I know that the first chapters completely sucks, but I have to first explain everything and then the action of the fic will actually start, and I hope it will be much more interesting than the beginning.

Pairings: Shuichi x Yuki; Ryuichi x Tatsuha; Suguru x K

Mentioned: Hiro x Ayaka

In the later chapters some: Ryuichi x Yuki, but don't be afraid, The Big Suguru is watching!

Warnings: Yaoi (That's something new… ;), none actual lemons only mentions, a little bit too much guns, alcohol and cigarettes; none drugs, mind you. Oh and almost all of the characters are OOC, but I don't care, and they probably don't as well.

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation and I'm sorry about that, but what can I do? I only borrow them and have a little fun with them... all right, all right... maybe not 'a little'…

Special thanks for FEMALE SHINIGAMI! She's helping me to keep my story living! (I'm doctor Frankenstein and she's my Igor ;P) Gundam bless you, bad girl...

PART TWO – The other sides of the situations

Suguru got out from the room, where his band should have had their last meeting before the promised brake. Should have, but haven't. Hiro and Shuichi just couldn't concentrate, when they looked at Suguru. They always started giggling again.

Fujisaki leaned on some café-automat and close his eyes. He had enough of it. All right, so maybe he do have quite a big crush on their blond manager, but he still didn't see a reason for the whole studio to laugh from it!

"Is everything all right?" he heard a low voice, which terrified him even more.

"Yes, K. It's just perfect" he couldn't remove a little bit of sarcasm from his voice.

K laughed and Fujisaki opened his eyes to look at him. He was standing not far away from him, with his eyes locked on Suguru's.

"Why on earth did you tell them that you're in love with me? You should have known that they'll be laughing at such stupidities."

The younger man was shocked.

'He didn't believe me. He thinks it was just a joke. I can laugh now and everything will be all right.

Everything will be back to normal.

We won't talk about nothing else but work.

He won't laugh happily.

He won't smile a true smile.

He won't even look at me.

He will think, that there is no one, who can truly love him.'

Suguru approached K, stood on his toes and kissed the older man delicately on his beautiful, pale mouth.

Fujisaki Suguru was sitting in his room and staring at the wall. He was trembling and murmuring to himself. He was terrified. Even now, when he closed his eyes, he could still see that surprise and some kind of even less pleasant feelings in K's eyes. It was horrible.

But the kiss was worth it.

He still could feel that delicate lips brushing his own. It was a very soft and tender kiss, he almost didn't touch him at all. He wanted to kiss him some more, kiss him harder, longer, more deeply and definitely more passionately, but then K broke the kiss and pulled away. He stared on Suguru in such a manner, that the young man ran away. Again.

He was so mad at himself. All right, so even if he did kiss the Blondie he could at least stay where he was! But he didn't. And now he realized that he had to go back to the NG studios and take his Keyboard.

'Keyboard… Keyboard… I've left my Keyboard. Keyb... Key... K...

Oh, God! Stop that nonsense already!

I will go there tomorrow or something, take my K... Keyboard... since I'm probably the only one from that band, who's actually going to practice... '

click, click, click

Fingers of one of the bests novelist in the country were making another beautiful and sad love story. Love. Again.

He couldn't help himself. Even when he started writing something serious full of blood and murders, there was always some love, which was quickly taking control of the plot and in the end it was always a love story.

Say what you want, but Yuki was just romantic and even if he hated it he could do nothing about that.

He didn't like all that sweet words or presents because of Valentine's Day. To say the truth, he didn't like any of that crap. He liked love. In the purest form of it.

He hated pairs, witch were kissing in the park, near the lake, under the full moon. It was just too fluffy for him.

He liked pairs, which were kissing without any part of that additions. They weren't kissing for effect. They were kissing because they wanted to, because they loved each other, because they could stand each other even if he was the nightmare come true.

Yuki thought that he found something like that. Real love, without all of this crap near to it. He finally felt something akin to happiness... and than Shuichi moved out...

He moved out, because Yuki was a bastard for him and both of them knew it. Eiri was always like that. The problem was, that Shuichi thought that Yuki will change, and Yuki fought that Shuichi knew that he loves him the most in the world, and he didn't have to tell him such things.

Click, click, click

Yuki was staring at the page that he finally succeeded to finish. It was quite good. Even very good. The problem was that he was writing it for almost all day. He just couldn't concentrate.

How could he live in such silence for so long? And why couldn't he stand it now?

He stood up and turn on the radio. It wasn't the same. But still it was something to kill that awful silence. The radio was playing one of Bad Luck's songs. Eiri groaned silently. He wanted to turn off the radio again, but decided against it. It would appear to be pathetic of him to be such a coward. He started too click on his laptop and before the song ended, he had almost a whole new page completed.

TBC

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It's stupid blackmail, because if no one is reviewing it, than no one want to read it! Besides all of us know that I will give it to the end, because I love this story and I love to give my stories in the Internet.

Next chapter will be posted after a week or two.