-Chapter-19-

-Rachel pov-

"So he knows?" Carole nods and I sigh "Carole you can go and be with your family! You married him and are happy! Why ruin that?"

"I thought I was happy" Carole shakes her head and sniffles "I just...I have fallen in love with the little family we have"

"Carole I will not allow you to ruin your life" She nods silently while looking at her feet "What are you going to do?"

"Everyone always thinks they know what is good for me" Carole shakes her head and I can see the anger building "WHEN CAN I CHOOSE FOR MYSELF?! WHEN CAN I JUST BE ME?! WHY CAN I NOT BE A SUBMISSIVE BY CHOICE?! AM I THAT BAD?! WHY ARE YOU SO READY FOR ME TO LEAVE?!"

"Carol please" Burt walks in and to the standing, angry Carole "Please just calm yourself down"

"SHUT UP!" Carole grabs him by the collar "Why did you even want me? Your heart attack? Burt when was the last time you said you love me?!"

"I-I it was" Burt looks shocked "I have no idea"

I stand up and Carole looks at me "Let him go now" Carole's hands shake "Your mistress has told you to unhand him! Now unhand him horse!"

"Ok" She quickly let's go of Burt and stand in obedience "I am sorry Mistress"

"Burt why did you want to marry her?" I look at the man who seems in thought "Can you remember?"

"I...Kurt was being bullied, I had that heart attack, and I...oh god" Burt looks at Carole apologetically "I am so sorry"

"It was to protect Kurt" Burt nods "You wanted to make sure Kurt was finally going to have a mom and maybe he would be liked more by people"

"Kurt is already liked by great kids!" Carole puts a hand on Burt's shoulder "He is loved by the glee club"

"I just worry about him you know?" We nod and he sits in a chair "I thought if I died he could have a parent"

"But you have made a strong recovery!" He nods with a small smile "You also have no reason to believe you can not raise him alone! You have done such a good job with him!"

"I just feel so lost sometimes" Burt sighs and shakes his head "I have no idea how to help him with dating boys and things"

"Let him know he can talk to his gay or lesbian friends" I look Burt in the eyes and smile "Come to my mom or Carole if you need help ok?"

"Ok" He takes a deep breath and looks at Carole "I can not say it was not all fun"

"It was a nice time" Carole grabs Burt's hand with a smile "You always will have a place in my heart Burt"

"Same Carole" Burt looks at me very serious like "You best treat her like a queen! I have no idea what you do but take care of her!"

"I take care of them all" He nods and stands up "Good bye Burt"

He waves and walks out "So" I look at Carole who is smiling "I am all yours mistress"

"We need to work on a horse name for me" She nods and I stand up "We need to go and see what the club is doing"

"Or we could have some fun" I raise a eyebrow and she pouts "I am horny"

"Let it grow" She growls and I raise a eyebrow with a smirk "Do you have the wrong animal love?"

"Maybe" She smirks "How about we find out?"

"Later" She frowns and I chuckle "I need to go see if the club is alright"

She sighs and gets up to follow. We walk to the club room and I stop. There is music coming from inside. I open the door and smile at everyone.

(Lyrics from genius)

[TINA with TROUBLE TONES GIRLS]

We're on the island of misfit toys

Here we don't wanna stay

[BLAINE with TEOUBLE TONES BOYS]

We want to travel with Santa Claus

[MIKE with TROUBLE TONES]

In his magic sleigh

[BLAINE]

A pack full of toys means a sack full of joys

For millions of girls and for millions of boys

[MIKE with TROUBLE TONES]

When Christmas Day is here

The most wonderful day of the year

[BLAINE]

A jack-in-the-box waits for children to shout

[KURT]

Wake up!

Don't you know that it's time to come out!

[TROUBLE TONES]

When Christmas Day is here

The most wonderful day of the year

[MIKE with TROUBLE TONES]

Toys galore scattered on the floor

There's no room for more

And it's all because of Santa Claus

[BLAINE]

A scooter for Jimmy

[KURT]

A dolly for Sue

[BLAINE]

The kind that will even say

[BRITTANY]

"How do you do?"

