It Didn't Matter

It's been 3 years since that fateful betrayal. 2 years since he left. Now when I've finally found him he's on his last leg.

I finally found him so why, why did this happen? Why did he have to resist why did he have to leave why did he let my through his guard WHY?

Now I watch as the blood on my hand drips onto the ground; the blood of my best friend and rival. The hand that had just smashes a resengan through his chest. I watch as he slides down to the ground. I look at my hand and then at his white face.

I fall to my knees and gather him into my arms. WHY? I ask and he only smiles at me. He slowly closes his eyes as I beg him not to leave me. Don't leave I say over and over again, but he just smiles and says arigato as he leaves me all alone yet again.

I Scream and scream I say don't leave don't leave me all alone again, but he's already gone. I'm all alone I've lost everything. I feel numb and I no longer feel all the cuts and bruises adorning my body.

I look up at the sky as it seems to show my pain. Rain falls from the clouds to fall upon my cheeks and run down my face mixing with my own tears.

I slowly looked back into his face. He was my closest friend, my rival, my brother. As that thought went through my head my heart seemed to break. I knew I would have to do this, but I had help onto the naïve thought that I could bring him back.

With this I thought this is over. So I laid my head on his chest and closed my eyes.

When I opened them I was in a white void. He was in front of me and he smiled. We locked our pinkies in a silent promise. And then he disappeared.

1 Month later

I finally got released from the hospital. Everyone seemed happy to see me but I was too depressed to really appreciate it.

I wish I could die, to leave all this pain and regret, but I won't take the easy way out.

I will become Hokage and I will reach all my dreams. And most importantly I will live, but only for myself, but also for Sasuke.

I hope you guys liked it kind of random but still. PLEASE read and review Thanx and have a nice day

Christina