I am extremely pissed of, before putting the story up I always dubble check it and take out the last mistakes I find and now fanfiction screwed me over when I saved the changes because I suddenly wasn't logged in anymore so I had to do it all over

Anyway...THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS!

This chapter is a bit fillery-like but the story was getting extremely serious and this one isn't so that's good. XD

Disclaimer: I do not own yu yu hakusho even though I offered Hiei to come live in my closet. Und I do not own Dir en Grey even though I wish I did.


Sachi stayed in the forest for the rest of the night, not feeling at all to have other people around her.

Hours later, when the sun was rising again she got up from her spot on the ground and walked back to the house.

The first thing she did was check up on Keiichi. "He'll be out for another couple of hours." She muttered before going to her own room and changing into her school uniform.

She woke Desdemona up telling her to watch over Keiichi if he happened to wake up while she was at school.

Sachi quickly left the house again before the others would wake up.

School was a drag, Sachi fell asleep in each and every class giving the angry teachers the excuse that preparing the students for the upcoming final exams next week was to boring.

When the school day was finally over Sachi immediately went back home, having the feeling that the younger guest might be awake by now.

As soon as Sachi opened the door to the house her thought was confirmed.

"Let me go! If you wont, I'll kill you!" She heard Keiichi's voice echo through the house.

She raised her eyebrows and chuckled before going up the stairs to the room Keiichi was laying in.

She opened the door and laughed mockingly at the boy.

"Nice one Dessie. A little bit kinky but nice." She complemented the dragon that held Keiichi down to the bed with dark energy around the boy his wrists, feet and neck.

"Tell your pet to release me!" Keiichi snapped.

"tsk tsk tsk, you better have some respect for Desdemona. She sometimes get's really angry when people disrespect her."

"Like I care!"

"I was gonna tell Des to let you go but right now I am having second thoughts so I think I'll leave you here for another hour so I can calmly eat the lovely dinner Kurama-san is preparing right now. Can you smell that delicious aroma? You must be hungry and Kurama's cooking is so wonderful. To bad your gonna miss that now."

"I am not even hungry!" The boy growled, seconds later followed by the growling of his stomach.

Sachi chuckled. "So I hear."

The dark energy that held the boy down disappeared giving the boy a confused look.

Sachi sighed and grabbed him by his arm and dragged him out of the bed.

"After dinner you're taking a shower young men." Sachi mocked while Desdemona jumped on her shoulder.

"Let me go, or I'll…."

"You're in now position to threaten, I could always bring you back to Koenma to have you locked up in a cell for the next two hundred years. It's your choice."

To Sachi's surprise the boy kept quiet so she dragged him with her down the stairs to the kitchen.

"Hey Sachi-chan." Yusuke and Kuwabara greeted.

"Yoo."

"Konbanwa Sachi-san." Kurama said, not looking up from his cooking.

"Konbanwa Kurama-san." Sachi replied friendly.

Sachi dumped the boy in a seat and sat down next to him. "Now you behave or I'll have to ground you."

"Stop talking to me like I'm a kid! I am fuckin 15 years old!"

"15? I thought you were 12, 13 at most." Sachi smirked.

"So I see you brought the kid down, I was getting pretty sick of all his yelling." Yusuke said lazily.

"Hai. His name is Keiichi. Keiichi this is Kurama, Yusuke and Kuwabara."

"Yo kid you better behave, you don't wanna have to deal with us." Kuwabara said, trying to be intimidating.

Sachi rolled her eyes. "Whatever Kuwabara-kun."

"What's that supposed to mean!"

"That you're not that strong." Yusuke sighed. "If the kid should be afraid of anyone here it should definitely be Sachi-chan."

"Why is that?" Sachi asked.

Kuwabara nodded ignoring Sachi's question. "She is indeed scary."

"There is only one person who is more scary." Yusuke added.

"And who might that be than?" Sachi grinned.

"Urameshi's girlfriend." Kuwabara replied, making Yusuke wince.

