Bella shook her head. She wanted to be near Alice, Esme, and Carlisle first. "Can we go get everybody first though?" She asked him.
"Well," Edward started to say. "They told me that if I was going to do it today, we would have to wait to go home. Because there are humans on here…" He said not talking about her.
The whole conversation disturbed him. He really didn't want to do this. But…he felt as if he didn't, Bella would always want to be a vampire and always have that.
Bella waited until the ship docked and the bolted out of it quickly screaming behind her thanking the crew for everything. She ran to Edwards's car and waited for him to unlock the doors.
He chuckled slightly. "Hold on, Bella. Enjoy your moments of being a human…" He said to her. He started the car up slowly trying to delay it as much as possible, but Bella was eager and he felt the tension in the car.
"For a vampire, you sure can move very slowly!" She exclaimed. "I could even move faster!" She said.
Edward just sighed. Before he turned the car on he stopped and looked at her. "Bella, everyday I wonder what would happen if I wasn't sick and if I never turned into a human. Everyday! I don't want you to think the same thing! I want you to live your life as a human." He said to her looking straight in her eyes.
"I wonder what being a vampire would be like. Ever since I found out about it. Everyday I wonder! I don't want to wonder. I want to know!" She pleaded.
Edward just gave up. He wouldn't be able to convince her anyways, and he didn't know what else to do. He just started up the car—to see he was the last person in the parking lot—and went towards his home.
"Do you at least want to see your father before you never can again?" He asked grimly.
"…what do you mean never again?" She eyes him suspiciously.
"Well, you can see him, but don't you think he'll notice that you never go to school when it's sunny and how you never sleep or eat anymore? And if anything happens…" He said leaving off there.
"Bella. This is really serious. If I turn you, we have to leave town because no one will know where you are, and we have to teach you to hunt, and, it's not just all fun and games. Please wait for later! Please change your mind!" He begged her.
"I'll do anything. I know the people at the Volterra are going to eventually turn you—and it's all my fault—but please. Just wait!" He pleaded. His eyes full of sadness.
"No!" Bella exclaimed to him. "I want to be with you forever! And please! Please change me! I can't bare to wait any longer…" She said on the brink of tears.
Edward said nothing, but sighed heavily and drove home. He parked by the door and opened Bellas door for her. He took her hand and they walked inside. It was like a whole new world.
Everyone was standing, watching, and waiting for me to come back. They stood in a row with un readable expressions. Bella couldn't tell if they were happy or sad. Mad or joyful. She just sighed and asked them, "Where should I go?"
Alice took her hand and leaded her up the stairs to Edwards room. She didn't say a word, and she placed her on the couch. Then she just stood in the corner.
After a few agenizing minutes, Edward, Esme, Jasper, and Carlisle filed in. No one else. Finally Carlisle looked at Edward and he finally sat down on the couch next to Bella.
"You don't have to do this…" He said trying to change her mind,
"But I want to…" She said simply looking at Alice the whole time.
Edward sighed and then didn't speak for a few seconds. Bella looked around nervously, actually scared. Edward could see that on her face, bit he knew her better. She would say she was fine and make him continue. Then Edward finally leaned in.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
"Positive?"
"Yes."
"Now?"
"Just do it!" She screamed to him.
Edward looked appalled, but then he came closer to her body. She looked in his eyes one last time as a human. And they were blacker than she remembered. She was now terrified. But, this is what she wanted, that was her dream.
He leaned in and breathed cool air on her neck. Then headed for her face. He gave her one last kiss—his eyes now completely black—and then took her hand. He breathed his cool breath on it, and then bite down quickly. Bella screamed…
END OF CHAPTER 2
Heh. Just kidding. YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE…FACES :D Anyways, enjoy.
Bella felt every little thing that was happening. She felt the blood being sucked out of her hand. She felt the cold hard venom going in. It was like a snake was going into her skin that was covered in acid. She looked around the room. She saw Esme and Alice weren't in the room. Only Carlisle. Like before, the blood didn't bother him as much. He watched Edward as he seemed to be sucking for a long time. The pain was all focused on her hand where he was biting her right then.
She did trust Edward, but she was also scared. And she trusted Carlisle, but she still was scared. After what seemed like a painful half hour, Carlisle didn't move, but said something to Edward.
"Edward. That's enough." He said looking up at Bella. "He put in enough poison that it will hurt a lot more, but it will be faster…" He said leaving off there. He watched Edward get up from her and walked out of the room. Then he looked at her hand. It was pretty clean. Then he got up and pushed Bellas hair away from her face. "It'll go by fast, sweetie." He said. Then he murmured something as it seemed, and Edward, Alice, and Esme came filed in.
Alice run to Bellas side. "Do you feel anything aside from the pain in your hand?" She asked grasping it. I shook my head. I couldn't feel anything actually. "I can't feel an—"She said leaving off her sentence. She screamed very loudly. As if someone had set her insides on fire and then poured hot oil on it.
Edward couldn't look. To know that he caused that pain was too much for him. And to think, it wasn't even close to being over. Alice didn't know what to do. She let go of her hand thinking that might help it a little, but it didn't make a difference.
"Alice." Carlisle said to her. "Nothing will help. You just have to except it." He said trying to keep a straight face.
Alice gave a mellow look at him and then got up form Bella. He whispered something to her and she nodded slowly. Bella tried to fight the urge to scream.
"Bella. I'm going to leave you with Edward for a second." She said. Then her face went blank.
"What did you see?" Carlisle asked suddenly.
"Nothing." She replied.
"Bella, you can scream, don't worry…" She said sadly leaving the room with Carlisle following behind her. And then Edward was alone. Alone with Bella.
Bella let out another scream, yelping in pain and biting her lip. Edward couldn't stand it anymore. In a blink of her eye, he was already where she was laying down. "I'm sorry…I can't see you going threw this pain knowing I caused it. And, having your human life going downhill." He said with a broken voice.
He tried so not to, but a single tear drop came down his check. He wiped it away and walked over and put in the CD that held the song that he had created for her. He played it and then sat next to on the couch. He sat her upright and held her in his arms.
"Forgive me…" He whispered. He rocked her gently back and forth trying to ignore her screams.
Bella couldn't talk. She didn't dare. She was afraid it would hurt her even more. She sat threw the pain and rocked back and forth with Edward screaming whenever she felt more pain.
How she hoped it would all go away. But she still had 2 more days of this. And it had barely been an hour that she was like this. But it still hurt.
A few hours past, Edward was still holding onto her and Alice would come check on her occasionally. She would tell her stories and sing to try to make her forget the pain. She would also show her some things that she would soon be able to do, too, and do skits all by herself.
Every now and then Bella would scream, but it wasn't too loud. And it wasn't such a painful scream.
Bella soon grew weary of all of the aches threw out her body and everything else. Edward holding her, his sweet breath, Alice trying to cheer her up… It was all too overwhelming for her. Her eyelids drooped over her eyes and she fell asleep against Edwards's marble body…
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