Narumi
Why do people wear masks?
Does it have a purpose?
Does everyone wear a mask?
Or do people just wear a mask to hide something or who they really are?
I know why I wear mine
I dont really think I have a true self, I've lived with this mask for a long time
Now, it's consumed me; Replaced me; Become me
Most of the things about me is fake
People dont notice or just dont care
The smile of happiness I wear; The smile no one is able to read
It's easy to look at a smiling face and be tricked into thinking someone's happy; One must look into the eyes to understand someone's pain
All they had to do was look into my eyes to see my pain
My eyes show to much
My pain
My loneliness
But most of all; The hate for this world
No one cares enougth to pull my mask off; They only see my pain and loneliness for a minute and its gone
The only one that got close to taking off my mask was my cousins; Karlee and Renee; their the only ones that got close enougth to taking off the mask
only thing was that when they did; I felt fear rise up in me
I dont know why but I fear of someone seeing the real me
I cant let that happen now
not after this long
I wont let someone see the real me
never ever
I cant let that happen yet anyway
I'm show them the real me when I'm ready
for now; its just the mask
The mask that says I'm Narumi Uzumaki
