Petra: Well, here's the next one.
Kati: Next one!
Petra: Kati... are you okay?
Kati: Okay! Okay!
Petra: Um... sorry but I think her brain is skipping.
Kati: Skipping! *starts to skip*
Petra: *looks alarmed* Guys, I'll handle this, you go read...
Kati: Go read! Go read!
DEDICATED: Because everyone deserves to dream.
WARNING: Slight angst, drinking, and shojo-ai
DISCLAIMER: *glare* I will not say it, Sam I am. I will not say I am a ham. I will not say it in a boat. I will not say it in a moat. I will not say it some, I will not say I don't own Gundam. *laughs* Yes, I am insane!
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I'm Glad I Didn't Tell You: Oblivion Claims Me
"I know it isn't real... But what's so great about reality?" -0083; Dreaming of You (GW)
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Around five o'clock the next morning we found ourselves staring dumbly around your rented house which, of course, has been totally trashed. Not to mention that we were smashed. I was currently trying to figure out where exactly the stop button was so that I could make the room stop spinning. You were still sprawled out on the floor laughing from the faces people had made when you had told them exactly what you thought of them. After several false attempts to get up off the couch I finally managed to stand, even though I wobbled and almost fell. After much stumbling and thanking the Lord for walls, into which I fell very often, I managed to make my way to you, where I promptly fell to the floor, sprawling out beside you.
The alcohol was making me feel very warm and fuzzy, as though I were wrapped in the fleece blanket that you had sent me for Christmas two years back. We simply lay there like that for the longest time, limbs almost entwined, as I let myself memorize every little thing, from the way you were still laughing slightly, to how your leg felt as you shifted it until it was lying across mine.
"Great party, huh?" you said, with only a slight slur. You always have been the 'party animal' and you knew how to hold your alcohol. That fact that there was a slight slur to your words told me that you must have had quite a lot for you to be even that affected.
I nodded slowly, sure that if I moved too fast my head would fall off my shoulders. I, unlike you, am not use to the dizzying affects of being drunk. You laughed and, with careful movements, moved until you lying on your side, facing me with your head propped up with your hand. "You're totally wasted, aren't you?" Again, I very slowly nodded my head. "Haven't you gotten drunk before?" This time, a careful shake of my head. "Dude, you're going to have such a hangover tomorrow." I let out a small groan and you laughed, only to moan in pain and clutch at your head. "Me too."
For a minute we just lay there, I was staring up at the ceiling, wondering if all ceilings danced, while you just watched me. Then, suddenly, your hand moved and brushed a piece of hair away from my face. I turned to you in shock and surprise, only to stiffen in pain as it felt like a thousand boulders had just been slammed into the back of my head. When I could finally see you, without the bright flashing fireworks, you were looking at me with the most beautiful smile on your face.
"I don't think I could normally tell you this… but just the fact that you probably won't remember anything about this night gives me the strength…" For a long moment, you simply watched me and I stared straight back. "I've loved you for the longest time. I've loved you for so long… but you never seemed to feel the same way. You've always pushed me away and, even though I know it's stupid, I can't stop loving you." You closed your eyes, and I knew that you were trying to draw up strength, I just didn't know for what. "So, I hope you'll forgive me this."
Then, without warning and far too fast for my splitting head, you moved forward and kissed me on the lips. Not a nice little peck, that someone could later call an accident. No, this was a far from innocent as you could get and I found myself responding, drowning with the desire that I had lived with ever since I had learned what desire was. My hands reached up blindly, grasping roughly onto your shoulders and I felt you stiffen, knew that you thought I was going to push you away. You were… are my dream; I would never push you away. I pull you closer so that you lose your balance and fall on top of me as I continue our kiss.
I don't want to ever let go. I want to continue to drown in these feelings. All too soon, though, I can feel myself beginning to become sick as the alcohol on my system finally has nowhere else to go. Quickly, I push you away and run toward the bathroom, a hand clasped over my mouth until I stumble to the toilet, just in time to loose my lunch. When I feel that moving will not result in fainting or vomiting, I stand up to see you standing in the middle of the room, watching me with unreadable eyes.
I let myself fall into your arms as I feel all strength leave me. "Duo…" I whisper, the taste of mint from the toothpaste I had practically poured on my tongue still a bitter aftertaste in my mouth. "I'd forgive you the world but I can't forgive that kiss." I feel you stiffen under me as my eyelids slowly close. "Because there's nothing to forgive. You just made my dream come true." The last thing I remember is the feeling of warm water dropping on my shoulder and your slight body shaking with sobs, before oblivion claims me.
