Id been in the house for days, and I hadn't talked to anyone except for Edward. He asked me to wait till the wedding to see the rest of my new family. I understood why I was not aloud out. Not because I would ruin the secret, but because I had not yet fed and I was very thirsty. I asked if Edward could just bring back a cup of blood from an animal, but he said that it would get cold and I would no longer want it.

Basically I had no choice and tonight Edward was taking be out for a post slaughter drink, before the wedding at sunrise. He seemed more nervous than I did.

"Stop pacing your making me dizzy."

"Sorry" he stopped and plunked himself on the hard wood floor. I crawled off the bed and slithered over to his side, placing my head in his lap.

"How much longer?"

"The sun will be setting soon. How week are you?"

"Well I couldn't very well stand a moment ago."

"I guess I will just have to carry you."

"I won't be in any state to kill anything though…"

"No you wont … I will be doing the killing. You can sit and watch."

"I always thought you would be worried of me seeing that side of you?"

"Now there is no worry, you must remember that when you let yourself go to hunt you are not in control."

"Yes, but its not like my plan is to go and attack humans. I would never do such a thing."

Edward chuckled and leaned down to kiss my lips, he whispered "You're still young and have much to learn. The thirst is not something that can be controlled… you remember what you saw last spring with the elders… it is not likely know that if they were to bring a bleeding human even ten feet near you would you not attack."

I thought for a moment, and also recalled my paper cut and how my family reacted at the blood pulsing through our veins.

Edward got up and took my hand and lifted me with ease, he placed my arm around his waist to help me walk. He led me over to the large open window. Where he could see that the suns glow tuck under the earth's horizon.

"What know?"

"Know? I hunt."

It seemed like old times, he turned and couched a little I reached my week arms around his neck and he was off. Speeding out of the house and down the open, quit street not making a sound. People would mistake the two of us as wind. The Suddenly we hit a forest, and he slowed down.

I jumped off his shoulders, and was suddenly able to walk… somewhat I don't deny that I was limping and it seemed to hurt me more to stand that to just stay on Edwards back.

"You alright to walk" Edward hummed

I could hear him perfectly and I hummed back "I'm fine… and I'm participating"

"Fine"

We walked into the forest for what seemed like hours. My legs felt crippled, there were times where Edward had to carry me. He was walking much farther ahead of me, and then he suddenly stopped.

"You much try and run fast, for this find will cut down the time out here by two whole days."

I knew that this was important because then we would be able to go to Italy to see the elders and get it over with, and no longer worry, about anything.

I strained my eyes, and saw that there were two cubs and what appeared to be a momma bear. Then Edward started running, so I followed. Running this fast was easier than I expected. Edward attacked the sleeping momma bear and I the cubs, I made it quick and broke their necks. Edward took longer because by the time he was done I had already drained on cub… or maybe I was just really thirsty. I liked this, hunting together, however sick it may seem to an outside this was my way of living… a job if you will. Edward looked so beautiful and graceful at this. This terrible act oddly enough brought us closer.

Edward was draining the Momma bear and I was already on the second cub. The blood in my mouth was like gas for a car, feeding me energy. The taste was bland, but it was just. I knew already that human blood would be oh so much more satisfying but I was in no hurry to become a murderer.

I knew when the blood from the cub ran dry and I licked my lips and stood up, I thought to myself if this is being a "vegetarian" that how would a meat eater feel after his dinner. I was surging, Edward had stopped and was looking at me.

He whipped his mouth and walked over to me.

"You are reacting to the blood differently I can see that in your eyes"

"What can you see in my eyes?" I asked

"This may be your gift Bella, the way you act when you feed on animals is what normal vampires act when feeding on humans."

"So what would happen if I was to feed on a human?"

"I do not know, and if will be on your conscience if you wish to find out."

"There is one thing that I do notice though" I said with a smirk

"What is that?" Edward asked walking closer wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me.

"You still can't tell what I'm thinking." I giggled.

He smiled to "it seems so." And he leaned in and parted my lips; I could still taste the blood in his mouth at the back of his throat. My arms wrapped around his neck and twisted in his hair, pulling him closer. Edward pulled my legs around his waist and slammed me into a near by tree. I giggle softy as I felt nothing, old me would have been crushed and I suddenly realized why Edward never "let go" before… he would have killed me.

"Do you?" Edward asked unsure of how to word it.

I leaned my head on his shoulder as he had me pinned to the tree, my arms still around his neck. I bit his ear softly and whispered,

"I think that it's safe to say that I've waited long enough Edward"

I could tell that he was smiling, I placed on finger on my chin to directly me to his mouth. Taking in his smell, and his sweetness… I would be lying if I said I had not longed for this moment.

I let one leg drop although it did not touch the floor, I used my suspend leg to pull him in.

I write short because I like to grab people into reading more later... and if you don't like that... tobad D