[TINA with TROUBLE TONES]

When Christmas Day is here

The most wonderful day of the year

[BRITTANY]

How'd you like to be a spotted elephant?

[MIKE]

Or a choo-choo with square wheels on your caboose!

[KURT]

Or a water pistol that shoots... jelly?

[TROUBLE TONES]

We're all Misfits!

[BLAINE & TINA with TROUBLE TONES]

If we're on the island of unwanted toys

We'll miss all the fun with the girls and the boys

When Christmas Day is here

The most wonderful, wonderful

Wonderful, wonderful

Wonderful day of the year!

"I love these people so much" Everyone turns and waves their hellos "So what is everyone doin here? I believe we are supposed to be going on a light walk with carols tonight!"

"Oh right!" Kurt is up with a huge smile on his face "We are seeing lights and caroling! Everyone head home and meet in the lot! Come on Blaine we have clothes to match!"

I smile at Blaine following Kurt like a love sick puppy. I look at my girls and see them all happy. I love the moments they are happy like this. When everyone else is out I walk in with Carole.

-Rachel singing-

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels

Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles

Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings

These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes

Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eye lashes

Silver white winters that melt into springs

These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling sad

I simply remember my favorite things and then I don't feel so bad.

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling sad

I simply remember my favorite things and then I don't feel so bad.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling sad

I simply remember my favorite things and then I don't feel so bad

"I think a lovely walk and sing is what we can use tonight!" I give each of my girls a kiss and hug "Any moment I can spend with you all is worth it to me!"

"Baby Barbara!" I turn and see Sue with...Mary standing behind her "I have some girl who has decided to post your picture in her cheerio locker"

"It is nothing!" Mary nervously stands now closer to the door "Just a few photos...of some of them naked"

"MARY!" She cringes and I hold Santana back "We trust you in there! How can you betray that trust?"

"I know" Mary sighs and looks down at the ground "I will take my expulsion and leave you all alone"

"I have another idea" I let Quinn hold Santana back and walk over to Mary "Please close and lock the door Sue"

"Oh god" Sue pushes Mary in and she looks ready to piss herself "I-I am sorry! I will take the punishment of expulsion! Do not kill me like they say please! I have a daughter!"

"What?" She sighs and I make her look me in the eyes "You have a daughter?"

"The dad is nowhere and it has just been my mom helping" Tears are forming in the eyes that holds so much pain and truth "I am never going to be able to help my baby girl"

"Yes you will" I wipe the tears away with my thumbs "Because I will help you"

"I-I am not sure I am going to get involved with all of that" She looks at the girls and then returns her eyes to mine "That's scares me and I have to focus on my daughter"

"Terri can babysit and you can help on the two week suspension" hope fills her eyes "I will help my family out"

"What do I have to do?" She sniffles and I let go of her chin "Please let me know"

"You like photos?" She nods and I smile "You become our photographer! Maribel has been wanting a nice job and she is good at it! Carole can even join in!"

"Re-really?" I nod and she hugs me "Thank you! Thank you so much! My mom will be overjoyed!"

"You can also join our girlfriend/wife tier" I turn toward Quinn shocked "I like my spot and it's not like I can not move up"

"Is it ok with Brittany?" I look at the blonde who nods with tears in her eyes "I guess tonight is our first date"

"Thank you!" She hugs me again as new tears fall "Thank you"

I hug her back and soon the others join. The light carols and walk will be more fun this way. It was going to be fun anyways though. Beth is dressing up like a little snowman!

I watch Mary leave with a skip to her step. I feel my subs happiness and get happier. I am a good mistress if I make them happy. She will end up submitting though.

Her mom may not but she will. But that is for a later time. Right now we need to go home and I need to pleasure the genius blonde. Quinn may not be able to walk tonight.

But that is just the reward of being so good!