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IMPORTANT NOTE: For those of you that wish it, DUE TO MY SPORADIC postings, I am offering you, the readers, A MAILING LIST to sign up to. When I finally UPDATE, I will SEND OUT AN EMAIL informing those of you that are on the list that I have finally updated. I need you to EMAIL me, telling that you wish to sign up, and whether it's for ORIGINAL FICTION or FANFICTION. I WILL NOT accept those people that ask to be up on it in a review because I can't be sure that email is real. The mailing list will ALSO OFFER the TITLES of those works that I am posting, the COUPLES (if any) that are in it, which FANDOM it is from, and whether it is a SEQUEL to anything.
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Petra: If you haven't noticed yet, all the chapters titles are made from the last words of the chapter. And it's not over, by the by! Still more parts to come!
Kati: Oh fuck! I have a goddamn killer headache.
Petra: Who would have known that pink lemonade does this to muses....
Kati: If you drink that again I'll kill you!
Petra: What? Oh this... *raises glass*
Kati: Don't you dare...
Petra: *drinks* Now, Kati, don't you feel better?
Kati: Better! Better!
Petra: That's good, now thanks to...
Kati: Thanks to! Thanks to!:
KRISNKRISS: Twice in a row? -_-;;; Sorry! I didn't mean to do that! Thank you, and I don't think it was a really good insight, I have a better one, in my opinion, entitled: Hold Me. However, it's not out yet and it's a sequel to Chained to You. That's just what I think...
DREAM KEEPER: Babe! *sweatdrop* Yeah. I know... I'm such a ditz! The rest of it? Well, here's one part. The next part should, hopefully, be up Thurs. unless the Fates decided to torment me (which they usually do).
MISSY-T: Sorry! Sorry! I didn't mean to repeat it! However, thanks for saying you liked it!
LARANDA: Ack! *bows* Gomen nasai! Gomen! And thank you for thinking it was beautiful. ^_^ I'm glad that that word can be used with my story!
"I dream of a day when I can open my eyes, and my dreams won't disappear."
-Rose Marie Ledam
~Petra Megami Assari~
*The Gentle Tiger Goddess*
Kati: Next one!
Petra: Kati... are you okay?
Kati: Okay! Okay!
Petra: Um... sorry but I think her brain is skipping.
Kati: Skipping! *starts to skip*
Petra: *looks alarmed* Guys, I'll handle this, you go read...
Kati: Go read! Go read!
DEDICATED: Because everyone deserves to dream.
WARNING: Slight angst, drinking, and shojo-ai
DISCLAIMER: *glare* I will not say it, Sam I am. I will not say I am a ham. I will not say it in a boat. I will not say it in a moat. I will not say it some, I will not say I don't own Gundam. *laughs* Yes, I am insane!
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I'm Glad I Didn't Tell You: Oblivion Claims Me
"I know it isn't real... But what's so great about reality?" -0083; Dreaming of You (GW)
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Around five o'clock the next morning we found ourselves staring dumbly around your rented house which, of course, has been totally trashed. Not to mention that we were smashed. I was currently trying to figure out where exactly the stop button was so that I could make the room stop spinning. You were still sprawled out on the floor laughing from the faces people had made when you had told them exactly what you thought of them. After several false attempts to get up off the couch I finally managed to stand, even though I wobbled and almost fell. After much stumbling and thanking the Lord for walls, into which I fell very often, I managed to make my way to you, where I promptly fell to the floor, sprawling out beside you.
The alcohol was making me feel very warm and fuzzy, as though I were wrapped in the fleece blanket that you had sent me for Christmas two years back. We simply lay there like that for the longest time, limbs almost entwined, as I let myself memorize every little thing, from the way you were still laughing slightly, to how your leg felt as you shifted it until it was lying across mine.
"Great party, huh?" you said, with only a slight slur. You always have been the 'party animal' and you knew how to hold your alcohol. That fact that there was a slight slur to your words told me that you must have had quite a lot for you to be even that affected.
I nodded slowly, sure that if I moved too fast my head would fall off my shoulders. I, unlike you, am not use to the dizzying affects of being drunk. You laughed and, with careful movements, moved until you lying on your side, facing me with your head propped up with your hand. "You're totally wasted, aren't you?" Again, I very slowly nodded my head. "Haven't you gotten drunk before?" This time, a careful shake of my head. "Dude, you're going to have such a hangover tomorrow." I let out a small groan and you laughed, only to moan in pain and clutch at your head. "Me too."
