Disclaimer: Nah, still not saying it (whispering: No ownership to Will&Grace)
Chapter 12.
3 weeks later
Three weeks later, Karen hadn't completely decided yet what she wanted to do. Will stayed with her like he had promised since he now was on an extended vacationtime. He had told the basics to his boss whom first had been angry but then understood.
Will had started to sleep in a guestroom next door to Karen's bedroom. They both had decided on that, it was time that Karen started to manage her nights without him too. Though he was close so if she wanted him for any reason, she would just bang the wall or come into his room.
One night she woke up from a dream, it wasn't a real nightmare but it was a dream about the baby in the future, if she was keeping it, and Stanley was in it too. It wasn't a nightmare but enough intimidating and scary to make Karen bang the wall. There were no sounds from the other side so she banged once more. Nothing. She got up out of the bed and went in to Will's bedroom. He wasn't there. She started to panic, where could he be? She needed him now to tell her it was just a dream and that it didn't mean anything.
She wandered through her floor of the mansion and no sign of Will. She went downstairs, very hesitantly since it was completely dark down there and she remembered what happened last time. She searched the dark room with her eyes as best as she could, no sign of him. Then she went to the kitchen and there he was, making himself a snack.
She sighed out of relief when she saw him and entered the kitchen.
"Hi Kare" he greeted her when he saw her. "You want a snack?"
She shook her head.
"No, Will where were you? I thought you were in bed and I banged the wall twice, then I went into your bedroom and you weren't there."
"I've been here for an hour or so, first just thinking and then getting hungry. What's happened? You're shaking."
Will sat down the bread and went around the counter to support Karen and set her down on a chair. She sat down and Will sat next to her and took her hand.
"I had a dream" she said, "about the baby in the future. If I keep it that is. Stanley was in it too."
She looked down onto her free hand, her shaking had begun to stop, but still was present.
"Oh Karen" Will sighed and stood up, pulling her up on her feet and into his arms.
"I thought I had made up my mind, but after this dream ... I'm not sure" she sighed and buried her face in Will's pyjama-shirt.
Will wrapped his arms around her and held her tightly to him. She wrapped her arm around his back and just stood there for support.
"What shall I do about the baby Will?" she asked terrified.
"Honey, I can't decide for you" he answered. "What was the dream about?"
"The baby introduced itself to me, it was a beautiful baby girl. She had my hair and eyes, but suddenly her face changed into Stanley's face and he cursed me for getting pregnant" she started to cry.
Will just stood and held her, he didn't know what to do. Karen was in really bad shape, maybe she needed a therapist or something. He knew though that she would never go so he shook it out of his mind.
"Why don't we get to bed instead? What do you say Kare?" Will said and began to lead her upstairs again to her bedroom.
He laid down in her bed and she laid down next to him, almost on top of him to feel secure enough to be able to sleep. She had never felt this terrified and scared before. What if it wasn't a dream, what if Stanley really did curse her. Now she would never get a baby. The one she had in her right now, she had to remove it. She just had to. She couldn't take any more nights like this.
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A/N Short chapter, sorry. I just don't know where this is going at the moment. R&R please. Love them so keep them coming my way.