"Really? Tell me more about her."

"She's got one hell of a hard punch." Kuwabara replied.

Sachi snickered. "I would love to meet her sometime."

"We could ask her and Yukina-chan over after you're done with your exams." Kurama cut in while setting dinner on the table.

Sachi grumbled. "Stupid exams."

Keiichi laughed. "You haven't finished your school yet?" He mocked.

"I liked you better when you didn't speak. And besides I'm only 17."

"But soon you're turning 18." The boy retorted.

"Where did you get that information!" Sachi exclaimed.

The boy narrowed his eyes at the older girl. "Aiden trained me. And besides everybody in the clan knows everything about you."

"How nice to know!" Sachi exclaimed with fake excitement.

"It's almost your birthday?" Kurama asked who finally sat down.

Sachi sighed and nodded.

"Why didn't you tell us?"

"Because…."

"Because the day before her birthday a couple of years ago she got her best friend killed." Keiichi interrupted knowing it would hit a sensitive spot with Sachi.

Sachi said nothing and just stared at her empty plate.

"Sachi-sama, just go. I'll only be a burden!"

"That's what you are supposed to be, remember? Your the one that watches my back until it annoys the hell out of me. You are my burden so you can't leave me!"

"Just go, if you take me with you they'll catch you and you'll have to go back or you'll be killed!"

"Mizu-chan!" Sachi yelled as her bleeding friend that was laying on the ground coughed up blood.

Sachi dropped down on her knees and pressed her hand down on the bleeding wound.

"Please mizu-chan." Sachi cried as the tears spilled down her face.

"Go Sachi-sama." Mizu smiled.

"Sachi-sama we have to go now."

"No Nariko we can't leave her here like this."

"We don't have a choice, leave her be, this is what she wants. Let her watch your back for one last time." Nariko replied while dragging the younger girl away from her dying friend.

"I'll try to keep them of your backs for as long as I can." Mizu said, struggling to get up.

"Sachi-sama take this with you. That way you'll never forget me and I'll always be there to protect you." Mizu said pushing her katana in Sachi's hands.

"But you'll need it!"

"She has enough weapons to defend herself with Sachi-sama." Nariko replied.

"Just be save, Sachi-sama." Mizu said.

"They're coming again, we have to go now Sachi-sama!" Nariko said stern.

Sachi nodded lightly.She wrapped her arms around her friend as the tears kept forcing their way out. "I'll never forget you. I love you, my dear mizu-chan, My dear friend."

Mizu hugged the girl back. "I love you to, my dear friend. Now go Sachi-sama."

"Stop calling me that." Sachi cried.

Mizu chuckled as Nariko pulled Sachi with her.

"Sayonora Sachi-chan."

Sachi's eyes shot open and she tried to pull herself out of her companion's grip. "Goodbye Mizu-chan! I'll never forget you." Sachi cried before quickly running away to minutes later be followed by the echoing agonizing screams of her friend.

"Kill him for me, when you're ready to Sachi-chan." Sachi heard her friends voice echo through her head.

"I promise." Sachi whispered as she and her companion rushed to lose their attackers.

"Sachi-chan, are you ok?" Yusuke's voice snapped Sachi back to reality.

She quickly wiped a blood red tear that trickled down her cheek away. "I'm fine." She replied coldly before starting to eat her dinner like nothing had happened.

After dinner Sachi dumpedKeiichi in the bathroom with Desdemona guarding him so he could shower .

Sachi sat on the couch in the living room, staring absentmindedly at the television.

She didn't even notice when Kurama sat down next to her until he started talking. "Sachi-san, are you ok?"

"Of course I am, what makes you think I'm not?" Sachi spoke in a weak voice without looking up at Kurama.

"Because you have been staring at the television for the past 15 minutes and it's not even on."

Sachi sighed. "If you're wondering if what he said was true, it is. It was my fault." Sachi said before Kurama could say anything else.

"What happened?"

