Hello everybody i got another Ch. for you although it is short. it took me forever to write it down though i only had two days to edit it. anyway lets go.

On a side note go check my OC in other stories, And It Was Born Author: Shadowwriter5 and Specials High Author: Ravens dark master

Disclaimer DiscipleofRevan does not own the Teen Titans or any references that may appear in this fanfic they belong to their respective creators, but he does own Blitzkrieg/Sean.

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Bold +Italic- Light and Emotions talk

Italic- Sean conversation with Light and Emotions


Ch 9. Truths Reveal and Secrets Kept

Blitzkrieg's Journal

Entry #56

Sorry I have not written in a while it been like a mad house around here. We had to deal with the Puppet King who somehow managed to make replicas of us and put our souls into it. It would have work if it was not for Raven, Starfire, and I (For the love of god don't ask how or whose body i was in I don't want to go there. *Shudders*) who despite having our bodies switch, saved the day.

On a side note according to Light I have completely downloaded all the information from the Archive; thank god the headaches were killing me.

Slade has been has been real active lately, usually attempting to steal little things you know cash, jewels, anything he could use to sell and what not. Ever since my meeting with Slade I have stayed close to the team and try my best to not get separated from them. Robin has been on edge due to the attacks he has become obsessed with capturing Slade, it has gotten to the point where he hardly sleeps at night. On top of that I am think I am starting to fall in love with Raven, I know I can't be with her, she is supposed to end up with Beast Boy. Man this sucks, I have a plan though I am going to try push BB and Rae together hopefully that will destroy these growing feelings.


Cyborg and I were in his room putting the finishing touches on my gloves, "Here you go," Cy said handing me my new gloves. There look pretty much like my other one; the only thing that it was different was that it covered my entire forearms with strap buckles everywhere. It reminded me of Vash the Stampede's arm gloves.

"Thanks Cy," I said replacing my gloves with my new ones careful not to show my curse marks. "How is that other project coming along?"

"Good, in fact," Cyborg pulled out a pair of boots, "I finished them last night," I took boots from him. They look exactly like the boot that I usually wear.

"With these I can fly at a moment's notice," I said as I put on my new boots they look exactly like my regular boots, but I had Cy put half of my flying disk in each boot. To pull them out all I have to do is click my boots together. I can also 'surf' power lines if I want to, thanks to the rubber lining. I gave a quick click and the disks pop out with another click they retracted.

"Thanks again Cy," I said as we left the room. We started to head towards the Ops center ,"No problem man, you have some good ideas."

"Well I have an active imagination; you wouldn't believe what kinds of ideas are swimming in my head,"

"You should tell me some time and we can see if we can make them a reality." Cy said. We were half way to the Ops center when we were stop by Robin.

"Guys head towards the T-ship," he said

"What going on fearless leader," Cyborg said as we stop in front of him.

"We have someone taking out ships caring toxic waste, we are going to find out who it is and stop them," Robin said punching his fist into his hand.

"And were going near water to find out?" I asked rhetorically,

"Yes," Robin said looking at me.

"Sorry leader can't go with you,"

"Why not?"

"My powers," I stated waving my hand around, "I still human so I have the same weakness as a human, and if I use my powers when I am wet, I can fry myself.

"What about your martial arts skills,"

"I could 'short circuit' so to say, and I could end up hitting one of you guys, sorry Robs but I don't want to needless endanger you guys," I shrugged my shoulders, "besides someone has to stay here and watch the city."

"Alright then, call us if you need help," Robin ordered, I gave a nod and watch as Robin and Cyborg ran down the hall.

'Sweet I'll have the whole Tower to myself,' I thought heading towards the Ops center.


I spent most of the morning reading enjoying the peace and quiet. When I was finished reading I decided to order some pizza.

'I can finally order a pizza without having to deal with BB and Cy's arguing.'

