Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho or its characters. But I have fun playing with them.
Thank you so very much for your reviews. They really motivate me.
I would like to present you with something new. I decided to do this at last minute, so I apologize beforehand if it sounds strange. Thank you.
December 17, 2005
To whomever it may concern,
I apologize to the person reading this letter that I have not started this sooner. I have my reasons though, so I ask you not to be alarmed. I was just busy at the time and had my mind on other things and was in a temporary state of shock.
I suppose it started when Lord Koenma requested that we should have a medical examination, testing both our physical and mental health. Needless to say that I passed the physical examination with flying colors, however I did not achieve up to expectations on the mental examination. According to the doctors I am not insane; it's just that am very depressed and maybe a little suicidal. I really don't know what to believe. I am the great bandit of Makai, and I have seen many unpleasant things. Like the day Kuronue died. It hurts so badly at times, sometimes I wish I didn't have feelings or these nerve racking memories. Sometimes I wish I wasn't even born. Maybe I am suicidal.
I guess I lost my head over these thoughts for almost a week. These dark thoughts of mine are making me really depressed, so I guess needed a friend. I am confident that Hiei is having very similar problems, because Hiei has been acting even more strange since we were last met up with the guys. If I remember correctly, Kazuma Kuwabara was twittering on about the medical examination and how he had gotten perfect scores. Hiei was just scowling the whole time. Judging from his reaction, I would have to say that Hiei had failed the mental because it would have been impossible for him to fail the physical examination. I can't know for sure if my theory is true, because of Hiei's pride, he would never admit it.
I went to see Hiei yesterday. I do not know why, but I wanted to be with him. I guess I wanted to let him know that he wasn't alone. That I will always have his back. I wanted to tell that I failed miserably.However, when I was going to tell I suppose that I overdid it. My depression took over and started asking the most peculiar questions about life. I fear that these might have made him extremely nervous, because he then said, "What the hell are blabbering about, fox? Hn. I have no time for this crap. You are hopeless." And then flitted off. For the very first time in my life, I felt like an idiot.
I really am hopeless. Incase you have not noticed, I wish for a lot of things. I wish I could be different in Hiei's eyes. All he sees is a deadly fox disgraced by a human shell, and his partner in crime. I wish he could see the real me, his closet friend, always ready to fight with him, no matter the obstacles or stakes, for anything at all. That is my greatest desire.
Sincerely,
Suichi Minamino
aka: Kurama
Yoshi: Thanks for reading!
Kurama: Hooray! Not only am I mentioned and I supposedly wrote this, I'm finally in the conversation!
Hiei: Hn.
Yoshi: Hoped you like it! If you have any suggestions, my email is You are a baka.
Yoshi: I love you too.
Hiei: What! I never said I loved you!
Kurama: It's called sarcasm Hiei.
Hiei: Oh.
Yoshi: Anywho, please-
Kurama: May I do the honors?
Yoshi: You may.
Hiei: Hn. Baka Kitsune.
Kurama: Please Review! They are much appreciated! Thank you!
