Okay peoples, sorry i haven't updated for a little while. I was planning to, but then school started and i got homework on, like, the first day. ick. Anyway I'm almost finished, so yeah. here's chapter 31!

At the hospital

Newnan was in a hospital room and I was sitting beside her. They said she wasn't dead yet, but she was close to being dead. They said that if she didn't have such a strong will she would have died already, but because she was battling so hard she wasn't going to die soon.

She was going to die though. She was loosing too much blood, and the bullet had launched into her heart. There was nothing they could do for her. Newnan's mother had arrived a few hours ago and had gone to get something to eat. My parents hadn't gotten the message that I was at the hospital because they were still at my Dad's friend's house, and all the other mews hadn't arrived yet.

I looked at Newnan's motionless body. Even when she was in a hospital gown with her hair matted to her face she looked beautiful. I wished she would wake up, just so I could see her beautiful eyes again. She would always be more gorgeous then me, and even though she always denied that small fact, we both knew it was true, and now she would be staying in her beautiful youth forever, while I would grow older, getting gray hairs and wrinkles.

I held Newnan's hand in mine, "Don't worry Nan, I'll never forget you. You were always there for me, ever since I we were little babies. You were always braver then I was. You never woke up screaming because of a nightmare, or got so scared because of a perverted alien that you couldn't talk. I was planning of having you take over as our leader if anything ever happened to me, but I guess that's kinda out of the question now, isn't it?"

I heard the door open and saw all the other mews come in. They all were teary eyed, and Yoshiaki ran to Newnan's side. I quickly got out of the chair so he could sit down. Everyone was crowding around the bed, looking at Newnan, crying. I left the room, deciding that I needed some air. One of the nurses saw me come out and came patted me on the shoulder reassuringly. I heard a long buzzing sound from inside the room, and a load wail.

"She's dead!" I heard Yoshiaki yell. That was the last thing I heard from the room though, because I was running down the hospital hallway, dodging people and running in no particular direction. I felt somebody's arms go around me and pull me into a broom closet when I passed a corner.

"Let go!" I yelled, but the person put their hand over my mouth. I looked up to see one person I had hoped I'd never see again.

"Hey beautiful, did ya miss me?" Sho grinned evilly at me.

I shut my eyes and took a deep breath. I really just wanted him to go away, and for everyone to just leave me alone, but I knew it would never happen.

"Where's your little friends? You know, the ones who said I'd have to go through them to get to you?" he snickered.

I remembered Mikio and Akinori protecting me, and just the thought of Akinori made my blood boil. I pushed Sho away from me, then kicked him in the groin. "If you ever talk about bastard Akinori again I will personally neuter you."

Sho seemed shocked at my outburst, then smirked, "Had a little fight with your boyfriend did you? I could take up his position if you want." He walked towards me, caressing my face.

"Actually, that spot is already filled."

He leaned over to my ear and whispered seductively, "Do you want me to change that?"

I ran my hands up his body, resting on his chest, "Actually," I pushed Sho as hard as I could away from me, "I don't!" I pulled open the door and slammed it in Sho's face.

Running away from the closet, I could hear Sho stumbling after me. I didn't know how he had found me, here of all places, but I wasn't going to let him catch me. If it came to attacking him in mew form, well I was willing to take that risk. He might just be put in an insane asylum even, since he's in a hospital and all.

I ran out an emergency exit then quickly hid. Sho ran out seconds after I had gotten into my hiding place.

"Come on out Yuki! I won't hurt you!" he called.

'Yeah, sure, not gonna hurt me.' I thought coolly.

He was pacing around, looking in hiding places. I felt like a trapped mouse. Suddenly I felt someone's breath on the back of my neck and spun around to see Nariyuki.

"Hey brown eyes, what's up?" he asked casually.

"Nariyuki!" I whisper-yelled, "What are you doing here? You have to be quiet!"

"Why do I have to be quiet? And why are you hiding?" he gave me a cocky grin.

