This follows the Episode "Girls Guide to Dating Girls" except that they went back to Ashley's house instead of going straight to Spencer's house.
The words that are italic are thoughts. They sometimes might be in parentheses also.
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Follow Your Heart Fan Fic by Sp0rtigirl
Spencer and Ashley arrive to Ashley's house from their day at the beach. Spencer is excited that she actually ditched school for the first time in her life. She got to hang out with Ashley and talked to her about her little problem.
Spencer: "I cant believe we…well I ditched school"
Ashley: "Spencer Carlin is turning into a rebel. And I love every minute of it."
Ashley smiles at Spencer. I new light seems to shine off Spencer. Now that she thinks she likes girls, there is hope for Ashley to maybe have a shot with Spencer. No matter how big or small that shot is, a shot is a shot and that just made Ashley happy inside to know there is a possibility and not just a fantasy.
Spencer returns the smile. She can't help but smile when Ashley smiles at her. Ashley's smile makes her heart melt, every time.
Spencer: "My mom is right about you. You are a bad influence on me!... And I can't say I hate it at all."
Ashley laughs.
Ashley: "I'm going take a shower. Want to join me?"
Ashley winks at Spencer. Ashley wasn't expecting a 'yes'. She just wanted to flirt, tease, and mess with Spencer. She is curious to know what reaction she will get from Spencer, sort of like slowly testing the water.
Spencer knows what Ashley is doing.
Spencer: "Yeah sure…not. I'll take my shower in your guest bathroom and you can take a shower in yours. I'm sure that is the way u will like it."
Ashley: "..of course." not.
They both take a shower in their respectable bathrooms. Spencer is done before Ashley. Spencer walks back into Ashley's room in only a towel after she sees too much sand on her clothes. Spencer doesn't want to risk on making Ashley's bathroom and room a mess by the sand she decides to ask Ashley for some clothes.
Spencer: "Hey Ash, can I borrow some of your clothes."
Ashley: "Yeah sure help yourself," yells Ashley over the shower.
Spencer: "Thanks."
Spencer goes through Ashley's closet and finds a skirt and a shirt. It was the not only thing she found. Ashley's closet has everything. Spencer stood shocked in Ashley's closet. I was like a mini mall. Skirts, jeans, t-shirt, blouses, dresses, shoes, sandals, and boots all in Ashley's closet. In the middle of putting on her shirt, Ashley comes out of the bathroom wearing a towel.
Ashley: "Hello!"
Ashley throws her hands up and covers her face.
Ashley: "Jeez next time warn me. To think a day at the beach will give you a tan. Jeez I was wrong. I think I need to wear sunglasses when I'm around you. You almost blinded me."
The truth is Ashley needed to do or say something before she starts staring at Spencer. The last thing she needed is temptation to grab Spencer and kiss her senseless and let her hands roam around her body.
Spencer: "Ohhh shut up. I'm not that white. Am I?"
Spencer looks down at herself and try to decide if she really was too white. It never bothered her before but now she feels like she has to look good for Ashley's eyes if she was looking.
Ashley: "No I'm just kidding Spence."
Ashley goes behind Spencer and helps her push the shirt down. Ashley can feel Spencer's curves under her hands. The brunette stops at Spencer's waist and starts staring at Spencer's neck, wishing she could kiss it. It looked so inviting. Oh what Ashley would give to be able to do that.
Spencer notices Ashley's pause.
Spencer: "Ashley?"
Ashley wakes up from her daydream and recovers.
Ashley: "Oh sorry. I thought I saw a hole in the shirt...False alarm."
Spencer turns around and faces Ashley.
Spencer: "Thanks for lending me your clothes."
Ashley checks out Spencer in her clothes. Of course trying not to get carried away but it was kind of hard.
Ashley: "No problem. You look really cute in my clothes." more like beautiful.
Ashley grabs some clothes and goes into her bathroom and keeps the door slightly open. Spencer walks over to Ashley's bed and decides to lie down and try not look at the bathroom door. But Spencer couldn't help it. She peers through the little opening and sees Ashley putting on her shirt.
Wow. She is…wow. Wait what am I thinking? She is just my friend. Just my friend. Just my friend.
Spencer keeps staring at Ashley getting dress. Ashley feels like someone is looking at her and she glances up at the mirror and sees Spencer looking at her. They make eye contact and Spencer looks away. Ashley couldn't help but smile and shake her head.
