Authors Note: Okay so this Is me "Bex x" is my new username, (Used to be Wickdgurl) a new name a new start HOPEFULLY! Okay so this idea came to me as I read my UK weekly gossip mags on holiday. I wanted to write a story on the ups and downs a regular person goes through when she's shot into the limelight. Okay so the story is set in present times, but however when I do back "in time" I will be using magazine names that will probably not have been around when the story was set, so please don't review complaining that the particular magazine/website I use will not have been used, But PLEASE do review with constructive criticism, and praise! I really want to get back into writing again!

Okay so the usual goes with the disclaimer: I do not own any members of The Babysitters Club they belong to Ann.M.Martin the writer of the books. All new characters belong to me!

All my love

Bex x

The Perfect Lie

Prologue

Isn't it amazing how many gossip magazines there are? How many magazines are there to let us check up on our favorite celebrities and stars, giving us the inside information into their lives.

It's scary isn't it?

I mean I used to love the magazines, as I joined high school I started to join in the gossip in the halls of Stoneybrook and suddenly became obsessed. I started to buy the magazines regularly checked the websites. I became hooked on all things celeb.

And eventually I wanted to be one. A celebrity. Famous. And I would have done anything to reach that status whatever it took. Don't get me wrong, okay I'm not a bad person! I just suddenly thought my life was so original I guess is the best way to describe it. But when you look at people like you know Katie Clarkson or Joanna Ford, I mean come on they had it all. The stylist who got them the look, the publicist that got them the shoots, the boyfriend who got them the "Hollywood Golden Couple" label. They had it. ALL.

And I wanted it so bad. I'd just read People and US weekly and dream of a day when my name would scream out in a headline.

"DAWN IS IN LOVE, EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW"

"DAWN IN TOP 100 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE"

It was shallow and stupid. But I Wanted It.

And that was all there was too it, in my opinion. My silly naïve, small girl in a small town opinion.

I mean god if I'd known, what I know now. At 29 years or age (spying on 30 in the very distant future) I wouldn't have been so stupid, and dreamed of a life that wasn't worth dreaming about.

A dream career and life, that was the perfect Hollywood lie.

The perfect lie.