Amethyst eyes were fixed upon the water, waves rolling over to him, just touching his flesh toes and automail ones, the boy remained silent for a while, eyes saddening before he let out a deep sigh, closing his amethyst orbs. The waves were something he loved, the sea, the sound of it, the smell of it, everything. He snickered softly, though it was but a shadow of the snicker it once had been.
When he was still with the other Homunculi, and still had his human leg and arm, he always went to the sea, he was drawn towards it somehow, though he had never told anyone else about it, just himself and the sea knew about his little secret. Not even Envy had figured out, not that Envy would've wanted to know it. Envy never was to interested in the blackhaired Sin.
Wrath let out a sigh as he felt the waves rolling over his toes once more, staring at the water in silence before smiling faintly. Two years ago, he always fought with the waves, he loved it, every minute of it, to dive into the waves, make them see who was the boss. He even had laughed a real laugh back then, yes. He had truly loved the sea and the waves. It had been his little secret, his fun.
And whenever he came home, Sloth would give him a surprised look, wondering where he had been, but she never continued asking, just one time, and Wrath would've simply said. 'I was playing.' Which he had been. He had been playing with the waves. A couple of times Envy had tried to get the answer, asking him with the same lazy tune he always had in his voice where he had been.
He simply stated that it was his secret.
He hadn't cared if it had angered Envy. Because he knew Envy would've shrugged it off after a while.
But now... He couldn't fight with the waves anymore. His body wouldn't accept it. The automail would made him sink right away. And even if he could've done it, what gave him the right to be happy and joyfull, while he lost everything he had. What gave him the right to smile. To be happy. To live. While everyone he knew had died.
His head bowed slightly, ebony locks falling in front of his face, shadowing his eyes.
He even missed Envy. Out of all people he knew, he missed that bastard. The bastard he had always looked up to. Envy who had been his idol.
He had always tried to get his attention somehow. But it never succeeded. He had been nothing but a nuisance in the Sin's eyes. So he had given up, he had given everything up the day he was brought to the Rockbell's. He had gotten his Automail, he had suffered from the pain. But he hadn't screamed, he had yelped, he had groaned, he had whimpered. But no scream had come from his mouth.
Because after all..
Maybe he had deserved the pain.
For he was the one that had caused others greater pain.
The boy snapped out of his thoughts as a large wave crashed into him, making him fall back to the sandy ground, sputtering and spitting out the salt seawater, coughing and cursing before shaking his head, blinking a few times and finally pushing himself up, staring at the sea for a while.
Oh yes.
He missed playing with the waves.
"Who knows... Maybe one day.. I'll be able to play with you again." he finally whispered, pushing himself up, stretching and yawning before turning around, long black hair flowing along with the movement as he started to walk off.
'Till then. I will atone for my sin.'