While I waited for my supreme pizza to come, I did some cleaning of the Ops room and some work on a costume idea that if have been kicking around.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

The bridge controls rang out. I move to the computer and brought up bridge cameras, it was my pizza. After a quick scan I let the driver though, and move towards the lower door to wait for the deliver guy.

"Here you go, $10.50," the pizza guy said handing over the pizza box, "your order is smaller than usual,"

"Yea, I wanted pizza everyone else wanted Chinese, keep the change." I told him handing him a 20, didn't want people to know that the others were not here.

"Ah okay. Whoa thanks man."

"No problem." I said closing the door.


When I arrive back at the ops center, I decided to make a quick call to the others to see if they were okay, "Robin, this is Titans Tower do you copy over,"

A little static answered back to me, "Robin, its Blitzkrieg do you copy, over,"

Robin's face showed up on the monitor, "This is Robin go ahead,"

"Just wanted to check on you guys," I said kicking back on the chair.

"Were okay we were attack by something, and the T-ship was damage, thankfully no one was hurt."

"That's good, where are you now"

"We are in some kind of cave Cyborg is fixing the T-ship and, Beast Boy and Aqualad are looking for Trident."

"Aqualad? Trident?" I feign ignorance, Aqualad I am somewhat familiar with, Trident though...

"Aqualad is an Atlantean who is helping us. Trident is another Atlantean who wants to rule over the world."

"I see, so your basic villain,"

"Yea, any problems on your end," Robin nodded his head.

"Nope, not a peep"

"Don't let your guard down" Robin told me sternly

"I won't, calm down traffic light." A gave an uncaring wave.

Robin grumbled something that I could pick up on, "Anyway I just wanted to check up on you guys. Tower out."

"Got it, Robin out,"

"*Sigh,* well since it looks like they are going to be a while, I might as well eat lunch." I grab my pizza box and a soda from the fridge and sat down in front of the TV.

"Joy daytime TV," Light said sarcastically.

"Yep"

"Come Sean lets go to the gym I want to beat something up," said Bravery

"Later, right now I want to enjoy this gem of peace and quiet."

I pulled down my face mask and enjoy my lunch. As usual nothing was on,

'The Days of Our Lives, yuck' I flick though the channels Light giving his opinion,

'Ed, Edd, Eddy, Hell no'

'Fairly Odd Parents, ehh no'

'Ooo, Gurren Lagan marathon, Oh Hell yea'

So I sat there enjoying my pizza while watching Gurren Lagan.


[An hour later]

I was eating my pizza, when I notice something odd on my pizza box I look closer it was a note. 'How in the hell did I miss that.' I thought as I took the note and read it.

Time to talk Blitzkrieg; meet me at the abandon warehouse down by at the pier 41. Hurry times a ticking. Oh and do come alone.

-Slade-

At the bottom of the note there was a picture of, my eyes widen, it was a picture of Zero she was tied up look worse for wear, and sitting on a giant grey cylinder. Whatever it was, it was rig to blow. I stood up and crushed the note. I made my way to the door grabbing my coat and with a twirl I put it on. 'I don't know if Zero is my sister or not but I am not going to let her die, I need the truth.'


When I reach the roof I did a check to make sure that I had all of my equipment. 'This is Slade were talking about I am not taking any chances, this could very well be a trap.' I look at my communicator deciding on whether or not I should contact the others, 'No, I am not ready to tell them about Zero, besides he said come alone, and Robin would drop whatever he is doing to go after Slade.' With a click of my boots I took off towards the pier.

When I arrived at the warehouse I look around. 'This place looks abandon alright,' I grip my staff ready to pop it out at a moment's notice. I slowly made my way to the door; I push it open and walk inside.

Nothing

That is what greeted me, nothing but darkness. I slowly made my way in, my footsteps echoing off the surface.

Suddenly I notice a flick of blue light I jump out of the way, barely missing the blue flames.

"Not bad lil'bro," Zero said coming out of the shadows a ball of blue flame bouncing in her hand.

"You don't look like much of a captive," I growled at her. figures this is a trap

Thank you captain obvious.