Sachi sighed again and looked at Kurama for a second before averting her eyes to the wall. "It was a few years ago when me, Nariko-chan and Mizu-chan tried to escape red tear. For me it was the third time I tried to escape but the first two times I failed and got punished severely for trying to escape. They found out we were escaping and pursued us. I wasn't paying attention and got attacked by one of our pursuers but Mizu-chan pushed me out of the way and got pierced by a sword instead. We managed to shake them of for a while but we were to slow because Mizu-chan was hurt and she wasn't able to go any further and collapsed on the ground. We had to leave her behind, she gave me her katana right before we left her to die. They killed her when she tried to stall them so we could get away. Nariko-chan and I were both exhausted and hurt and lost each other when we reached a city that's when I met Yukina and she took care of me. I later found Nariko-chan back, she was working for Koenma and Koenma offered me a job in her team and I accepted."

Kurama didn't speak at first until Sachi glanced at him. "It wasn't your fault and you know that."

Sachi looked at him and grinned, her eyes filled with sorrow. "I better check on the kid before he drives Des crazy." Sachi said while getting up and going upstairs.

Sachi opened the door to the bathroom seeing the kid sitting on the ground already waiting.

"It's about time, the stupid dragon wouldn't let me out." The boy sneered.

Sachi narrowed her eyes at him and punched him in the face so hard his head slammed against the bathroom wall.

"I told you to treat her with respect or else she'd get made!" Sachi smirked before grabbing the kid by his ankle and dragging him over the ground out of the bathroom, through the hallway, down the stairs and left him laying on the carpet in the living room.

Sachi sat down on the couch next to Yusuke and started watching tv.

She glanced over at Keiichi who got up from the ground and quietly sat down in a chair.

Sachi grinned widely, enjoying this very much."I'll start training him tomorrow."

Later that night when Sachi, Yusuke and Kuwabara were still watching tv the heard the front door open.

The three of them looked towards the hallway curiously but Sachi soon scowled when seeing it was Hiei receiving a viscous glare back from him.

Yusuke and Kuwabara looked at the two of them back and forth before looking at each other and shrugging before continuing to watch tv.

Hiei lifted his upper lip in disgust before going upstairs.

"I told you, you're in love with…."

"Watch your mouth or I'll drag you up the stairs by your ankle as well." Sachi snapped at the boy's comment.

"Are you in love Sachi-chan?" Kuwabara mocked.

Sachi narrowed her eyes at him.

"Oh come on Sachi-chan we're your friends, you can tell us." Yusuke snickered.

Sachi huffed and got up making all three boy's wince even though she hadn't done anything…yet.

She smirked. "Pussy's."

She grabbed Keiichi by his ear. "It's little children bed time." She chuckled while dragging the whimpering boy up the stairs by his ear.

Sachi gave the younger boy five minutes of privacy to change into some nightclothes before she entered his bedroom without knocking.

"Don't you know how to knock!" Keiichi exclaimed.

"Sounds like deja vu, you sound just like Koenma."

Keiichi scowled. "Don't compare me with that wannabe toddler."

"You're right I shouldn't cause you're a real toddler."

The boy growled and stepped towards Sachi.

"Dare to say that again." He threatened her, looking down at her.

"You're a real toddler." Sachi smirked, knowing what was to come next.

The boy swung his fist trying to hit Sachi but Sachi moved out of the way and pushed her thumb down into his shoulder wound she made the other day.

The boy cringed but refused to yell out in pain.

"Tough kid huh? You wont be so tough anymore when I'm done with you." Sachi spoke calmly while letting go of the boy again who dropped himself to his knees in pain, breathing heavily.

"Go to hell!"

"I've already been there. Training starts tomorrow night so you better get yourself some rest." Sachi replied before sitting down on the floor and leaning her back against the wall.

"What the hell? You're not gonna stay here all night!" The boy hissed.

"Watch me. I'm gonna watch you like a hawk, make one mistake and you'll pay."

Keiichi snorted. "Kind of hypocritical don't you think." He said while laying down in his bed.

