Some days it feels like someone had stuck a blade through my heart. My heart aches for him. You just don't know what you have until you lose it or think you have lost it. I have never been so afraid in my life as I am right now. The hardest thing to do is to watch the one you love, love someone else. If he listens carefully, he can hear my heart breaking.
Even though he is the very one who makes me cry, he is the only person who can make me stop crying. I can't seem to find the words to tell him how much he means to me. I remember happier times, when I could actually feel my heart smiling and the feel of his arms around me, like nothing else in the world mattered. I haven't had that feeling in such a long time. I wonder if I'll ever again. I wish for more days and a whole lifetime to spend with him. He is the best thing that every happened to me.
I am so sorry for a lot of things. I am sorry I could not hold on to him. He is the one person in the world I was born to love. Without him, my life would not be worth living. I believe we are meant to be together. My love for him goes beyond infinity.
I am not sure exactly, what to say or what to do. I just know that I really love him. He is my everything.
"Here I am. Take my hand. Stand beside me. All I need is for you to find your way. Just tell me you love me again. Here I am."
Sometimes all I see is darkness.
