Me Myself and I
By Mela989898
Me
One day she won't come back.
One day I'm going to push so hard … too hard that I will surely break her.
They think I'm a fool… well I admit I tend to play the role when it suits me.
But, I know…
Damn it I know what I'm doing to both her and to me.
But how could I ever ask her to love me when I don't even love myself.
It's just better this way I tell my self as her sent starts to fade away from the well.
It's just better this way.
Myself
I want her!
I want her so bad and that dumbass knows so he keeps her away.
He tries so hard to keep me at bay but I'm always here.
Watching,
Waiting,
Listening,
Wanting her!
I don't know why he push her away I protect her when he fails.
She wants me, I know she does. She said so herself she did not want him with out me.
She wants him to stay the same.
If only… if only he would give me time with her I know I could make her understand. She would be a good bitch and stay with me… with us forever.
And we would never be alone again.
Damn it why can't he understand I want her!
I
Miroku and Sango think it's just so easy…
"She not the same Inuyasha"
"Make a choice Inuyasha"
They just want me to forsake her but she was the only one…
She was the only one other than mother that...
She saw through the demon and so me
Wanted me
Loved me
When no one else in the world bothered to give dame she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me.
And I…
I failed her.
She loved me and I failed her.
I owe her,
I can't risk failing again
I owe her.