"Not really." Sachi chuckled turning of the light by throwing a shoe against the light switch.

Sachi looked to the side seeing that Desdemona was sound asleep, cuddled up on her shoulder.

Sachi stayed awake for the rest of the night, knowing very well that Keiichi was awake as well. "Stubborn kid"

When morning finally arrived Sachi stood up from her sitting position and woke up Desdemona. "You watch him until I'm back from school okay?"

The dragon gave a tired growl in response.

"See you later Desmie." Sachi smiled, patting the dragon before going to her own room to freshen up and changing into a clean uniform for school.

Sachi for the first time thanked the school, but only because they gave each student more than one school uniform.


As Sachi arrived at school she prepared herself for another boring day.

And as she thought it was another boring day so she was glad when the school bel rang indicating that school was once again over for the day.

"Eey Sachi-chan wait up!" Someone yelled after Sachi just when she was about to step out of the school.

"Hey Seta-chan. What's up?" Sachi greeted her friend who came running towards her.

"Nothing much just wondering what you're doing tonight, I thought maybe we could study together?"

"I would like to but I really can't, maybe we can skip class tomorrow to study?"

"Sure thing. But where?"

"At my place, I'll come pick you up tomorrow."

"It's a date." Seta giggled.

Sachi rolled her eyes. "See you then." She waved her friend goodbye before heading back to the house.


When Sachi got back at the house she happily skipped up the stairs to her room and changed into normal clothes and went into Keiichi's room only to burst out in laughter.

"You're such an excellent babysitter, Desdemona."

The others were soon standing in the doorway, wondering about what was so funny that it made Sachi laugh.

As soon as they saw what Sachi was laughing about they also started laughing, even Hiei couldn't help but to grin a little as well.

"What happened here?" Yusuke said through his laughing.

"Desdemona was babysitting." Sachi snickered.

"And this is how she babysits?" Kurama chuckled looking at the boy who was with his legs held up with dark energy against the window and with his face and shoulders pushed against the ground and Desdemona was proudly sitting on his head.

"Des, you can let him go now." Sachi grinned.

Desdemona jumped of the boy's head and did as she was asked, making the boy slid down the window onto the ground with a squeaking sound.

Keiichi got up embarrassed while the others had their mouth covered with their hands to prevent themselves from laughing again.

"What'd you do?" Sachi snickered.

Keiichi looked away irritated.

"You tried to leave didn't you?"

Yusuke almost choked as he tried to hold his laughter back.

"Just laugh if you want to Yusuke-kun." Sachi smirked.

"Bitch." Keiichi muttered under his breath.

"I heard that. But no worries, you're going outside today, because I am going to train you."

"Like I could learn something from you." Keiichi snorted.

"I believe I did kick your ass a while back. Now let's go." Sachi said as she pushed Keiichi out of the room.


Shehad takenhim with her to the forest.

"So this is where we are going to train. First thing you need to learn is not to get so angry when fighting someone. You have a even worse temper then I do."

"I don't have a bad temper!" The boy snapped.

Sachi raised her eyebrow. "Right…. Now attack me."

The boy folded his arms and looked up at the sky.

"This is going to be a long night." Sachi muttered before she grabbed some sticks and stones and starting throwing them at Keiichi's face.

After about two minutes the boy got so irritated that he finally attacked her.

As he did so Sachi had no trouble throwing him to the ground.

"This is what I mean, you get so angry that you're easy to beat. If you wouldn't have lost your cool when we fought who knows maybe you would have won. Very unlikely but still it could have happened...if I fell asleep."

Keiichi growled. "Stop making a fool out of me!"

He again tried to attack Sachi but she dodged and pushed him face first into the dirt.

This went on for a couple of hours more until Keiichi grew tired so Sachi had to take him back to the house.

Keiichi lazily sat down in a chair in the living room while Sachi went to the kitchen.

Sachi saw Kurama doing the dishes and she went over to help him.

