This story takes place in the beginning of season 9. Chandler and Monica have been married for little over a year. Chandler is working in Tulsa and they've just started trying to have a baby. Rachel is still living with Joey but she is dating Ross. Emma is a few months old. Joey and Phoebe are single.

Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Bright, Kauffman and Crane.

Title: You Are Not Alone

Summery: Monica's life is changed in a matter of minutes.

Rated PG-13 for violence and mild cursing

Chapter 11: Chandler's Feelings

Chandler sat there staring at her. "Mon" he started This was it. The moment Monica dreaded the moment she thought her life would be over, the moment she was sure Chandler would say he was leaving her. She looked down not wanting to see his reaction. He placed his finger under her chin gently lifting her face so she was looking at him. "You should have told me" he said softly "I..I know but I..I was scared" she whispered "What were you scared of" he asked gently "Th..that you'd leave me if yo..you knew I..I might be carrying that mon..monster's baby" she cried softly

"Oh Mon" he whispered "I'd never leave you" he insisted "Yo..you wouldn't" she asked "Of course not I love you, so much" he gently brushed away her tears. "I..I love you too" she whispered "Wh..what are we going to to do Chandler" she whimpered "We're going to have a baby" he answered placing his hand on her stomach.

"Bu..but what if it..its not" she was stopped by his finger on her lips "It doesn't matter I'm still going to love this baby" he said "How could you love it if its no..not yours" she questioned "The baby is a part of you Mon how could I not love it and it will be mine no matter who's DNA it has" he brushed away more of her tears. "So you..you're really okay with this" she asked still unsure. "Of course I am I'm going to be a daddy" he smiled.

Monica couldn't believe how amazing her husband was, that he was willing to except, raise and love the baby even if it wasn't his. She looked at Chandler and started to cry again. "Hey its okay" he whispered pulling her into his arms "Don't cry honey" he gently rubbed her back. "I..I'm sorry Chandler I..I'm sorry everything is so messed up" she cried into his shoulder "Don't be sorry sweetie you did nothing wrong and nothing's messed up" he said softly

"I..I don't know what I'd do without you Chandler" she sniffed "Well you'll never find out I'm always going to be here for you, for both of you" he set his hand on her stomach again. "Yo..you're so amazing Chandler" she whispered " No I'm not" he said "Yes you are how many husbands would would stay with their wife after she's been attacked an..and may possibily be carrying her attacker's baby" she whispered "A husband who loves his wife as much as I love you" he answered "I don't want you to hide anything from me again okay" She slowly nodded

"I want to be involved in your pregnancy I want to go with you to all your doctor's appointments, I want to hold your hair up and rub your back when you have morning sickness, I want to run out at two o'clock in the morning when you're craving ice cream I want to be a part of everything pregnancy related no matter how small it is okay" he gently caressed her cheek "O..okay" she nodded "Bu..but I still want to take the paternity test" she told him. "Alright" he nodded understanding "But I want you to know hat it won't matter what the test resluts say it'll still be my baby" he said hugging her closer to him.

Monica relaxed in the comfort of her husband's loving embrace. She was relieved her secret was out and that Chandler was being so understanding, supporting and loving. She'd been so afraid he'd leave her when she found abou her pregnancy, that he may not be the farther he'd leave her. Without Chandler she would have fallen apart and her lifewould have been over. She was glad she'd been wrong that he was still here with her and always would be. One thing still bothered Monica the baby's paternity she prayed the baby was Chandler's shewas afraid that if it wasn't she migh be able to love a baby that was a constant reminder of her attack and the monster who attacked her. She held on to Chandler and hoped she'd ge ttheanswer she was praying for.

Chapter 12: Getting Answers And Taking A Big Step...Coming Soon!

Author's Note: Hello Children! I wrote this chapter this anfternoon at work. Shh don't tell my boss! LOL! Anyway I hope you all like it! The father of Monica's baby is reveiled in the next chapter and Monica takes a big step . Is it Chandler or the attacker? I'm pretty sure I know who I'll choose! So please read., review and enjoy!