This chapter is really just… wow. I made the parts at different times and I wasn't sure how to put it all together. But then I figured that since this was still about her mom, then her mom would be at the end. I was going for total cuteness for this final chapter. And I hope it works out. The last bit really got to me and I couldn't believe that it came from my pitiful mind.
This whole fic had me going into empathy-mode with Tohru - a character I don't really like. Doing this made me realize just how important the Sohma's were to her, not just the other way around. It's like a totally new view of her, or a more detailed one of what the anime shows.
Thank you so much for the reviews! I really hope you enjoyed this fic as much as I enjoyed writing it.
cough Is it me, or did I go totally mushy-corny in paragraph two? Hehe. Sorry. I guess it's cuz this is the first fic I've actually finished :3
Read on happily!
Chapter 8: Pain and Ease
The Sohma's have been too kind to me.
I still think that cleaning and cooking for them isn't enough, no matter what Shigure-san says.
The Sohma's… Kyo-kun and Sohma-kun…
I can feel that they both have problems. Big problems. Maybe problems I can never understand.
That pain and anxiety lingers in their hearts, and it suffocates them.
It hurts to see them that way.
Someday… I hope they'll be able to overcome them. That they'll be able to face their fears.
But they don't have to face them alone. I'll help.
It's what I owe them… for all the happiness they've given to me.
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I have family and friends who I love and who love me back.
Hana-chan and Uo-chan are always there for me. And even the Sohma's.
I could never imagine living in a world without them.
I really am lucky, mom. And I'm so grateful for that.
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…I've been thinking about what Kyo-kun said since he and Sohma-kun came to get me.
And I think he's right.
It was foolish and selfish of me… not to cry for you.
I really was sad when you left.
And I really do miss you.
So tonight… I'll cry.
And I know you'll still be watching over me.