"Because I have a rapist stocker who's trying to find me, that's why." I whispered through clenched teeth.

"I could get you out of here, if you want."

I looked at him suspiciously, "What's in it for you?"

"Just the fact of knowing that your still innocent and I may someday have the pleasure of taking that innocence away from you." There was a glimmer in his eye.

I considered it for a moment. Either I could be raped by a human and not be able to defend myself because I cant change into a mew, or I can be raped by Nariyuki and have a sporting chance of escaping. Hmmm… not much of a competition.

"Okay, get me out of here, but don't try anything funny."

Nariyuki gave me a toothy grin, showing off his canine teeth, "What ever gave you the idea that I would try something funny on you?" he asked as he put his arm around my waist and teleported away.

We arrived in the woods and I quickly pushed myself out of Nariyuki's arms. I started to walk away but he teleported in front of me.

"What? No thank you?" he asked with his cocky grin. I could see he was wanting more than a 'thank you' from the glint in his eyes.

"Thank you for saving me from the perverted rapist. Goodbye."

I pushed past him, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him. He brought his hand up to my cheek and traced his fingers around my lips, up the cheek, and came to rest at the back of my neck. I stood frozen, almost paralyzed, in his arms. He ran his hands down my back and wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him. He leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"You're driving me crazy with all your resistance. The more you run and fight me, the crazier I become over you."

I shuddered at the feeling of his breath, tickling my ear. I couldn't seem to find my voice, and it was as though I had lost control over my body. I wanted desperately to push away, to attack him, or at least be able to reply to his little confession, but I just stood there, frozen in place.

He brought his lips over to mine and gently caressed his against mine. He pulled me closer to him, making the kiss more passionate. It wasn't until his tongue poked at my lips, begging for entrance, that I realized what was going on. I gasped, and he jammed his tongue down my throat. I tried to push him away, but he wouldn't let me go. I tried to scream, but he muffled it.

I didn't even realize he had teleported us into my bedroom until he was laying me down on my bed. He lay on top of me, pinning me down. I struggled, thrashing my head around, trying to hit him, but he pinned my arms down. I looked up at him, glaring. He smiled mischievously.

"You're mine, brown eyes." The lust in his eyes was unmistakable.

"That's what you think. MEW ICHIGO METAMORPHOSIS!" I was still pinned under Nariyuki.

"I thought you were giving up on being a mew?"

"I have a little unfinished business to attend to. Such as getting rid of alien scum like you!" I used my knees to push him off of me and he stumbled backwards.

Nariyuki dived at me, but I dodged and he did a face plant into the bed.

"Get out of my house, Nariyuki." I said, my voice quivering from all the anger I was holding back.

"Not happening brown eyes, like I said, you're mine." He said as he got up off the bed.

"I don't belong to anybody." I said.

I felt a rage sweep over me, it was so strong, and I never even knew anything could be this strong. I lashed out and attacked him, catching him off guard and causing him to slam against the wall. He tried to get up, but couldn't seem to be able to pull himself back up, and he just looked up at me, defenseless and scared. The rage was still there. I wanted to strike again, this time to kill, but I knew it was wrong, and yet that one part seemed to be trying to control me. I was struggling, fighting myself. I didn't want to kill him, no matter what he had done to me, he didn't deserve it.

He's hurt you, tormented you, and tried to kill you.

That doesn't mean he should die.

If you don't kill now he'll just come after you again.

I could just fight him off, like I always do.

All those other times were merely luck. He could beat you in a second.

And yet he doesn't. There's got to be more to him then he's showing.

He's an alien, he doesn't have feelings.

Everybody has feelings.

The argument with myself stopped there, and I took a step away from him, lowering my weapon.

"I'm not going to kill you. Remember that I held your life in the palm of my hand and didn't squash it like a bug the next time you're trying to kill me, or rape me." I said as I backed away, then climbed out my window and jumped from rooftop to rooftop, moving away from my house as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going but all I knew was I felt a magnetic pull, calling to me. I was going to finding the ending to my nightmares.