Title: How You Broke My Heart
Author: AngelicTorture
Disclaimer: I own nothing and no one you recognise.
Rating: PG13
Distribution: litafics on LJ. Anyone else, ask and you shall receive.
Notes: Got no idea where this one came from, my Lita muse is feeling melodramatic just now. Title and lyrics are from "I don't want to talk about it" by Rod Stewart but I was actually listening to the cover version Alex Parks did while I wrote this.
Summery: He was breaking her heart with every word he said…
I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
Lita stood with tears streaming down her face and mascara streaking her cheeks. Hazel eyes starred into lightening blue.
"How can you say it's over? That you don't love me?"
She could tell he was fighting not to cry.
"Its not that I don't love you…its just…I don't know…it just isn't gonna work."
He let out a sigh, blue eyes shinning with tears before he looked away from her.
"How do you know? And since when do you get to make that decision on your own?"
She wiped the tears and mascara from her face with the back of her hand only for them to be replaced by even more.
"Li…don't be like this…you know it would never work…the only thing we have in common is this job…"
He reached out to take her hand only for her to step back from him, the look of hurt on her face was almost enough to kill him.
"So the last 6 months meant nothing to you? How long have you felt like this?"
She started twirling her hair round her fingers.
"I don't know…a while I guess…this isn't something I just decided on…Li, I'm sorry…"
He reached out for her hand again, this time catching it in his own before she could move away from him again.
"Don't you dare say that…you don't get to break my heart and tell me you're sorry, like that's gonna fix everything."
Her shoulders shook with every sob. All she wanted was for him to put his arms around her and hold her. He'd promised her once that he would never leave her, that he was different from everyone else. She looked at him now and all she saw was lies and a broken promise.
"I am sorry Li…if I could change things I would but I can't…I do love you Li…I'm just not in love with you…I don't think I ever was."
He knew it was a harsh thing to say and he hated himself for saying it but it was true.
The redhead pulled her hand away from him, hazel eyes looking straight at him, almost through him.
"I've loved you with every beat of my heart…what do I do now?"
She waited for him to answer, knowing that he couldn't.
"Goodbye John…"
She closed her eyes and listened to him leave her locker room. Silent tears spilling down her pretty face, wishing that her heart would stop breaking for him.
so i know its kinda soppy and whatever but like i said my Lita muse is feeling melodramatic at the moment so this just kinda hit me while i listened to that song. please reveiw hunnies, you know it makes me smile : )
