talk to him in the dormitory as he was not there. And again, there he was, sprangled on the bed, looking at the ceiling, with tears in his eyes, and shaking his head.
Ginny thought that it would be a good idea to knock before entering and so she did. He looked at her, and his face did not change. There was no different emotion, and Ginny frowned. She approached him, after closing the door, and said,
"Harry, really, you can't behave in this way!"
"And who are you to say what I have to do?" Harry said as he stood up and faced her.
"I'm a friend of yours who's fed up of your behaviour, just like all your other friends!"
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah!" Ginny said, as she looked angrily at him. "Stop and think about it! You have to defeat You-Know-Who, and yet, instead of learning new spells, and fighting, you lock yourself!"
"I have fought all my life!" Harry yelled, "I fought against trouble, all the time I was at Privet Drive! Do you know what it's like, being bullied, and knowing that you have a wand, and can curse all the Dursleys, and yet you stay calm? Then, some Dumbledore decides that he's had enough and sends you at the Burrow! And there? What can I do? Nothing!"
"Harry, what do you mean?"
"What I mean is that, at Privet Drive, I did all Dumbledore asked me to do. I stayed calm, and obeyed, and yet, no one tells me what's going on round here! I came at the Burrow, but did I learn something, about this war, and Voldemort? Did I learn how to forget Sirius, and destroy my guilt? No! I could have stayed with the Dursleys anyway!"
"But Harry! With us you had love, you had us to love you and care for you!"
"No, shut up! Nobody cares for me! If even God cared, he wouldn't have taken away Sirius from me, ha? He would have left the only person who could have guided me, to do the right thing, but no! Sirius is gone too, and soon he'll take somebody else away from me!"
"Harry! No matter what happens, I'm always gonna be there for you! I love you, just like how my parents, Ron, Hermione, my brothers, love you!" Ginny said with tears in her eyes, as she stretched her arms to hug Harry.
Harry just looked at her, and suddenly hit her hard on her face, and Ginny fell down on the floor hard, looking at him, scared.
"Shut up will you! Shut up! I don't care anymore, neither for you, nor for Ron or anyone! I just want Voldemort to find me and kill me so I can stop living this sacrafise! Got it now? Life for me is a sacrafise!"
Ginny crawled away from Harry but with all the strength he could master, he pulled her up from the collar of her shirt, and threw her on the bed.
He then, knelt, with her body between his legs, and started hitting her hard on her face, and chest ... But no screams were heard, she just cried and kept all sufference inside her.
Amazed by her silence, he moved away from her, and looked at her red face, and rolling tears.
"G-Ginny?" Harry asked uncertainly.
"Yeah?"
"I'm so sorry ..."
"It's ok Harry!" Ginny said as she slowly moved towards Harry as she rubbed her cheek to decrease the pain.
"I really am!" Harry said as he burst crying. "I can't take it anymore. I have too much pressure. I have to kill Voldemort, I have to forget Sirius, I have to destry all the guilt I have inside me! I just can't-"
"Harry, I'm going to help you. Listen to me. First thing you've got to do is, stop blaming yourself for Sirius's death, it wasn't you who killed him. It was Voldemort, and Bellatrix. So stand up, face Voldemort, and pay him out! You can do it!"
"Yeah, you're right, I have to stop Voldemort, I have to have revenge."
"Yeah, that's it. So first, open your heart to me. Let me know how you feel, so I can help you. Start accepting the fact that you did not kill Sirius. Ok?"
"I'll try, but it's difficult. Losing so many people is terrible."
"I know," Ginny said, and wrapped her arms around Harry's neck. He hugged her back and said,
"I'm sorry Gin. I'm terrible!"
"No you're not. You'll only be terrible if you keep going on like this. But now it's not late. You'll soon be better again."
"Thanks!" and he let go of Ginny. He looked at her face and smiled. "I haven't smiled for a whole summer and yet your sweet face makes me smile." He then leaned in and gave Ginny a soft kiss.
Both fell a jolt of electricity strike them as their lips touched, and Ginny backed away abrubtly.
"I-, um I'm sorry!" Harry muttered, and Ginny ran away out of the dormitory.
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