All right I'm writing in English. It's a total crap, but it's my first English fic, so don't kill me. Please? I'm already missing polish, but I can't stand that Female Shinigami gets more reviews than me just because she's writing in English. It's just not fair! Injustice! So here I am, trying to write some kind of a loooooong fic with a little bit of humor and a lot of 'fluff and romance' and of course with an happy end. I know I shouldn't have told that, but hey, I don't like reading fics which are totally sweet, cute, lovely etc. and on the end everything is going wrong and everyone is sad or eventually dead. I hate it! So now I will tell you that on the end everyone will be happy and alive! At least that's how it's going to be, but you never now, huh?
And yes, I know that the first chapters completely sucks, but I have to first explain everything and then the action of the fic will actually start, and I hope it will be much more interesting than the beginning.
Pairings: Shuichi x Yuki; Ryuichi x Tatsuha; Suguru x K
Mentioned: Hiro x Ayaka
In the later chapters some: Ryuichi x Yuki, but don't be afraid, The Big Suguru is watching!
Warnings: Yaoi (That's something new… ;), none actual lemons only mentions, a little bit too much guns, alcohol and cigarettes; none drugs, mind you. Oh and almost all of the characters are OOC, but I don't care, and they probably don't as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation and I'm sorry about that, but what can I do? I only borrow them and have a little fun with them... all right, all right... maybe not 'a little'…
Special thanks for FEMALE SHINIGAMI! She's helping me to keep my story living! (I'm doctor Frankenstein and she's my Igor ;P) Gundam bless you, bad girl...
PART ONE – Big brake up and big came up
Shuichi was sitting on the couch in the studio. He looked as if he was crying all night and now he wanted to do that again.
Hiro was kneeling beside him, trying to calm him down.
"Come on, it wasn't the wrong choice. You did what you should have done a long time ago, Shuichi. He wasn't worth you."
"I know... I just... I thought I love him and... Hiro, maybe I should go back and talk with him? Maybe he didn't want to be so cruel..."
"Shuichi! That bastard treated you like a piece of shit since you met him! You moved out and broke up with him, and that was the smartest thing you've ever done!"
"Do you really think so?" asked Shuichi in such a sad tone, that Hiro hugged him tightly.
"Sure, Shuichi... And now come on, we'll take your things to my flat, you have to stay somewhere and you're to miserable to work."
Shindou got up and slowly left the room after his best friend. He still wasn't sure if he made the right decision braking up with Yuki. Well he was a bastard, who was never really paying any attention to Shuichi's problems with Bad Luck. And he really treated the pink-haired boy like nothing more than a piece of shit, but still...
He smiled to him from time to time, and when he did he looked so damn beautiful, handsome and sexy. Sometimes he was so nice to him, and even when he was mad at him he looked so cute...
Unfortunately, the times when Yuki was cute and nice were so rare that they didn't compare to all of the pain he usually caused to Shuichi.
"Come on, Shuichi, concentrate! Today is our biggest concert!"
The rehearsal wasn't going as well as it should have, and Sakano started loosing his patience, which he never have too much. Today was the last, and the biggest, concert in Bad Luck's and Nittle Grasper's tour. It was a big sensation, but Shuichi couldn't stop thinking about the brake, which his band would have after it. He wasn't in the mood for singing and smiling to his public. Even with Ryuichi.
Well... especially with Ryuichi.
The older singer irritated him for some reason. He really didn't know why. Maybe because, when you fill bad and miserable you don't want to listen to a thirty-one years old man who acts like a child and is singing the opening song from Pokémon.
Or maybe because everyone, sometimes, needs a little bit of silence. Even Shuichi. Even Hiro. Even Suguru. Even Sakano. Everyone except Ryuichi. He was talking even in his sleep and only K looks like he could put up with it. Probably he was already accustomed to Ryuichi after the time they spend together in U.S.A.
Or maybe because when you're talking to someone about your love life's problems you don't want to hear that Kumagorou was in the same situation.
Or maybe because their last concert was approaching, and while Shuichi was alone, Ryuichi wasn't. He was with Uesugi.