Spencer is too cute, I swear.
Ashley comes out of her bathroom and sits on her bed. Spencer sits up and moves to sit right next to Ashley. Ashley smiles and couldn't help but look at Spencer's lips for a couple of seconds. Spencer looks up and blue eyes meet brown.
Spencer: "Today was fun, Ash, definitely an above average day."
Ashley: "Totally." I can think of something that can make it even better..
Spencer: "About what I said at the beach"
Ashley: "About you think you like girls."
Ashley smiles and tries to make Spencer feel comfortable.
Spencer: "Yeah…umm.. I don't know what I was thinking. It must have been the heat or something." that was a total lie. I know what I was thinking, but I don't know if I can do this.
Ashley: "Oh. Yeah. Must have been the heat for sure." What? I was sure she wasn't pulling my chain.
Spencer looks away and Ashley's smile fades. Something was up. Ashley couldn't just let her shot be taken away so quickly. She had to do something. Something. Anything.
Ashley: "I'm sorry but I have to do this."
Ashley puts her hand on Spencer's face to make her face her direction and leans in.
Spencer did not pull away. Truth be told the thought of pulling away was the farthest thing from Spencer's mind. Actually nothing was going through there. Ashley's move, completely shocked her to any rational thinking. They kiss and Spencer kisses back. Suddenly Spencer's cell phone vibrates. Spencer pulls away and looks at her phone. The caller: Glen. Spencer gets up and walks out of the room and answers it.
Spencer: "Hello?"
Glen: "Where the heck are you?"
Spencer: "uhmmm" busted "uhmm I'm not at school."
Glen: "Then where are you? There is a lockdown at school."
Spencer: "I'm at Ashley's."
Glen: "You Ditched!"
Spencer: "coughcoughyeahcough"
Glen: "Are you crazy! Mom will go off. She already thinks Ashley is a bad influence on you and she doesn't want you hanging out with her."
Spencer: ohh crap…mom "Well don't worry we're fine and what is the lockdown about?"
Glen: "Someone brought a gun to school. Mom has been calling me wondering where you are and if you're safe and why you haven't been answering your phone. She is mad and worried Spence."
Spencer:I was in the shower… "mmkay. Ill call her. I gtg. Stay safe glen. Bye."
Glen: "Bye."
Meanwhile back at King High where a lockdown was taking place.
Glen to Clay: "She's at Ashley's house."
Clay: "Spence ditched!"
Glen: "yeah. Man. I should of ditched today instead of being stuck in the same classroom as them."
Glen looks at Sean and his boys.
Clay: "Glen there cool. Chill."
Sean overhears Glen and walks over.
Sean: "Do you have problem?"
Glen: "Yeah. What did you and your boys do!"
Sean: "as I recall. It was you boys that set off the last lockdown."
Glen: "I didn't do anything and I haven't heard anything so it must have been from your crew."
Sean: "Do you have a problem with me? Do you want to settle this?"
Sean gets in Glen's face and Clay steps in between them.
Clay: "Guys chill. Sean had nothing to do with this and Glen had nothing to do with this. So just chill. We're stuck in the same room so might as well not start World War 3 in history class."
Sean backs off and goes across the room with his boys.
Madison is grabs Glen's arm.
Madisonwhispers: "yeah that's right, walk away. You could of taken him right?" My baby better be able to take him.
Glen: oh yeah. Not a problem. I hope I can take him
Meanwhile back at Ashley's house, Spencer is thinking about her mother.
Oh no my mom. What would she think? Me and Ashley just kissed. It was amazing. No It cant be. My mom will kill me. No this cannot be happening. But I like Ashley. I need to get away from here and think.
Ashley from her room: is everything okay out there. Please don't have doubts about that kiss.
Spencer: um. Yeah. I need to call my mom.
Spencer walks downstairs so Ashley couldn't hear her and her mom's conversation. Spencer phone suddenly vibrates. Caller: Mom.
Scary. She already knows something is up.
Spencer answers her phone.
Spencer: Hello
Spencer's Mom (SM): Why haven't you been answering your phone! Where are you? I called Glen and he says he can't find you at school. And don't tell me you are with HER.
Spencer: Mom calm down. I'm fine thanks for asking. I'm at Ashley's house. Yeah I'm with her.
oh dang..Wrong choice in words. Umm
I'm hanging out with her at her house. Um she didn't feel good so I came over during lunch to see if she was okay since none of her parents were home.
oh great. I'm lying to my mother.
