Random Drabble Written By Me!

Pretty Much Just Merton Angst! But with love. Uh yeah.

I haven't seen him in awhile, I wonder every night how he's getting along. I haven't read in the papers about him being caught, of course they government could just be keeping that a secret. I think all the time if I should call him. I called Becky and asked her if I should, She just told me 'Freaker, you should do what your heart and mind tell you to do! I'm sure he wants to hear from you' She so useless sometimes because my heart and mind scream different things. I wonder what he thought of me that night, when I told him I could never talk to him again. Did he hate me? Did he cry? Did he ever really care? I try and make myself feel better by telling myself he just used me for my knowledge he didn't really want to be my friend. Maybe I should give Becky a call. No she wouldn't want to hear from me right now. She got her life, and I've got mine. I pick up the phone, I might as well listen to my heart, tell him I'm sorry, tell him I only said what I said because I couldn't handle the feelings I had for him, that it scared me. His voice is so different but still the same, I tell him everything and he tells me the one thing I never would have thought: 'I love you too'

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