"I know right," Zero said like giddy school girl, "master was right. As soon as you got the message you would swoop in to rescue me. Any way enough talking," and with that Zero ran towards me pulling out a black bo-staff and augmenting it with blue flames, I did the same to my quarterstaff. Fire met lighting; sparks flew as the staffs crash together.

"See lil'bro we are twins, you can tell by our power," Zero said as we lock staffs, "the only difference is that I am stronger than you." She kicks my feet from under me making fall to the ground, she slam her staff down only to be caught by mine, I kick her with a lighting enhanced foot sending her back.

When we got up we started circling each other, "So what do you want, Zero?" I asked.

"You," Zero lung at me swinging her staff high I block, parrying it away using the momentum I crack my staff over her stomach causing her to kneel over where I gave another blow to the her back. She spun kick knock me back on my back again push myself back on to me feet. I let my power flow to my hands.

Zero did the same, blue flames engulf her forearms. She charged towards me throwing a wild haymaker, I block giving her a kick in stomach. She grab my foot I spun kick her with my other foot. I landed on my hands and started to send a volley of kick to Zero who block all of them with relative ease. One of my kick broke through her defense and nailed her right in the head sending her flying. I got back to my feet and prepared myself.

Zero got up cracking her neck, "Your good lil'bro," Zero ran towards me at inhuman speeds, hand palming me in the chest sending me into the wall, "But not good enough." I fell to the ground my body leaving an impression on the wall.

"How…..are you…..able to move like that," I said though pain breath my curse mark flaring again letting me know that my time is running short.

"I believe I can answer that Blitzkrieg or would you prefer Sean," a similar cold voice said. I stood up and spun around in a battle stance, I saw Slade on a make shift throne.

"Again I ask you. How do you know of me?" I said pulling out my other staff.

"I know lots of things about you," Slade said tossing my old mask at me. I pick it up, "Like?" my mask seemed repaired and had a new paint job, 'Black and orange. Jeez what with this guy and black and orange.'

"That you were born in a military base outside of Berlin, Germany on May 14, 1992. You mother's name is Jane Isabella Broker from Oakland, California." My eyes widen. I am pretty sure that Slade was smiling underneath that mask of his.

"Let me tell you a story." Slade stood up with hands behind his back and walk down, "There was a man who during his military career was experiment on-"

"Cut to the chase will you, my friends will be here soon."

Slade laughed, "HAHA I know you are lying, your friends are still under water looking for Trident." Slade said as he began circling me my eyes not leaving him.

'So much for that,'

"But I guess your right time is such a valuable thing, and it is so easily lost. Very well then this genetically enhance soldier, now turn assassin, took an assignment to…destroy a base. This base was doing research on inter-dimensional travel. This assassin was somehow caught in one of their experiments, and was though into another reality, where there was no Superman or Batman, not even the Justice League. It took him nine months to get back home and complete his assignment but he did not come along. You see he came back with a child; this child was going to be his legacy, his immortality if you feel poetic. When this child was born he implanted a chip into its brain containing everything that the assistant knew, he also a small dose of the same chemical that the assassin had made. The very same chemical that was use on the ex-soldier, but only part of it was put into the baby." Slade stop behind Zero who was mimicking Slade posture, "this child became the apprentice of Deathstroke the Terminator, and eventually was giving the full dose of the chemical making the experiment complete."

"And how do you fit in all this Slade." I said my staff crackled.

"Gee lil'bro, are you stupid or something," Zero said with a slight chuckle.

"Zero," Slade said sternly.

"Sorry master," she said her head hanging down.

"You see Zero here was not born along nor did she partake in experiment alone, the same thing was done to her twin," Slade pointed at me, "you. But the assassin had thought you were a lost cause. So he left you behind." Slade stop in front of me leaned very close a little too close, "You ask how I fit in this, well child." Slade stab a needle in my neck, my whole body went ridged as the contents ran though my body. "The answer is simple; I was the first lullaby that graced your ears."