"Why are you always in the kitchen, Kurama-san?" Sachi asked, taking a plate out of his hand and drying it.

"Somebody has to take care of this house."

"Well, then I'll help you."

"No need to, you're busy with finishing school and training Keiichi-kun."

"So? I still got time left." Sachi smiled lightly at Kurama.

"Arigatou, Sachi-san."

"It's no big deal."

"So what is bothering you, Sachi-san?"

"Nothing really, It's just Keiichi-kun still isn't healt completely so he grows tired quickly and is far from his full strength during training."

"Well, not everybody has a dragon to heal them after a battle." Kurama smiled kindly.

"I know, I know. I just wish he would heal a little faster."


The next day Sachi stood in front of the school in her normal clothes, waiting on her friend.

"Where is she!" Sachi whined wrapping her arms around herself to try and protect herself from the cold morning breeze.

"Ohayo, Sachi-chan!" She heard the voice of her friend from behind her.

"It's about time, I'm freezing my ass of." Sachi said, motioning for her friend to follow her.

"Oh please, you and freezing." Seta said sarcastically while rolling her eyes. "So how do we get to your house?"

"Public transportation."

"You mean the bus?"

"Hai."

"Cool."

Sachi raised her eyebrows at her friend.


"You're skipping school to study?" Kurama asked in disbelieve when he found Sachi and her friend in the living room.

Sachi nodded. "Of course. It's better to study here then at school, here we don't have to listen to the teachers."

"If it is so much better to study here then maybe you should turn of the tv and open your books."

"First things first, to be able to concentrate on our study's…."

"We first need some time to relax." Seta finished Sachi's sentence.

Kurama sighed and shook his head. "Suit yourself. I'll be out for the rest of the day, I have some things to take care of."

"Okay, see you later, Kurama-san" Sachi said, keeping her eyes locked on the tv.

"Bye, Kurama-san." Seta muttered absentmindedly.

"Bye." Kurama replied.

"Don't take candy from strangers!" Sachi yelled after him before he closed the door behind him.

Seta giggled. "Kurama-san is right. Maybe we should get some study's done, Sachi-chan. We do want to pass our finals don't we?" Seta nudged her friend.

Sachi sighed dramatically. "Fine fine."

Studying went pretty well until Keiichi came down stairs.

"What the hell are you doing here!" Keiichi sneered. "….And who's your lovely friend?" Keiichi said noticing Seta, his tone completely changing from aggressive to charming in a few seconds.

Sachi looked at Keiichi weirdly. "Weird kid." Sachi muttered under her breath.

"Sachi-koi's lover, and you are?" Seta said in the most serious tone possible making Sachi almost choke and look at her friend wide eyed.

Keiichi rolled his eyes."I'm her cousin and by the end of the day your boyfriend."

Seta snorted. "Like you could ever replace Sachi-Koi, now go to your room to play with your stuffed animals kid." She waved her hand, motioning for Keiichi to leave.

Seconds after a embarressed Keiichi had retreated to his room Sachi was still staring at Seta in shock.

Seta snapped her fingers in front of Sachi's face. "Oi snap out of it!"

"Your lover!" Sachi exclaimed shocked.

Seta giggled. "I thought it was funny, my koishii."

"Stop it! You're freaking me out!" Sachi laughed.

"My very huggable Koishii." Seta said in the most sickening sweetest tone she could manage.

Suddenly Seta's eyes snapped towards the stairs and a blush creeped up her face.

Sachi curiously looked up towards the stairs to see why Seta was suddenly getting all shy.

"Good day Hiei-san." Sachi muttered when seeing it was Hiei, trying to stay polite to prevent her friend from starting to ask to many questions.

"Hn." Was the only reply Sachi got from Hiei before he retreated into the kitchen.

Sachi rolled her eyes and shook her head lightly before focusing on her homework again.

"Seta." Sachi whined as a pen mark crossed Sachi's homework because Seta was pulling Sachi's sleeve.

"Who was that?" Seta whispered excited not paying any attention to the whining of her friend.