For a minute we just lay there, I was staring up at the ceiling, wondering if all ceilings danced, while you just watched me. Then, suddenly, your hand moved and brushed a piece of hair away from my face. I turned to you in shock and surprise, only to stiffen in pain as it felt like a thousand boulders had just been slammed into the back of my head. When I could finally see you, without the bright flashing fireworks, you were looking at me with the most beautiful smile on your face.
"I don't think I could normally tell you this… but just the fact that you probably won't remember anything about this night gives me the strength…" For a long moment, you simply watched me and I stared straight back. "I've loved you for the longest time. I've loved you for so long… but you never seemed to feel the same way. You've always pushed me away and, even though I know it's stupid, I can't stop loving you." You closed your eyes, and I knew that you were trying to draw up strength, I just didn't know for what. "So, I hope you'll forgive me this."
Then, without warning and far too fast for my splitting head, you moved forward and kissed me on the lips. Not a nice little peck, that someone could later call an accident. No, this was a far from innocent as you could get and I found myself responding, drowning with the desire that I had lived with ever since I had learned what desire was. My hands reached up blindly, grasping roughly onto your shoulders and I felt you stiffen, knew that you thought I was going to push you away. You were… are my dream; I would never push you away. I pull you closer so that you lose your balance and fall on top of me as I continue our kiss.
I don't want to ever let go. I want to continue to drown in these feelings. All too soon, though, I can feel myself beginning to become sick as the alcohol on my system finally has nowhere else to go. Quickly, I push you away and run toward the bathroom, a hand clasped over my mouth until I stumble to the toilet, just in time to loose my lunch. When I feel that moving will not result in fainting or vomiting, I stand up to see you standing in the middle of the room, watching me with unreadable eyes.
I let myself fall into your arms as I feel all strength leave me. "Duo…" I whisper, the taste of mint from the toothpaste I had practically poured on my tongue still a bitter aftertaste in my mouth. "I'd forgive you the world but I can't forgive that kiss." I feel you stiffen under me as my eyelids slowly close. "Because there's nothing to forgive. You just made my dream come true." The last thing I remember is the feeling of warm water dropping on my shoulder and your slight body shaking with sobs, before oblivion claims me.
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IMPORTANT NOTE: For those of you that wish it, DUE TO MY SPORADIC postings, I am offering you, the readers, A MAILING LIST to sign up to. When I finally UPDATE, I will SEND OUT AN EMAIL informing those of you that are on the list that I have finally updated. I need you to EMAIL me, telling that you wish to sign up, and whether it's for ORIGINAL FICTION or FANFICTION. I WILL NOT accept those people that ask to be up on it in a review because I can't be sure that email is real. The mailing list will ALSO OFFER the TITLES of those works that I am posting, the COUPLES (if any) that are in it, which FANDOM it is from, and whether it is a SEQUEL to anything.
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Petra: If you haven't noticed yet, all the chapters titles are made from the last words of the chapter. And it's not over, by the by! Still more parts to come!
Kati: Oh fuck! I have a goddamn killer headache.
Petra: Who would have known that pink lemonade does this to muses....
Kati: If you drink that again I'll kill you!
Petra: What? Oh this... *raises glass*
Kati: Don't you dare...
Petra: *drinks* Now, Kati, don't you feel better?
Kati: Better! Better!
Petra: That's good, now thanks to...
Kati: Thanks to! Thanks to!:
KRISNKRISS: Twice in a row? -_-;;; Sorry! I didn't mean to do that! Thank you, and I don't think it was a really good insight, I have a better one, in my opinion, entitled: Hold Me. However, it's not out yet and it's a sequel to Chained to You. That's just what I think...
DREAM KEEPER: Babe! *sweatdrop* Yeah. I know... I'm such a ditz! The rest of it? Well, here's one part. The next part should, hopefully, be up Thurs. unless the Fates decided to torment me (which they usually do).
MISSY-T: Sorry! Sorry! I didn't mean to repeat it! However, thanks for saying you liked it!
LARANDA: Ack! *bows* Gomen nasai! Gomen! And thank you for thinking it was beautiful. ^_^ I'm glad that that word can be used with my story!
"I dream of a day when I can open my eyes, and my dreams won't disappear."
-Rose Marie Ledam
~Petra Megami Assari~
*The Gentle Tiger Goddess*
