Broken Tears

Hey! I hope you like my fanfic! Here it goes..

Ps: I don't own Instant Star

Jude and Kwest, were at the studio, Jude was 19 and Tommy was 24 hey had a little daughter, Sarah, she was Jude's life and Quincy's. Kwest was dating with Sadie for about 1 year.

"Kwest, have you seen Darius" I ask, wondering if someone have seen him

"She was on a meeting at the morning" Kwest said "Maybe he is in his office" I just ignore him, "I already search there" I say, I walk to the hallway and I saw Tommy standing there drinking coffee and seated there was Sarah, oh sarah, she was my entire world. "Hey Quincy" I say kissing Tommy's lips. "Hey Sweetheart" he kiss me back.

"Hi Mommy" Sarah almost shouted and run to my arms. "Hey Sarah" I kiss her cheek softly.

"Mommy! Dad teach me how to draw! I know how to draw!" she says at me, I just looked at Tommy. "Little Tommy Quincy teaching our daughter how to draw?" I say with sarcasm, but I smile at him too.

"Um.. Well I haven't got too many work so I am trying to be with my daughter, cant I?" Tommy says and smiles at me back.

"Sure u can" I kiss him softly .. "Eeeek" Sarah says with a very strange face. Then, Darius come up to my mind, "Yeah Jude, You are searching for Darius" I say to myself and get very serious.

"God, I have to go" I say to Tommy and kiss my little daughter. I walk through Darius office again and saw him just sitting there talking with.. Speed? .. Oh gosh why is Speed here.. "Jude? JUDE TALK RIGHT KNOW?" I say to myself

"Uh.. I-Im.. Sorry if I didn't knock before enter" I say, going to open the door again so I can finally get out of my mind that horrible moment.

"Nope, Jude, just.. Stay.." Darius say. "No, thanks, I will wait out.." I answered, I cant be sitted just next to Speed because he hurt me every time he look at me. I walk away the office and wait while I see at the end of the hallway Tommy with Sarah, he was teaching Sarah how to draw, "Like this? Daddy?" she said. "Yes Sarah just like that" Tommy argued. I feel a warm tear fall from my cheek. There were adorable.

I hear the door opened and I see Speed with Darius shaking hands and Speed left. It was my turn to go. "Come in Harrison.." Darius said "Miss Harrison" He check himself. I smile to him and we both get a sit.

"What do you want to talk about?" Darius said softly, knowing already what was, he knew it was something that hurts me because my eyes where full of tears.

"About going to another state, country, whatever" I said softly.

"Why do you want to go out of here?" "Is it something someone said, or did?" Darius ask surprised, he always take care of me when some one hurts me.

"I just.. I just don't know, really.." I begin "There is so much stuff I want to rehearse about and I thought going to another place it would be better".

"Well, think good Jude.." He said with a very anger voice ".. you have a daughter and a husband now.. is not that easy to say it".

"I know Darius but.. please, let me go" I protested and let my tears fall I clean my throat before keep talking "I know I will miss all people but please, Darius" I finished. Darius look right in my eyes.. "You will never change, Jude" He smiles and says "Well, you can go, but go with Tom and Sarah.." He finished too.. and I hug him tight.

"Thank you Darius" I say smiling from ear to ear.

"I will pay the airplane and you are going New York 2 weeks.. but I bet you are going to call me when you get there okay girl?" he says while I hug him again. "I promise.." I say while going out and Darius call Tommy and Kwest while stay with my little girl Sarah.

"Come in, guys" Darius said to them, "We need to talk about Jude.." ".. Do you guys know what is happening to her?" He ask with Anger, because he knows someone was doing something to her little girl. Tommy looked at Kwest with a question face.

"What?" Kwest whispered to Tommy. He just rolled his eyes and looked at Darius eyes.

"What does she said to you Darius?" Tommy said.

"She will go to New York, Quincy, that's the point" Darius argued "She will go to NY with you and your daughter" This time Darius looked more happy than before.

"But why?" He insisted.

"Quincy, she is hurt!" Darius shouted. "Can't you see your wife is hurted?". Tommy just stays in silence and look away seriously.

"Um... I agree with Darius, Tom.." Kwest said "... she is hurted, and maybe she needs to go to another place so she can relax and, maybe she woudn't do any depressing songs again".

Tommy looked at Kwest angrily, then he looked at Darius again, with more anger.

"Tom, is for her good, and your daughter's good, obviously". Darius said again.

"Okay, but just 2 weeks, no more" Tommy said and shake hands with Darius and left Darius office with Kwest.

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Back where Jude is..

"Mommy, here comes daddy!" Sarah Shouts and runs to Tommy's arms. They hug.

"Are you sure?" Quincy asked me. God, I wasent really sure but well, I said what my hearts says to me.

"Yeah" I almost cried but I cant. I feel some footsteps behind me.

"Hey Jude" Mason said. "Hey, how's going?" I would never said that, so Tommy looked me like someone strange, and yeah, I feel like a stranger in here.

"Im fine, with too much work to do" Mason said and laughs like a little child. "Quincy, we have work to do too" I said.

"Sarah, come with us" Quincy said while Sarah runs behind Tom and me. We go to Studio 1, The best one.

"REC in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.." Tommy said and push random buttons so I can get started. I sing.

I'm getting up know
the sun is burning my eyes and I ache
I'm living on a, freeway, running low on heart and good mistakes
I'm taking it to..living,just living all the lives I have to live
I'm playing off this feeling knowing that it's time to be forgiven

If I could only come around (I'm looking in the back)
Just stop and turn around (I need to get this off my back)
Am I outta my mind, for faking what's inside of me?

It's like I'm walking on another thin line
where the fools keep on thinking I'm blind
I'm waiting for the day (walkin on another thin line)

I'm wide awake now its getting dark and I can't see my way
I'm living through the game now, by watching every word that I might say

And now I've gotta come around (I'm falling through the cracks)
And stop and turn around (Can't get this off my back)
Am I outta my mind, for faking what's inside of me?

It's like I'm walking on another thin line
where the fools keep on thinking I'm blind
I'm waiting for the day (walkin on another thin line)
No, no, no I'm in the middle of a crime
taking left whats mine...As I fade away...
with everything I am

With everything I am
With all I have to stand
I'm not gonna fade, oh no!
Dragon tears and cover songs
When I've done nothing wrong
I just don't belong

It's like I'm walking on another thin line
where the fools keep on thinking I'm blind
I'm waiting for the day (walkin on another thin line)
I'm in the middle of a crime...
taking left what's mine
as I fade away

I really sing my heart out, it was amazing, I do it just like the last time I sing on here, well it's the last time, then im going to NY but, I will come back, promise. When I come back to earth, I hear Tommy saying "Perfect, perfect!" as he comes to me and hugs me.

"Your amazing, girl" Tommy says and looks at me.

"You bet" I say and laugh, I give him a warm kiss, just on cheek. But I know he wanted more.. hehe.

"Girl, we have to go, its late and they are closing on 10 minutes". Tom says holding Sarah's little hand.

"Yeah sure, just let me search something, wait me in the car" I said. Then they left, I was alone, well not at all.