Fa: I'm really bored right now as well a homocidal and I have a new fanfic idea so I'm throwing it out there. Like it? Don't like it? Reply to me. italics means song quoted italics means thought.
Summary: Ryou's finally snapped under the pressures of life and Bakura and gives in. After he commits a murder, he's sent to an asylum where he meets a girl who could be the only good thing in his life.
FA: ABSOLUTELY NO YAOI! If you think this story is going to be one of those disgusting slash Bakura Ryou fag fics, you are mistaken so go away. But feel free to flame me or leave a review because it's not what you came here for.
Chapter One: Coming Undone
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Ryou stood in his bathroom staring back at the mirror, back at the reflection of his broken innocence. Blood dripped onto the counter from his lips and face. It stung, but Ryou had given up crying for along time now. He had learned not to be weak ever since Bakura had started beating him. He once believed that everyone had good in them, even someone like Bakura, but that had long been proven false. Suddenly Ryou recounted his day, which had been, unsurprisingly filled with hurt and hate.
Flashback….
"Urm Hey Tea. Can I talk with you for a second?" Ryou asked the brown haired girl nervously. She had been talking with her friends and at the sound of his voice, turned to him, turned back to them with an eye roll before turning back to him. Ryou felt his confidence deflate a little but decided to give it a shot anyway.
(Chorus)
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
"Yeah?" She asked apathetically. Ryou cleared his throat nervously forced himself to look up in her eyes.
"Urm…I was just wondering if you wanted to that dance this Friday?" Ryou asked, the nerves nearly causing him to shake. Tea looked at him and actually burst into a fit of laughter. Ryou jumped in alarm, unsure of what had been funny.
"Urm… what's so funny-?"
"That's a good joke Ryou. I heard from someone that you were funny." Tea said, still giggling. Ryou's brows furrowed in confusion and anger.
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in ... to you
"I'm not kidding-"
"Yes you are. I'm going with Tristan already. I go out with people who are cool." Tea said with one last giggle as she walked away. Ryou looked down clearly crushed. Suddenly Bakura entered his mind.
"Smooth."
"Shut up" Ryou snapped back in his mind, storming to his locker, trying to keep the tears from falling.
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Another flashback…
Ryou sat in the library trying to escape the pain of everything he'd gone through hours before. It had spread around the school by now and many people were walking back and forth in the book isles to get a glimpse of him.
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink 'til i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
I'm giving in,
Giving in, no!
Suddenly he heard his name being muttered from someone other than the people walking back and forth. He stood up slowly and walked past several of the isles until he heard the source of the conversation. He paused and listened from the other side.
"So he actually asked you out?" A male voice Ryou recognized to be Tristan's asked.
"I know. He's such a fag, I don't even know why he bothers to try and hide it." Came Tea's voice. Ryou's fists clenched tightly as anger surged through him. Bakura opened the mind link again, feeling the surge of anger.
"Are you trying to stop being a pansy for once?" Bakura asked Ryou, causing him to miss what Tristan responded.
"Shush, I'm trying to hear them." Ryou said, hearing laughter in the background, no doubt at his expense.
"Don't tell me what to do. I own you." Bakura's voice growled at him in his mind.
"Bakura please…"
"I'll get you later." And the mind link closed. Ryou sighed and not wanting to hear more about how gay he was left the library twenty minutes early for class.
And Later….
Ryou grunted as he hit the wall, sure he had cracked a rib. Blood from the wounds on his face marked the wall. He would have to clean it up later. Suddenly a foot kicked him hard in his stomach. He groaned again, but didn't bother begging for mercy. He lay there silently as Bakura took out blade and sliced at his face. It barely stung him but he continued to lay there silently, waiting for it to end. After a few more moments, Bakura finally left him alone, leaving him to bleed and feel the pain pulse through him. Ryou picked him self up after a few minutes and half limped, half walked to the bathroom. He looked in the mirror bitterly before deciding to take a shower. Too tired to stand, Ryou used the plug to stop the water and let it fill with cold water. He slipped out of his bloody clothes and managed to get in the tub with out getting too much blood on the floor or counter.
Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight
Ryou soaked in the tub, letting the water wash over his wounds. The water was cold-like he was. He suddenly looked over to where the toilet was. Bakura happened to have left one of his dirty magazines behind it. Ryou sat up in the tub, debating whether or not he should pick it up and look at it.
"Fuck innocence." Ryou muttered get up and getting the magazine. On the cover there was a naked girl with her legs spread widely. Next to her picture, the caption, "Horny Sluts Wet for You.". Ryou snorted at the cover pessimistically but opened to the page anyway. It was time for him to stop being so innocent.
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
The end
FA: And Scene. Don't ask, random Girls Leadership Institute lingo. But anyway, I hope you enjoyed. I enjoyed the bloody scenes the most. I feel so sorry for poor Ryou #sobs# but anyway please review and let me know what you think.
The song Giving in By Adema buy it. It kicks ass