Then it all came to me, 'No'

Slade move behind Zero, "Sean I am your father,"

'No, that not true that's impossible'

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOO" I yelled out, "That's not true that impossible," I groaned as a new wave of pain course though me. "Ugh, what did you do to me?"

"I gave you the rest of Chemical X you should be…just…like…..daddy dearest." Slade said disposing of the needle.

"No no no no no no no, I am a son of a monster," I said in horror.

"My son it is only a matter of perspective."

I couldn't take it anymore the truth the horrible truth I had to get out of there and to run have to escape. I got up and made my way towards the door ignoring the pain.

"Dad, want me to go after him?" Zero asked turning towards her father.

"No, leave him, for now" Slade said making as he and Zero made their way to their base, "he will come to us in time. All we have to do is wait, and let all sink in, and when the time is right we will reveal the truth to the rest of the Titans, and when they toss him out. We'll be there to pick him up and comfort him. We will then help him harness his anger and we will remove the Titans once and for all." Slade said thinking about a certain red computer chip. "Now let's be on our way."


I was flying back to the Tower when a voice broke though, "Blitz do you copy this is Robin over," I heard Robin over my communicator, I hadn't realize that I had it open, "Blitz Pick up now that is an order,"

"What," my voice was dead emotionless.

"Where are you," Robin said, I could detect a little worry.

"Out,"

"You okay you sound terrible,"

"Fine"

"You sure"

"I SAID I AM FINE" I yelled, surprising me with that outburst.

"…. Okay I just wanted to let you know that we are back, we manage to stop Trident. We made Aqualad an Honorary Titan." Robin said his face was curiously…worried?

"Okay,"

"Light did you know?" I asked Light

"…No…I did not." I could tell by the sound of his voice that he was just as shock as I was.

I landed on top of the Tower, "Robin I just made it back I'll be in my room if you need me,"

"Okay?"

"Oh and Robin,"

"Yes,"

"Don't need me."

I made my way towards my room. My body running on auto pilot, Beast Boy walk pass me, "Hey dude, you should have seen me down there I was all BOOM BANG POW take that," Beast Boy punch the air and some funky kung fu stance, "and Trident was all like oh no you can't stop me ahg… Hello I am talking to you," Beast Boy said walking next to me clearly upset that I was listening.

"Beast Boy," I said plainly.

"Yes,"

"Shut the fuck up."

"Dude what your-"

SLAM

I lock my door and fell onto my bed face first. People came and knock I ignored them I was too busy going over the facts.

'I am the son of Deathstroke the Terminator aka Slade Wilson.'

'I have a twin Sister'

'We were both experimented on to be the Super soldiers just like our father.'

'I am a monster'

I cried into my pillow, I cried until my throat was hoarse and my eyes where dry. And then I cried some more. The pain from the injection came back making me go ridged again.

'You are weak incomplete'

I started shaking uncontrollably around on my bed the pain unbearable.

'I have a twin Sister'

'Samantha, Samantha Wilson'

My curse mark flaring up again increasing the pain.

'The truth is that you are weak, your so called friends will never accept you when they learn the truth Sean Wilson,'

I fell off my bed; I stood still shaking a few spasms making me collapse on to the floor, as I made my way to the floor.

'We were both experimented on to be the Super soldiers just like our father.'

'I am the son of Deathstroke the Terminator aka Slade Wilson.'

'I can make you stronger.'

I walk towards the toilet and lifted up the seat.

'Your friend HA once they know that you are not from this dimension they will never accept you'

I pulled down my face mask.

'Join me'

'I am a monster'

And dump the contents of my stomach.


One Week Later…

It was quite morning at Titan Tower, it has been one week since the Trident was taken down, and everyone was enjoying themselves, except for Blitz. Who has been acting…..well off. He only came out when it was time to eat, when the others ask what wrong he feign happiness and say, "Nothing is wrong I just tired," everyone knew he was lying but didn't want to pry.

