I never thought such words of wisdom could come out from the mouth of a man who deceived me and made me a Hollow.
Maybe I should ask him for some advice concerning her.
She is so atypical and to say that she makes me crazy is an understatement.
It's more like I'm reduced to a whining but easily pleased baby when I'm with her although it is very very satisfying
to throw her words back at her.
To hell with her for breaking into my life and making me a shinigami just like that. To hell with her for making me go beyond my boundaries. To hell with her for making it rain inside my heart.
But I would never tell her that. I can imagine her retort already. Actually, I can imagine several scenarios because she is who she is. Very unpredictable. Very dynamic.
She would furrow her brows and tell me in that husky voice f hers "Ichigo, oI never thought you'd be capable of thinking like that." Then she'll laugh out loud and lose her mind.
Or she would laugh outright and land a kick on my stomach for even daring to think like that. "Baka! Who the hell do you think you're talking to?"
Or she would avert her eyes and whisper "I never asked you to save me."
I'm betting on the second one though. After all, despite all the trappings of the Kuchiki clan, being a part of the nobility, and having that cold ass Byakuya as her dignified brother, she really has strong lithe body and a dirty mouth. So much for being brought up as a noble.
And aside from that, she's fast. Too fast for my liking. I got bankai in three days in order to save her. You would think I would be able to evade her kicks and punches after all that rigid and exhausting training but no. It somehow feels like she is making a statement when she does that. That is, aside from the statement she always makes which is "Ichigo, you are an idiot, a bastard and a fool." I would have wanted to say something back to her though.
"It's because you make me."
But I bet she won't take it kindly. Because she is who she is.
She is so small and fragile. But she is definitely stronger than steel. That's why I will seek to become just as strong. For her.
She may not need protecting but I want to be by her side. Today. And tomorrow. And tomorrow.
She is who she is. The one that brought and will always bring the blue skies back to my cloudy heart.
