Hey guys! Sorry for not updating in a really long time, but I have been busy, I had a mind block (several of them), I've been making amvs (all posted at under my username YoshiNiko89), and I have been coming up with new fanfic ideas. So again, I apologize for the long wait. I usually do write down my stories in a notebook, but for now on I'm going to do it freehand because it saves time and paper. Thank you.
December 22, 2005
To Whomever It May Concern,
Many things have occurred to me since I last entered in this notebook. I really do not know to begin. I suppose the best place to start is at the beginning, eh?
As you may know or not know, Yusuke had requested that was to meet him at the park before my appointment. As you may have guessed, being the polite friend that I am, I waited for his arrival without complaint. Apparently Yusuke and Kuwabara were planning on throwing a Christmas party at Genkia's temple, and wanted to know if I would attend the affair and, if so, ask Hiei if he wanted to participate in the festivities as well. Naturally I promised I would go. I'm so very excited!
Well then, after my little meeting with Yusuke, I naturally had to my appointment. Unfortunately, as I presumed, the people there were completely barbaric. Well, except for one. As I had assumed from his previous behavior, Hiei attended this appointment as well. But the most amusing thing that happened is that everyone purposed to Hiei! I bet that Yusuke would get his kicks out of that! I still can't get over it, it's too hilarious. Also, one of the patients committed suicide by jumping out the window at the appointment as well. I don't understand. Everyone was in a state of shock when that happened, but I had a sense of …longing? But why? I do not understand…
Later that evening I went home so I could help my mother with dinner, like a good son would do. I feel bad that she has to loom over a hot oven all day when I get to run around all day, doing nothing of real importance. To my surprise, my mother ordered take-out. My mother had NEVER ordered take-out before, so I knew something was amiss. Sometimes I hate it when I am correct. Silence. Absolute silence filled the room as we ate dinner. Yet again, I was shocked. Communication was floating about the room at dinner time. My parents would normally have small-talk about work or my brother and I or even about the current news. But not tonight.
It was my father who broke the eerier calmness of the table. He announced that he wanted a divorce. I could not believe my ears. He wanted a DIVORCE? But why? The news was much unexpected, even for my mother's ears. An argument abruptly broke out over the calm, yet pleasant dinner table, and I all I could do was sit and watch. Eventually my mother said something that obviously hurt my father's pride because my father said, "SHUT THE HELL UP, YOU FUCKING WHORE!" as his hand contacted to my mother's cheek. I could not bear what he did to my mother (I suppose that my Yoko side toke over) because I pushed him back and saying something along the lines of keep away from my mother (I used language that believe that I learned from Yusuke or Kuwabara). I should have just gone to my room. The next thing that I can recall is the throbbing pain coursing through my body as I lay on the floor and my mother's voice begging my father to stop. Then my father dragged my mother to their room and did something I would rather not have to think about. I wanted to break down and just cry, but I-I couldn't. Not even when the sounds of a squeaking mattress, my mother's screams, and my father's panting and moaning filled the air like the music from a carousel. I then remember getting up, and going down the hall past my parent's room and into the bathroom. I felt a very peculiar feeling when I grabbed my father's razor. It was like holding my own soul in my very hands when I dragged the blade across my wrist. It didn't hurt; in fact, I didn't even feel a thing. I feel rather calm, at peace as I see blood drip to the tiled floor.
I guess that is all that has happened to me as of yet. I guess it is my time to turn in. Good night and goodbye.
Sincerely,
Shuichi Minamono
Aka: Kurama
Yoshi89: Sorry for the long wait, but I will make it up to you.
Hiei: Uh huh. Sure you will.
Kurama: Of course she will. What else she do?
Yoshi89: I do feel bad for not updating for uh...a really really really long time.
Hiei: Hn. Whatever.
Kurama: Please Review, Thank you!
