Lose Yourself
Judes' Voice: Everyday you wake up hoping that the previous bad day was just a horrible nightmare. Mine wasn't, Tommy left, my mom is god knows where with Don and I'm stuck in this big empty house with no one to turn to.
Jude's POV
Today I don't feel like getting up. I know Darius will want me to come in today since he did give me time off and I just took a little bit extra. Let's just say I was suppose to be in a month and a half ago, but I can't go back. Not to the place that I mad hit records with my producer. Gosh its been two months since he left and I still can't say his name. But I remember that night
Flashback: Jude's date with Tommy(A.k.a. Date with the Night)
Jude: " I thought you weren't coming , uh are you gonna sit'
Tommy: " I have to leave, I'm sorry. I don't think I'll be coming back'
Jude: " Just sit, talk to me"
Tommy: " I got a flight to catch, bye"
End of Flashback
Tommy did call once though, but I didn't answer. I was so upset, angry, hurt and confused. But now I wish I would've answered. "Jude, ya home?" Sadie hollered bringing Jude back to reality. " Yeah, I'm um... up in my room Sades". Great what does she want. To tell me that his not worth the tears or that in time I will get over him. I've heard it all before over and over and over, but I can't, I just can't get over him. I still remember my 17th birthday.
Flashback: Jude and Tommy sitting on the big red couch
Tommy: " I never lied to you Jude, I never cheated on Sadie, I swear by anything you want."
Jude: " So I pushed you into the hotub for telling the truth" " What else can I be all apologies"
Tommy: " You know.. people.. they don't always see who you really are, buy I need you to try"
Jude: " I always thought I say the real you"
Tommy: " Believe my..in me again"
Jude: " I want to but"
Tommy: " Sadie and I we weren't right"
Jude: " Why?"
Tommy: " You know exactly why"
Flashback Continued: In front of Judes' house
Jude: "Goodnight Tommy" "Uh I.. I forgot my cell"
Jude: " Honestly that was like the best birthday of my life"
Tommy: " Well thanks... for sharing it"
Jude: " I believe in you Tommy"
End of very long Flashback(Srry bout that)
