What if Sam left Stuart for Phil? But Phil had moved on from Sam? she now must prove to Phil how much she loves him and most of all prove that he still loves her.
Who would you feel? Having to spend the rest of your life, knowing you're with the wrong person, and having to see that person everyday, knowing how much you love them? Already made the mistake of turning them away, maybe losing the chance of ever being with them, fooling yourself you don't love them by dating other men, fooling yourself your happy. But you look at your partner and feel nothing, then see that special someone and your heart beats faster and you can't bear to look at them because it hurts so much. The only reason you're not with him is because your scared, scared at how much you need them, want them. Then you throw yourself into a relationship because your scared that your going to be alone forever, knowing you may of lost your last chance at love. But you can face your fears, overcome them. You realise that this is your last chance…
''Stuart, can I have a word?'' I look at him, and realise there's nothing, he's so different from Phil, Phil's so exciting, He makes me feel safe, he's well liked too, Stuart isn't so well liked, he's always trying to prove he's better than everyone else, taking the credit for others work, but I always forgive him in the end. He puts his work first, maybe that's why I first liked him, but now, we seem to both want different things, Stuarts always trying to better himself, applying for new jobs and transfers, Maybe what they said was true, he's just using me to further his career, But in a way that's all im doing, using him, using him to Prove that I don't need Phil, but im not fooling myself anymore, I do need him…
''sure'' he finally replies, his voice so unenthusiastic ''what is it?"
''Its us, its not working out, I've noticed changes… we both want different things'' I sigh and look at him, he turns away
''I know, I just didn't know what to do, I've been offered another Job, I wasn't sure whether to take it, but seems as though I have nothing for me to stay here for…" he turns and looks at me
"is there someone else?'' he asks
"no- well'' I sigh ''Yes- but they don't know…I mean…"
"Its Phil isn't it'' he cuts me off, I just nod slowly, not wanting to see his face, but he just smiles
''Its obvious, you love him, I can never compete against him, just promise me you will tell him that you love him" he kisses me one last time
"im sorry" I whisper watching him leave….
OK. Tell me what you think of this, im not sure, but if you like it i will coninue with it, let me know!. maz xx