"Who?"

"That…that hotty!" Seta squealed.

deatte hajimete kizuita jibun no orokasa wo
hito wo shinjirarenai mama hito wo kizukete iru to
naze mata boku wa kimi no koto wo korizu ni ai suru no

"Gaah! Don't say stuff like that, and that was Hiei-san."

"Yeah that much I understood." Seta replied snobby.

"What the hell do you wanna know then!" Sachi hissed.

"Is he your family as well? Does he live here? Is he single? Or is he, oh my gosh is he your boyfriend!" Seta rambled.

"No, yes, I don't know and NO!"


"What do you mean you don't know!"

koushite boku wa ai suru koto wo wasurerarenai you da
demo...

"I just don't know ok? It's not like me and him are best friends or something like that."

"Well could introduce me to him?" Seta looked at Sachi pleadingly. "Please? Pretty pleaaaase!" Seta whined like a little kid, looking at Sachi with puppy dog eyes.

Sachi looked at her friend trying not to break under the evil cute puppy dog eyes.

"Fine." Sachi got up and grabbed Seta by her wrist and took her with her to the kitchen.

shinjiru koto wa shiawaku kizukarenai you ni
hitori de naite ita kimi ni wakaranu you

Sachi pushed Seta towards the seat Hiei was sitting to eat the food he had just grabbed and almost forced Seta to sit downin the chair next to him.

"Hiei-san this is Seta-chan, Seta-chan this is Hiei-san." Sachi blurted out bluntly before grabbing herself a glass of water.

Seta stared at Sachi dumbfounded but soon snapped out of it and looked towards Hiei and immediately started blushing again.

"H…he..hello…Hiei-kun." Seta stuttered before giggling.

Hiei didn't even glance over at the girl.

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo ima dake wa kimi dake wo ai shite itakatta

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do kids." Sachi mocked before leaving the kitchen and going back to her study's hearing Seta giggle again.

After a couple of minutes Sachi threw down her pencil and sighed highly irritated because she wasn't able to concentrate.

Her stomach was turning and turning, she thought she was going to get sick.

She knew she wasn't, the frustration was starting to built up in her body, her blood was starting to boil as she paced back and forth in the living room.

She could hear Seta continue to try and start a conversation with Hiei.

Sachi groaned getting more frustrated by the second before… "Fuck it." She turned on her heel and stomped back into the kitchen, cursing silently under her breath.

wasureyou to shita toki mo aru kedo ima wa dakishimetai

"Shouldn't we be studying, Seta!" Sachi spit out venomously.

Seta looked up startled at her friend "H..hai." She got up a little confused with her friends behavior, but bowed lightly to Hiei before leaving the kitchen with Sachi behind her.

The gaze of two cold red eyes unknowingly to the hot tempered demoness were locked on her until she was out of sight.

Hiei got up from his seat, a little relieved to have the babbling ningen onna away from him and went back to the forest to train.

Sachi huffed and sat down in her chair again.

Seta calmly sat down next to her and started studying again.

Seta had been staring weirdly at her friend for the last couple of minutes who was trying to kill her homework with her pencil.

"Alright that's enough! Tell me what's wrong!" Seta said harsh, getting slightly irritated by the behavior of her friend.

shinjiru koto ga shiawaku kimi no kako wo shitta
wasurerarenai no wa kimi no kata na no ni

"Nothing."

"Don't lie to me! I know something is wrong, you suddenly start to act like some kind maniac! Did it have something to do with me talking to Hiei-kun?"

Sachi stopped smashing the point of her pencil into her homework but didn't look up to her friend.

"So that's it. You could have just told me you know. It's no big deal." Seta shrugged.

"There is nothing to tell!"

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo kimi dake wo chikara tsuyoku dakishimerarenai

"Oh come on sweety then why did you freak out huh?"

Sachi stayed quiet and stared at her homework.

"Well you don't have to tell me the truth as long as you are truthful to yourself Sachi-chan."

