This story takes place in the beginning of season 9. Chandler and Monica have been married for little over a year. Chandler is working in Tulsa and they've just started trying to have a baby. Rachel is still living with Joey but she is dating Ross. Emma is a few months old. Joey and Phoebe are single.

Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Brigh, Kauffman and Crane.

Title: You Are Not Alone

Summery: Monica's life is changed in a matter of minutes.

Rated PG-13 for violence and mild cursing

Chapter 5: What Am I Going To Do

At that moment they heard the front door open. Chandler walked in to his wife and friend in a hug. "Hey Chandler" Rachel greeted him as she pulled away from Monica. "I'm gonna go Mon" she said softly "At least think about what I said okay" She just nodded a little. Rachel gave her another hug before she got up "Bye Chandler" she said as she left."Bye Rach" he closed the door behind her. "What are you suppose to think about" he asked his wife. "Nothing" she stood up "How did it go with Steve" she asked

Chandler smiled. "My meeting with Steve went well I got the internship!" he said excitedly. She gave him a small smile "That's great" she said hugging him. They stood there in each other's arms gazing in to each other's eyes. Chandler gently touched her cheek as he slowly lowered his lips to hers kissing her gently at first but deepening it slightly.

Monica pulled away and began to cry. "Oh God Mon I...I'm so sorry I...I shouldn't have kissed you it was too soon" he whispered. "I hate this" she cried. "I hate being afraid of you" she whispered. "Mon its okay" Chandler said softly. "No its not" Monica cried "You have a wife you can't kiss, touch or make love to" she cried. "You deserve someone else, somebody you can be with in every way" she said.

Chandler gently took her hand in his. "Mon I don't want anybody else I only want you" he whispered. "Yeah but will youstll want me if you have to..to wait months or years " Monica cried. "I'd wait forever for you Monica I love you" he said. She pulled her hand away "Yo..you'er a man Chandler can yo..you honestly tell me you won't get tired of me, tired of a wife you can't kiss, touch or make love to" she cried "It'll be okay Mon you'll be back t oyour old self you just need time" he insisted

"I wish everyone would stop saying that because none of you understand what its like to have some starnger ruin your life, none of you know what it's like to be scared of everyone and everything" she sobbed "Well maybe that's because you won't let any of us in" he pointed out "The last couple of nights you've woken up shaking and in tears and it kills me to know I can't do anything to take away your pain, that I can't make you feel safe anymore" a few tears shown in his eyes. "I want to kill the son of a bitch who did this to you Mon I..I want him to pay for hurting you" he tried to brush away his tears "Please" he whispered "Don't let him get away with an..and don't let it destroy the beautiuf person you've always been Mon"

Monica slowly moved closer to him causiously hugged him "I..I'm sorry Chandler" she whispered "Don't be sorry" he whisperd gently putting his arms around her "Just say you'll think about what I said" She nodded againist him "Okay I..I will" she promised as they stood there holding each other and cried together.

Chapter 6: Troubles...Coming Soon!