Okay Hi you guys…I have very little faith in myself so I haven't posted anything up. If you like the story thanks so much if you don't, then sorry too bad. But please enjoy…

WARNING: This chapter has very Yuki ooc in it so if you don't like it well I already warned you.

Disclaimer: I do not own Fruits Basket…not before, not now, not ever….sob


Yuki made his way across the room to his bed tears filling his eyes. It wasn't fair he loved Tohru too, yet she had to pick Kyo, that…that thing! (A/N: Like I said oocness…)He put his hand on his head his trying to clear his mind. It didn't help very much that his room made it seem even more depressing. I have no one… The more Yuki thought about it, the more he sunk into his sad state. (A/N: and no he isn't going to start cutting or commit suicide or anything this is not that kind of story!) She was the reason he would fight Kyo just so he could show her that he was stronger, better he was the one, but that didn't matter anymore. It's Kyo she wants not me… He let out a sigh he hadn't felt this bad since...well since he was being tortured by Akito. Maybe he should go back to the main house after all he had no other reason to stay in that house, not anymore. He stretched out on his bed, his tears falling freely from his face. It really felt that bad. He had lost the one person he thought would love him back, the one girl that knew didn't think of him as a freak. He needed some way to vent. He couldn't stay in his room that wouldn't do any good what so ever, so he decided to go to his secret base. He searched for his gloves in the dark and stood. Quietly he opened the door so that Kyo wouldn't notice him. He had long since gone from that spot. Yuki was thankful for that and the fact that when he was coming down stairs Shigure wasn't there to question him.

later

"Done," Yuki panted falling next to his secret base. It had taken longer than he expected. Not only did he discover he had to pull weeds, there were also the carrots that were done and the soil needed more fertilizer. All in all, it took about three to four hours. A wave of happiness rushed over him. This is just what he needed. Being alone like this, alone with his garden was more than enough. The cool wind on his face, the beautiful sky, it was the life. Sadly for him, this didn't last long. Dark clouds loomed overhead a sure sign of rain. The wind blew bitterly now and he needed to leave. As he stood up, he noticed something. At first it looked like a

weed, but as he got closer, he saw that it was a sprout. Sprouts of a strawberry…Strawberries were her favorite… Seeing the fruit made everything rush back to him. Tohru was gone she was now with Kyo and he couldn't try to win her heart. It wasn't fair…again. He breathed heavily trying to control his tears, something inside him had snapped. He walked over to the tiny plant, pulled it out, and stomped on it. Not feeling satisfied, he went to the strawberry plants and killed every single one kicking them up from the ground or hurling them to the tee where they smashed to pieces. It was still not enough. He snapped and started to destroy his whole garden throwing things everywhere pulling up the roots, he didn't care anymore. WHY SHOULD I CARE? THIS WAS MINE AND MISS HONDA'S PLACE! SHE'S NOT HERE ANYMORE! He was furious and he couldn't control it. He yelled into the sky until his voice was hoarse. Then he sank down and cried…cried as he never thought he could. He was heartbroken. No, not broken, his heart had been shattered into a million little pieces like his plants that were now lying scattered across the woods. He shook and looked up.

"Why Miss Honda?" he asked the sky, "Why d-didn't you c-ch-choose me?"

"Why don't you love me?"

"WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?"

He breathed heavily trying to come himself down. It was no use. He bent his head low and let the now falling raindrops hit his head; making him think that the sky felt his pain and was crying with him.


See? Oocness. Well things will revert back to normal in the next chapter. Hope you liked. Please review.