Sachi sighed and finally looked at her friend.

"Gomen." She muttered.

Seta waved her hand dismissively. "Don't worry about it."

"I…I just… I think…I…"

hachigatsu itsuka hareta kumo no nai sora no naka de

"Hello lady's!" Sachi got cut of by Kuwabara who swung the door open to the living room.

"Where the hell did you come from!" Sachi shrieked, afraid that he might have heard Seta and her talking.

"Outside. I had to do grocery shopping because…"

"Kurama-san had somethings to take care of." Sachi finished his sentence.

"You're not gonna tell me you're the only girl living in this house!" Seta said in disbelieve.

Sachi shrugged. "I do."

"Gah I'm jeallous, and I need to get going." Seta said, starting to pack up her stuff.

"Alright I'll see you again in school."

"Awh can't you stay a little longer?" Kuwabara whined while staring at her.

Seta chuckled nervously. "No I have to get going, or else my mom will kill me. It was nice to meet you…"

"Kuwabara." Kuwabara answered.

"Ok. Well anyway I'll be going then. Bye bye." She said, walking towards the door.

"Bye Seta-chan!" Sachi waved.

"What is that angel her name?" Kuwabara whispered at Sachi.

"Her name is Seta, she's out of your reach, she likes shorty."

"And short little kawaii koishii Sachi!" Seta yelled, waving goodbye before stepping outside and closing the door behind her.

"I'm gonna go outside." Sachi muttered to Kuwabara before leaving the house and going to the forest to the river.

mou saigo da ne jimen ni hirogaru jibun wo mitsume

Sachi sat down at the edge of the river and stared absentmindedly at the calmly flowing water.

"Do I really..?" Sachi whispered to herself, reaching out to the water, letting the cold water gently slip passed her fingers.

"Do you really what?"

Sachi's head shot back up only to have her blue eyes locked with…

"kimi wo daite" "kimi wo mitsume" "kimi wo aishi" "kimi wo omou"


Kay here are the translations of the song I used ) Kyo written it with boku which is a male way of saying I which doesn't really fit right now but I didn't want to change it. And fanfiction still hates me because I coulnd't put the lyrics in it the way I wanted it.

deatte hajimete kizuita jibun no orokasa wo
hito wo shinjirarenai mama hito wo kizukete iru to
naze mata boku wa kimi no koto wo korizu ni ai suru no

(the first time we met, I noticed my own foolishness
always unbelieving of people wounding people
why didn't I learn of my love for you)

koushite boku wa ai suru koto wo wasurerarenai you da
demo

(having done this I cannot seem to forget this love
but)

shinjiru koto wa shiawaku kizukarenai you ni
hitori de naite ita kimi ni wakaranu you
(I believe in happiness I don't seem to notice
alone I was crying I didn't seem to understand you)

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo ima dake wa kimi dake wo ai shite itakatta
(more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but only now, it's only you that I wanted to love)

wasureyou to shita toki mo aru kedo ima wa dakishimetai
(there's a time I made sure to forget, but now I want to hold you close)

shinjiru koto ga shiawaku kimi no kako wo shitta
wasurerarenai no wa kimi no kata na no ni
(I believe in happiness I knew your past
I cannot forget in spite of you)

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo kimi dake wo chikara tsuyoku dakishimerarenai
(more than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
but it's only you I cannot hold closely, reassuringly)

hachigatsu itsuka hareta kumo no nai sora no naka de

(August 5th in a sunny sky with no clouds)

mou saigo da ne jimen ni hirogaru jibun wo mitsume
(already this is the end spread across the ground, staring at myself)

"kimi wo daite" "kimi wo mitsume" "kimi wo aishi" "kimi wo omou"

("I embrace you" "I stare at you" "I love you" "I will remember you")

Other translation: I made a mistake last time, ano uh or over there ?

Koishii/Koi Are ways to say lover and such.

Konbanwa Good evening.


Well that's it for this chapter, I hope you liked it. Please review!