The Morning After!
I just want to curl up and die.
Why did you have to lose your soul after the best night of my life?
I lie awake on my bed and just cry.
Cry out for you, my soulmate, my only one.
This is the worst feeling in the world.
I feel so lost and so alone.
I close my eyes, and see you lying beside me.
Your arms wrapped tightly around my waist.
Feeling the things you did to me.
I felt safe, felt loved, wrapped up in your arms.
Everything I see, everything I could be,
Is nothing without you in my life.
You are my world, my everything.
I can't live without your love,
Without you beside me,
In battle, in my bed, loving me.
But just as I am writing this,
I see you appear at my window,
But it's not you.
It's the demon that wears your face.
He says he loves me, like you do.
I just don't believe him,
But I just want to fall into his arms.
He looks like you,
But he could never be you.
You are my soulmate.
He's just a pale imitation.
I guess I just miss my lover.
I cry out into the night,
"Angel, there must be some part of you that
still remembers who you are?"
He says, "Dream on, schoolgirl.
Your boyfriend is dead, but he loves you still.
I love you, still."
He wants me,
The way I want you, still.
The way I love you, still.
And still, that love burns deep
Inside of me. Deep inside of me.
So deep, it'll never be truly gone.
Soulmates mean forever.
Remember that,
My Angel,
As we wait for you to return.
