I heard you say that it was a mistake
Then I heard 'I understand same here'
I didn't understand that after all that time
After all the pain you put me through
You say it was a mistake
I stopped for a moment thinkin'
When I heard you call my name
I turned trying not to break down
I was about to run when you grabbed my arm
You told me to listen to you
I just yanked my arm out of your grasp and glared at you
"Why should I listen to you after everything. You didn't think I knew this is the second time I've seen YOU!"
You give me a confused look
When I turned to look at you
I saw the tears forming in those deep blue eyes
I'd stared in for a million times
I quickly turned away about to run once again
"I'm sorry"
That's what I heard followed by the sound of you crying
I stopped dead in my tracks I didn't know what to do
I was so confused
Part of me wanted to hate and despise you
The other wanted to do nothing but love you
I cursed myself
I couldn't hate you I loved you too much
But you hurt me in the worst way possible
You betrayed me I felt like I wanted to die
I wanted to tell you that I love you and that I forgave you
But I couldn't, I just couldn't my anger got the best of me
"Sorry is that all you can say," I finally said
"I deserved that but…."
"But what if you didn't want to be with me; I would've have understood, you didn't have to.." I said finally breaking down, "Why did you have to cheat on me" falling on my knees
"I didn't mean to, it just happened," you said kneeling down next to me
Your voice full of remorse. "I didn't mean to hurt you,"
Every word you said to me hurt
I couldn't look at you
Your touch made me feel that everything was going to be okay
But it wasn't
The pain was still there
My heart was still bleeding
I couldn't look at you, you pleaded with me
But I still couldn't look at you