And umm when I went back to school, all the gates were locked and um I couldn't get in so I went back to Ashley's.
SM: I told you I don't like you being around her.
Spencer: she is sick mom and she is my best friend.
SM: ((maybe you need a new best friend)) maybe you should make new friends.
Spencer: Mom, don't start okay. She is my friend. I trust her.
SM: I don't trust her and Spencer, you are really pushing my buttons for not listening to me when I say to not hang out with her. ((Don't make me enroll you in a private school, like where that Kelly girl goes)) I don't want to make you switch schools or anything. Cause she already has you leaving school.
Spencer: No, no, no. I can't switch schools again; And not to a school where Kelly goes. I don't want to see her again. What am I going to do? Whatever I do, I either hurt my mom or Ashley.
Spencer: So what are u saying? If I don't stop hanging out with Ashley then you will enroll me into a private school?
SM: I was thinking of a nice boarding school. You know where girls can focus on their school work alone.
Spencer: BOARDING SCHOOL!...oh no….
Spencer: Alright. I won't hang out with Ashley as much I'll try. Happy?
SM: Yes. Now come home.
Spencer: alright. I'll be home in a bit. I got to go. Bye
SM: bye.
Spencer hangs up and walks back upstairs and to Ashley's room. Spencer looks around and doesn't see Ashley in her room.
Spencer: Ashley?
Ashley comes out of the closet and sneaks up to Spencer from behind.
Ashley:BAhh!
Spencer: ahhh!
Spencer spins around to face Ashley.
Spencer: Are you trying to give me a heart attack?
Ashley: Maybe.
Ashley: so what did your mom say?
Spencer: that I can't see you anymore that I have to go home soon.
Ashley: how soon is soon?
Spencer: like around um now.
Ashley: alright but before we leave.
Ashley puts one hand on Spencer's face and leans in and kisses Spencer passionately. Spencer kisses back. She couldn't bring herself to immediately push Ashley away. Her lips were so soft and inviting. Knowing she has to stop she turns her head.
Spencer: Ashley stop.
A confused look comes across Ashley's face.
Ashley: What?
Spencer: Don't. I can't do this.
Ashley: but I thought from before- that you-.
Spencer looks away from Ashley. She couldn't bear to look at her, in her eyes. She won't be able to say what she is about to say.
Spencer: that was a mistake. And we shouldn't of kissed. And can ya take me home now?
Ashley heart breaks. Those were the words she was afraid to hear. She really wants Spencer. More than anything in the world but for her to say that just hit the heart.
Ashley: What the fuck. I was sure she likes me. She does. What happened on the phone? Alright come on.
Ashley reluctantly takes Spencer home. On the drive there, both of them were thinking to themselves.
Ashley: What is up with her? I know she likes me. She is on my "gay-dar" as she called it. So something happened when she talked to her mom.
Spencer: What am I going to do? I like Ashley. No no what am I saying. I don't like girls. I don't like Ashley. I can't. This is a complete mistake. I should of never of kissed her back. The kiss was wrong. But why did it felt so right?
Ashley: I freaked her out with that kiss. Yeah I did. I can tell by the look on her face. Its probably that. I moved to fast. Ahhh! Bad move bad move bad move! Jeez Ashley why do u have to be soo stupid. You probably pushed her even farther away from you. I was close I was soo close that I had to freaking trip over the finish line. If she forgives me, I will go slower and won't scare her off. I can't afford to lose her.
Spencer: I don't want to leave Ashley. But I think I'm going to have to back off…a lot. I can't have these feelings for her. If I do then I will never see her again. It's better to have her as friend than nothing at all right? Right. Me and Ashley are just friends. That's all we are going to be. Nothing else. End of story….hopefully.
They finally reach Spencer's house. Ashley and Spencer don't know if they should act like nothing happened or…They both just decide to act like nothing has happened.
Ashley: And here we are.
Spencer: Yeah.
Spencer smiles at Ashley. It was fake but that was the best that she could do. Ashley smiles back with the same fakeness.
Spencer: Thanks for the ride.
Ashley: Anytime
Spencer hugs Ashley long and tight. She doesn't know when she would be able to hug her again. If her mom had it her way, it would never be able to see those brown eyes ever again.
Spencer: Good bye.
Ashley: Why does this feel like a real good bye?
Spencer: See you later.
Ashley: Definitely
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