Chapter 24: Lucianna's thoughts
Chapter 24: Lucianna's thoughts
Lucianna started walking around seething about the new vampire boy and said to herself "God, that boy is such an idiot I mean what do I have to do to make someone understand that I like them even from the start. I mean I would ask my sisters but guess what one my sister Rose has only ever really loved Emmett truthfully and as for my sister Alice she has no memory of her human life and the way she looks at Jasper is so love struck schoolgirl and she has been that way for as long as I have known her."
Lucianna seethed and thought, "God I fucking hate that boy and I hate how he is making me feel. If this is what being human is like I would never go through this again. I did not enjoy it when I was a god damn human much less liking it now." Lucianna remembered as she walked how after her father "died" she was raised by her grandfather and that he pretty much ruled over the house and everything with an absolute iron fist. He was always in charge and when he finally died Lucianna had no other family and as was the case for girls in that time her house and property were auctioned off and went to the Commonwealth and she was to be sent to a convent.
Lucianna flinched at her memories and said, "the one good thing coming out of all that was that when I was on my journey to the convent I was attacked and made into what I am now, and while it sucked to have my human life taken from me so callously it wasn't like I was really doing anything with it. I wasn't married, I had no suitors or anything hell I have been alive for over 3 centuries and I have never even held a boy's hand in that time."
Lucianna sighed and started hunting for something that would insure that she did not kill Draco the next day with the training she was going to put him through yet as she did so she thought "maybe I am simply not his type. Maybe he prefers morons to match his own intellectual skill set well if that is the case he will see Jessica and Lauren at some point in the school year and he is kind of hot; oh who the hell am I kidding he is fuckin hot."
Lucianna after a bit caught the scent of a mountain lion and while it was not her favorite prey she sighed and said "well I can't be getting picky if I have to spend time with Draco and who knows maybe if I am lucky I can pretend that I do not find him the least bit appealing and we can just be friends, I mean it is not like I could not use a friend I mean I have my sisters but Rose is always in her room while Alice drags me shopping which I absolutely hate doing if I had my way I would spend the time reading a book in my room. While the boys play games on their systems or gamble on some sporting event."
As Lucianna finished hunting and making her way home she thought "I would if Edward is going to fall in love with Draco's sister I mean he has been alone a long time too and it might be a good thing for him to have somebody that he can confide in more than what he tries to hide from Alice, and from what Alice told me this girl is very pretty I just hope that Rosalie does not make her life to terribly hard I mean Alice told me this girl is very reserved and seems to have been hurt more than enough so if it comes to a Cullen smack down then I am going to stand with Edward nobody should feel pain the way that girl has had to feel it so unnecessarily. However that being said if that girl thinks that I am simply going to let her hurt my brother with her drama she has another thing coming after all while she may hold a patent on some pain Edward does have a level of pain that keeps him from truly opening up to anybody and not since that time with Tanya did he ever let his guard go down so much, but anybody can tell that he never did love her and she was just using him to scratch an itch."
As Lucianna got home she smiled thinking about her family and how much she genuinely loved the people inside. Lucianna thought of the love she had for each of her family and how each person was a very different kind of love then it would be for someone else. Lucianna thought, "I love my father I mean he is my dad and had a rather significant hand in me coming into this world and I do really love him. I lost him for a time but as we have reconnected and he has seen that I have grown up I know that even though I am older than both Rosalie and Alice overall there is a great feeling in maturity of me being the youngest sister."
Lucianna stomped into her home and screamed out, "FUCK what the hell is wrong with me that I can't even get one single boy interested in me? I mean I understand that he had a girlfriend, and all and I want to be supportive but at the same time I have been alone for 3 centuries, do I need to wait for another just to get a boyfriend. Why are boys so stupid?"
At the scream Esme had come running to her daughter and said, "Lucianna what is wrong? you screamed so loudly I bet people in Mexico could hear you?"
Lucianna turned and said, "Mom I really like this boy I am helping to control his vampire nature but the problem is I do not want to wait for another 100 years for him to like me back. What can I do to gain his attention?"
Esme sighed and said, "sweetie I know you are lonely, but just be patient I mean it can take some people awhile to get over an old love, and he may simply not be ready for a new love yet."
Lucianna nodded and stalked up to her room seething.
