Mark Sloan. God, what the hell gave him the right to come back into my life? He said he loved me, he missed me. There are some things a wife does not tell a husband and that one thing was that she was in love with his best friend. I wasn't honest with him. Derek hadn't known that I stayed with Mark after he left. I never told him we were in love. How exactly would a wife tell her husband that she was in love with another man?

It was obvious even to someone like Mark that Derek was not in love with me, but with Meredith. Not once had Derek mentioned love to me. Am I just fooling myself? Maybe, I'm just a glutton for punishment. That hit on my lover's face was due to him being with Meredith. That punch was not because of me.

Mark asked Derek why he can't forgive him, but yet, he'd forgiven me. He broke my heart again. He hadn't forgiven me for my indiscretion. I guess he never had.

He's here to take me back home with him. The feel of his hand as he caressed my cheeks brought memories back for me. I've never forgotten how he made me feel. I've never forgotten how much I loved him and how much he meant to me, everything was just tucked away in a special place in my heart as it waited to be let out. Dr. Mark Sloan. He's back.

And it scares the hell out of me.