On this particular morning everyone was gathered around in the Ops room. Cyborg was cooking breakfast, Robin and Beast Boy were playing video games, Starfire was next to them reading a Cosmos magazine, and Raven was sitting on couch behind them curled up into a book.

"Breakfast is ready," Cy cried out.

Right on queue the door open and in came Blitz looking like a wreck, his hair dishelved, eyes blood shot, dark bags beneath his eyes, and the color from his face had even drained away by whatever it was he was feeling. He moved into the kitchen area all eyes were on him, he reaches into the fridge and grabs some left over pizza and made his back to the ops room's door.

He was approach by Starfire whole floated in front of him, "Brother Blitz do not wish to partake in the consumption of the morning meal?" she asked.

"No sorry," Blitz said his voice ragged. Blitz continued out the room leaving a sad Starfire.

"Dude whats with him," Beast Boy ask while reaching into the fridge and grabbing some tofu, "he been like this for a week now. I mean before he hardly came out as it was," Beast Boy began cooking his meal.

"I will have to agree with BB here," Cy said chowing down on his waffles, "I mean even Raven comes out and socializes a little more than he does and she is just as reclusive as he is. Uh no offence Rae." Cy look at the mage in question.

"None taken, and its Raven," Rae said, she hated when people called he that. After a moment of silence Starfire spoke, "I am most worried about Little Brother Blitz, does he not like us anymore, have we done anything to upset him?"

"I don't think that the case Starfire," Raven said setting down her tea, "I don't think it was what we did."

"Something happen and he won't tell us," Robin said, "Somebody needs to talk to him and find out what happen. If he doesn't snap out of it, I am afraid he will be put on probation. And worse comes to worse he'll have to leave the team." Everyone had shock looks on their faces.

A deathly silence took the room, Raven stood up, "I'll go talk to him," she then floated out of the room leaving even more shock Titans behind. A smile graced Starfire's face.


In the hallway Raven continued to walk towards to Blitz's room,

Why am I going to talk to him, if he wants to talk about it he'll talk about it. So why do I care?

"Come on Rae-Rae we know you like spending time with him." Happy said

"Y-Y-Y-Yeah, I don't like seeing him like this, he gives nice hugs." Timid spoke surprising Raven. Her timid side rarely speaks up.

"Hoora, I want to kick some asses with him," Bravery hollered.

"And slap his in the process" Raven replied her cheeks heating up in remembrance.

"Hey, you have to admit it felt good," Bravery said a smile on her face.

"Yea, besides he is cute when he blushes" Happy cooed.

'Oh Azar am I the only one that goes though with this,'

"No," Logic said, "Remember Blitzkrieg does to."

Raven sighed as she stood in front of Blitzkrieg's door, trying to keep her emotions in check. She knocks on the door. A moment later the door crack open and revealed part of Blitz's masked face.

"Yes Raven?"

"You okay"

"Yea, what makes you say otherwise." Blitz said putting on a fake smile.

"Your behavior this past week," Raven pointed out.

"Sorry," Blitz said scratching the back of his head, "I have been busy with stuff and I have not had a good night rest."

Raven clearly did not buy his lie, "Whats really wrong,"

"Leave this fool to his misery"

"Now Rage something is clearly wrong for the good of the team we must find out why." Logic stated.

"Nothing is wrong," Blitz said feign happiness

"You're lying, pretty poorly I might add. Don't forget I am an empath I can sense your emotions." Blitz face fell, "I guess there is no fooling you huh, hehe" he said with sadness in his eyes.

After a moment of silence Raven spoke up, "You want to talk about it?"

Blitz opens the door fully and disappears into his room. Raven walks in a takes in his room. Or what remained of it, the room look like a bomb went off. Books, and pieces of paper where scattered everywhere. The room's windows were full of cracks, and his bedding was scattered. Raven pick up one of the pieces of papers and studied it. It was a drawing of a black dragon red eye. Raven look closely at its red eyes feeling drawn in, "That thing has been haunting my dreams lately," Blitz said pulling the picture out of her hands.

