Hey, sorry i havnt updated for like ages! i promise i'll try update more! sorry its only a short chapter! im getting really stuck for ideas, if you have any then email me with them! please R&R. love you all! maz xxx


Its funny, how life goes by, how people don't notice it slowly creeping away. One minute you feel like you have everything, and then the next its all be taken away from you; to leave you empty-handed, broken hearted. The people you love, tend to leave a footprint on your heart; a reminder that they're always there. Phil left the biggest footprint on my heart. He's my best friend, was my best friend, I'm not sure of anything anymore, I was sure he loved me, how wrong I was. I pick up the phone, who should I call? My best friend? The person, who ive phoned many times, even in the early hours of the morning, just to hear his voice. But no, I can't phone him, he's the problem, I put the phone down and grab my coat, I head for the station to talk to the last real friend I have. I knock on the door and walk in, tears now streaming down my face

"Sam? What's wrong? Gina asks, concerned, standing up to let me fall into her arms, I stand for a while sobbing on her shoulder

"He doesn't feel the same,"

"Who?" Gina leads me to sit on the chair

"Phil, I told him how I felt and he said he didn't feel the same anymore, he doesn't love me anymore" I sob

"what! Bastard!"

"No, he's not!" I was quick to jump to his defence, even with the events that transpired earlier. "I shouldn't have expected anything else. But I can't help that I do care about him. That I have for some time now"

"What about Stuart? Gina asks as she gets two glasses out and pours two drinks out

"I left him" I reply grabbing the drink offered to me

"For Phil?" I just slowly nodded putting the empty glass down

"Oh Sam, I'm sorry," she said, feeling quite helpless

"Why? Its my mess" I laugh, trying to hide the fact that the pain inside is unbearable. We both sit Gina listening to me pouring my heart out, and all the while I'm thinking of him, what he's doing? Hoping he regrets what he was saying, realising he made a mistake?