Author: I just want to thank my three reviewers. You guys are the best. :) Please forgive the " - " Stupid QuickEdit wouldn't let me have just a space.... --
Of A Son
I hate you.
You fake; You liar; You hypocrite
I hate the way you pretend to be strong
how you went in search of 'truth' and 'redemption'
all you did was run away from the ones who needed you
your family
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I hate the way you fooled everyone
They almost drown in awe from your presence
Can't they see through your smiles, your looks?
You are nothing but a weak man
And I hate you for it.
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I hate how everything falls apart when you're not here with us
How Mother slowly dies
I know what it is that's killing her
You bastard.
I can't stand watching her love you.
Even now.
Even still.
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I remember how much I hated the way you used to look at me
How your eyes used to say
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I failed you."
I think I used to love you then.
Not anymore
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I remember how you used to carry me on your back
I never fell off
Not even when you ran
And I felt the wind rush over me
Like some gigantic wave
I don't think I have ever felt so alive
so clear
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I remember what it felt like when you held me
Your heart seemed so close then.
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I hate you…
and i hate that i miss you.
Father