Well not with Eiri of course! He was with Tatsuha, but still... It was stupid and Shuichi knew it, but he couldn't help himself. He was jealous that Ryuichi found himself a nice and handsome Uesugi, who loved him back, and Shuichi didn't.
"HI EVERYONE!" Ryuichi's scream interrupted the rehearsal. "Shuichi na no da! Today's our last concert! It will be the best! I can hardly wait to the evening no da! You're as excited as I am, aren't you?"
"Yeah, right." murmured Shindou and Hiro gave him a sympathetic look.
The two bands, Sakano and K were currently at the party, which was organized in their hotel and started the moment they came back from the concert. There was also a special lucky group of fans from the concert and now everyone was dancing, talking and drinking.
Almost everyone.
"Come on, Suguru! Just one drink! If you won't like it we'll leave you in peace!" promised Hiro.
"No! I'm not drinking! NO!"
"Only one shot with your band-friends!" Shuichi smiled at the boy.
"No, please... I..." Suguru was desperately looking for some help, but none was coming.
"And? That's all? I'm daf… deaf… defi… definitely not drunk!" said Suguru, while trying to concentrate his eyes on Shindou.
"Sure, did I said that you are?"
"You 'aid that I 'ill fill 'appy when I 'ill be drunk, and I'm not!" screamed Suguru at the pink-haired boy, who only smiled at him.
"I though you said you're not drunk?"
"All right, now I'm drunk" confessed Fujisaki. " But I'm still not happy"
Shuichi stared at younger musician. As for him alcohol was a medicament which make him feel happy and good. He forgot about all of his problems and laughing from everything.
Suguru on the other hand looks like he was going to cry. He never saw him in that kind of mood.
"What's wrong, Suguru?"
"I'm so hopeless and pathetic, and he will never even give me a real smile. Just for me"
Fujisaki was staring at his shoes, and Shuichi started to get scared that maybe he wanted a love confession from his footwear. It was strange fought, even to a quite drunk Shuichi, so he asked to get everything strait.
"Who?"
"The one I think I'm in love with" murmured Fujisaki.
"Left or right?"
"Hm?" Suguru gave Shuichi a funny look.
"I'm asking how he looks like" informed the pink-haired teenager.
"He's tall, and handsome, he has this long, beautiful, gorgeous, blond hair, and..."
"No... it's impossible... " murmured Shuichi, because he knew only one person, who looked quite like that. "You're not in love with K, are you! "
Suguru looked at Shuichi in horror. Fortunately, at the moment a very loud and fast song was played in the room, so no one heard Shuichi's scream.
"OH MY GOD! YOU ARE! YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH K!"
"Shut up, you idiot!" said a horrified Fujisaki.
Unfortunately when Shuichi completely understood his new discovery, he couldn't stop himself. His uncontrolled giggling made his manager come over to them.
"What's going on?" asked K, staring at Fujisaki, probably thinking that Shuichi had already drunk too much that evening to be any help. He doubted if the band leader was able to say anything at the moment, let alone answer his question.
"Um... er... nothing" said the younger boy, blushing a little bit.
"You wouldn't believe, K!" said Shuichi leaning his arm around the Blondie. "He's quite talkative when he's drunk, and he just said, that... mgbfh..." Fujiskaki's hand made a great job at finally shutting the giggling boy up.
"What did our saint Suguru said, to our stupid vocalist?" asked Hiro, who was now standing near them, with his hand resting on Ayaka's hip.
Suguru didn't have a talkative mood anymore, and he would be glad if Shuichi could just shut up as well. Unfortunately someone took his hand from Shuichi's mouth.
"What did he say?" asked Hiro again.
„That he's in love with K! Can you believe it! With Rambo-boy off all people! Oh my God…" and Shu-chan started laughing again.
Everyone appeared to be shocked at first, but after a minute they all joined the pink-haired boy in his laughing. Everyone, except K and Suguru. The Blondie was staring at the furiously blushing boy, who looked so terrified that K desperately wanted to know what to say to him, but sadly – he didn't. He was to shocked.
"You... You're..."
"I think I'd better go" murmured Fujisaki and ran out of the room, silently begging every God in this world to make it just a dream. A horrible, painful, embarrassing nightmare.
TBC...
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