So…2021…Wow. What a year it's been. I mean, all the things that have happened these past two years is just…wow.
So, how were your holidays? Good? Bad? Well, I hope they were good. Mine, well, my holiday was good but…It's been a while since anything has happened in my area. There have been…many dull moments.
The truth of the matter is, I haven't written anything for the past four months. Absolutely nothing.
I know, right? Big shocker. Me saying "big things are coming" and whatnot.
Truth is, I don't know if they're coming anymore. I don't know if they ever will.
Truth is, I'm tired. I'm tired of this shitty pandemic. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of feeling like there is nothing left to love.
My life hasn't been in complete ruins. But every waking moment feels like those strings keeping it together are just going to snap. I've lost so many friends these past two years. My motivation? It feels like it's in shambles. And no, I'm not depressed. I've gotten past that, and I don't think I'll be in that position again.
In any case, I'm sorry I've been lying to you all, because a lot of what has happened with these stories is what has been keeping me going. Your encouragement, your kind words. They truly all mean a lot to me.
It feels really unfair that I haven't been able to keep with the status quo of everything.
If anything, I just hope that 2022 will be a good year. A year where I won't have to worry about anything coming around the corner to ruin my life.
Once again, I thank you all for everything you have done for me.
I thank you for giving me the hope and motivation I needed to get through this shitty year.
To 2022, and may it be a better year for all of us.
May the mist guide you well.
-TheKazooBirb
"Did the mother of God cry for her son? Will mine suffer the same before I'm gone? The last thing I will see is my own face As I float between two worlds."
-Counterparts - Nothing Left To Love
