Disclaimer: I do not own NANA, it truly belongs to Yazawa Ai.
The song is by Kary - Love Has Turned Into Hatred.
P/s: I hope all of you will enjoy this story XD Shin and Reira is one of my fave :)
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She told me, we should not see each other again.
"Shin, let's not meet again."
I still could not heartily accept the fact
We were meant to be apart
Maybe because you were too kind
All I had to do was walk away without feeling any regret.
But my heart wrenched in pain. Blood trickled away from my heart. Perhaps that was why; it felt numb after a few minutes of silence.
"Don't go! We could still send letters and mails to each other…" Reira's voice added with much remorse.
I shattered them further.
"We should not."
The sound of the door closing was awfully louder than usual. I could feel her body falling and her sobs became louder.
Do not turn back Shin. If you love her, don't.
It was hard to forget
This kindness that does not come with a repayment
Was it all a lie
After that, I walked along the lonely corridor, my shadow draping along behind me.
Anguish.
Guilt.
Remorse.
"Never let go of that hand... even if those trembling fingers hold no red thread... nor promise ring…"
Her delicate fingers held onto the pen and her cherry lips curved into a pout, "I can't get the lyrics right!"
I laughed at her silly attempts. Sitting on the chair nearby, I could not help but stare at her. Reira always had this beautiful shade of colour for her hair and she had the brightest eyes I had ever seen.
Her mesmerizing eyes.
I cannot remember this love
Only the hatred
But it drained away all my energy
To just hate you for your selfish reasons for my sake
Alone in the corner of the waiting room, my eyes wandered to my pinky finger. It became such a habit these days. An unbreakable habit, just like our unbreakable bond.
The ring fitted on that finger perfectly and the jewel glistened under the lights.
"Should I take it out, Reira?" I had repeated that line to myself too many times. Uncountable times. But every time I tried to find the willpower to take it out, that willpower changed into memories.
Memories of her.
"Shin, can we talk?"
I quickly deleted the message, my thoughts turning and spinning from her sweet voice; almost intoxicating.
Do not let me see the truth
This hatred residing in my heart had brought me too much agony
This fear
Had became a fatal disease
All my life I had known Hachi, she always had been a warm, passionate person. Including when she asked me about my feelings.
"Shin, do you love Reira?"
My throat tightened into a knot. My heartbeat increased rapidly and my world turned vague for a moment at the shocking question.
"Do you, Shin?" Her intense but soft gaze caused my heart to ache.
A silent tear fell.
The only answer I managed out was, "I don't know…I don't know anymore."
Memories filled with taste of bittersweet
How much were they worth?
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I really do hope Shin and Reira get back together, I love them so much. T-T
Thanks for reading and review please:D