"But that not what been bothering you has it," Raven waved her hand around to the room, "nightmares do not lead to this kind of behavior." She moved closer to Blitz who had taken refuge on his bare mattress, "Tell me whats wrong." Raven took a seat next to him.

"Why do you care?" He stated coldly, it caught her off guard, "Simple you are my…best friend," she simply responded, Rage continued to yell at her to leave Blitzkrieg to his sorrow. "Besides you help me in Nevermore, now I am going to return the favor." A moment of silence settles between the two.

Finally Blitz stood up went to the door and locks it, he look at Raven who had an eyebrow raised, "I don't want anybody to walk in or hear."

"Why, did you do something terrible?"

"I wish it was that easy." Blitz started pacing is footsteps crushing the loose paper that occupied his bedroom's floor.

"Then what is it, was is so bad that you lock yourself in your room and begin to trash it."

"It was not something that I done, it is what I am. What I have become." Blitz stop pacing and turn towards her, "I am a monster, although considering who my father is it is no surprise."

'Well at least you father is not a demon, bent on destroying the world.' Raven thought, "Why don't you explain what happen, from the beginning."

Blitz went and explained everything from what happen at the chemical plant with his confrontation with Zero and her revelation, to what happen while Raven and the others went to fight Trident.

"And then Slade walks in front of me and hits me with a dose of chemical X, completing the experiment, and that when he told me."

"What did he tell you?"

Blitz took a shaky breath, "That he…..was my father. Slade aka Deathstroke the Terminator is my father."

Raven eye widen in horror, she quickly recovered. "I see that's…"

"Yea, one hell of a revelation," Blitz said getting up walking towards the window, "Now I don't know what to do: should I join him, turn myself in to Arkham or some other facility, or just end it all."

Raven stood quickly, "Suicide is a coward's way out," her voice was sharp, it caught Blitz off guard, "and your no coward, and I know you are not a monster even with what you father did to you," she added softly...well softly for her. "You are neither your father nor your sister, if you were you would not be here with us now. Fighting against evil and upholding justice and you can't do that if you are lock up or dead." Raven started to make her way to the door, "Raven," Blitz called she turned, "please don't tell the others."

"They have the right to know though,"

"I know and I will tell them, once I have a head start," Blitz said whispering the last part. Raven and Blitz shared a chuckle. Blitz made his way to Raven a quick hug surprising her, more so when she didn't complain or push him away, he quickly released her, "Sorry I know you not the one for hugs, but I wanted to thank you for being my light in the darkness," he said to her scratching the back of his head.

Smooth one, that not corny at all.

"Yea...well," she said from behind her hood, blushing a bit at being called someone's light, "anyway clean this room up it is worse than Beast Boy's, and take a shower too," Raven ordered.

"*Sigh* yes mom," Blitz said mocking annoyance.

Raven turns to leave, "Again, Rae thanks," Blitz said.

"Like I said before I would like to have somebody to have an intelligent conversation with," Raven said in her monotone voice, "it's hard to do that when you're in here twenty-four/seven." With that she left.

Blitz just started at the door where Raven was just at.

"You know I am close to saying fuck inter dimensional rips and what not. I really care about Raven, my crush seems to have grown."

"It's a bad idea and irresponsible. You know full well that you cannot establish any kind of romantic relationship with her or anybody in this dimension." Logic barked.

"I was just saying I know that I can't no matter how much I want to."

"And I am just saying."

I sighed and went about cleaning.


Well there you go. Sean's past has been reviled some what. though are any of you surprise though some of you figured it out pretty quickly. So anyways this is it for the depressing stuff...for now. nothing major will happen with Sean for a while unless i come up with something. I want to here from you my readers send in suggestion, pic, ect. ect.

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anyway tune in next time to see what crazy adventures my OC goes though.