To feel rejected
The air was cold, and the snowflakes got stuck in his hair. He pulled his coat closer around himself. He knew where he was, and it sent chills trough his body. He could see the castle standing there surrounded by ice. A cold breeze sweeping around it.
Fay woke up, the sun blending him. He got up from the grass and looked around. There was no one there. He was glad. Sweat dripped from his face and he was breathing in heavy gasps. Kuro-rin would surely have said something if he saw me like this, Fay thought. He notices when I am scared, he knows. He sees true my mask. He is the only one who knows the true me.
"Fay-san!" Arina shouted running towards him. Behind Arina, Sakura and Syaoran walked together, and behind them, the rough ninja walked with steady steps. Fay's breathing had stabilized, and he looked like he always did, happy and smiling, when Arina reached him.
"We got some food" Arina said smiling and gave him a round and orange fruit. Fay accepted it, but didn't say anything, he just smiled.
"What the hell is this?" Kurogane said holding the strange fruit in his hand investigating it closely.
"Its called a orange" Mokona sang dancing upon Kuroganes head.
"Get off my head!" Kurogane yelled and tried to hit the white manju with the orange free hand. He missed and ended up smacking himself in the head.
"Kuro-rin is mad" Mokona sang louder and jumped out of the ninja's reach.
Arina looked at Fay. She felt so happy when she was with him. She moved closer to him, then leaned her head against his chest. Every time they touched jolts of joy flouted trough her body. She closed her eyes and felt the time stop, she could have stayed this way forever.
But just then Fay did something that made Arinas heart hurt with a pain that was almost unbearable. He moved away. He didn't hold her with his lovely hands, and press her closer to himself, he just pulled himself away. He didn't look at Arina, he kept his eyes at the orange. Arina looked at him, and felt her heart being ripped to pieces. She turned away and said in a false cheery tone:
"We also have new clothes" She lifted a paper bag from the grass, but she didn't move around. She kept her back against Fay. "We just picked out something for you Fay, I hope you like it"
Fay didn't answer. He looked Arinas back, she shivered slightly.
"I will go and change. I will leave the rest of the clothes here" Arina said, then walked away.
Fay didn't know, but he had just seconds ago hurt a person more than he ever had hurt a person before.
