Authors note: Sorry I haven't updated in a long time-- I was just thinking about what to write, but I still can't figure it out so I decided just to write and see what happens. I didn't get much reviews either so I didn't know what to do, but I think I got a good idea now... K well enjoy.
I walked into the hotel and just dropped onto the bed. It was so lumpy, it didn't feel comfortable at all, but I still just laid there. Dad through his jacket off and dropped the bags on the floor. He then laid beside me. He had a strange face on but he still stayed there. "Kinda lumpy huh?" He asked me. I nodded my head. Sam went towards the table that was lying in the corner and hooked up his laptop. Dad got off the bed and started to walk towards him.
"What are you doing Sammy?" He asked while standing behind him. Sam turned around to look at Dad and just glared he hated Sammy, but he just decided to shrug it off...that was weird.
"Nothing, whats for dinner?" He asked. I started to laugh it was 4 something was on his mind. Dad seemed to be in a very happy mood, I hadn't seen him that way in a long time. I new what he wanted to do and I did to, I wanted to visit my best friend. He did to.
"Hey dad, you want to go out?" I asked him. He came and sat by me again. He pulled my hair behind my ear and smiled at me.
"Where do you want to go squirt?" He asked. Sam looked at him surprised, he hadn't called me squirt in a long long time.
"Squirt?" I asked. He patted my head. I guess he had a lot much coffee.
"Dad, were in Kansas..." I said hinting to him. His smile faded. He new where we were and what it meant. I new it hurt him, but I just had to see her and some where inside I new that he did to.
"Sam you want to come?" He asked. Sam just shook his head no.
"You enjoy man, you haven't seen her in a long time." Dad nodded his head slowly and then got up. I got up after him and we left towards the Impala. I opened the door slowly, I was trying to make sure dad was okay. He seemed fine, that would all change I guess.
"You sure you want to do this?" I asked him. He buckled his seat belt, but didn't say a word. He backed up and we were on our way... .
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Sam POV
I was looking on the computer, for I don't know what. I new Clark and Chloe, I just didn't think that we would run into them here. I mean, Chloe used to be one of my best friends. I used to know her from High School. I mean I didn't go to Smallville High, but Lawrance high and Smallville did a lot of events together and I saw Chloe and Clark every year, Lana and Pete too...I just don't know where they went.
My phone started to ring, thank god it was Chloe. "Hello?" I asked.
"Sam! You didn't tell me you were back in town!" She started to snap.
"Sorry, I didn't think I would see you, thanks for not spilling the beans." Chloe started to breathe hard.
"They already know to much, you have to stop them." I know I did, but it's Dean and Laura.
"Ya, I know Clark is going to get mad."
"Look, meet me later tonight; okay?" I didn't want to, but I new I had to.
"Okay, fine." I answered.
"Bye Sam Winchester." She said
"Bye Chloe Sullivan." I answered her and hung up the phone.
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Laura POV
We stayed in the car for a long time just stairing at Lawrence Kansas Cemetary. Mom layed right infront of us. It was scary, but I new that dad was having a mental brake down. Dad kept taking off his seatbelt and putting it back on. I just sat there, I wanted to give him time, I just didn't know how much he needed.
"Dad." I said. He put his seatbelt back on. He looked very nervous and parinoid.
"Do you need more time, I'll sit with you all day- I'm just so- so thankfull you took me here." He placed his finger on my lips.
"Shh." He said repeating himself over and over again. I was quiet but he just needed to relax, so he said it for himself.
"Laura Im scared." He said. My dad was never scared of anything, he always protected me and he was always there for me and that attitude always kept him Dean. Mr. Mocho Man, thats what I loved about him, but now, he's scared? What should I do? I meen- maybe I should just comfort him.
"Why?" I asked.
"Your mother, she was beautiful, and she kept me in check and I loved her a lot, but now- now Im going to face her and talk to her and Im afraid-" I understood now.
"Your afraid that your going to brake down, and you don't want me to see you brake down. Dad! She was your wife, your love, it's normal for you to brake down, brake that wall-- I'll be right there with you, I promise." He smiled at me and kissed my cheek. He then unbuckled his seatbelt.
I've wanted to see mom for the longest time and the time was finally here. I was so excited but scared to, I didn't want to brake down either, but I haven't cried in a long time. She was my mother and I loved her though-- I'll just talk to her and see what happens. We walked over to the Tomb stone.
Here Lies Megan Winchester
May she rest in peace
A loved wife and the best mother
1972-2005
I looked at Dad and I just saw his wall brake, but not all of it just one peace. I sat there and just watched thinking of what I was going to say to her next. He got down on his knees. Rain started to pour down, but he didn't care.
"Megan-" he stoped himself. I put my hand on his shoulder to confort him.
"Megan, it's been so hard without you, your daughter she's a handfull." A smile spreaded across my face and his too. "I miss you so much, you were my life and my world. I promised myself that your my true love and that I would never mary anyone again. I miss you and I love you a lot, and I want you to know that-" He started to cry now, tears falling down his face. I thought about the rain and the day my mother was killed. It rained that day to, she sent it, I new she did and some how it would help us- I just didn't know how.
"I miss your smile so much and those awsome pancak-pancakes that you made. I just- Just- hope that your okay and I'll see you very soon." He then stoped what did he mean very soon? It was running through my head while he got off of his feet and went behind me so that I can talk. I just stood there for a few minuets. I then started to cry dad didn't stop me for some reason, he just shed a few tears to.
"Hi mom." I finaly said while waving to the grave stone.
"I miss you a lot and Im just sorry for everything. I miss you a lot, and that smile. I miss all the shopping days and you picking me up from school and us talking about boys." Dad smiled and tapped my shoulder he wasn't comfortable with that but I wanted to talk to mom now.
"I lost without you, I feel like im straying off the path but I guess thats why dads here. I hope your having fun up there you diserve it your the best mother that anyone could ever have and I miss you a lot and- and- and-and" I just stoped there and got down on my knees and just poured my feelings out. I felt so sad and hurt, maybe this wasn't a good idea. I had gotton over it, moved on but now, all those feelings were comming back. I didn't know what to do but cry. Dad sat down right next to me and I cried in his arms in the rain. He held me tight.
"I love you." I spat out silently. I then felt somones fingers run through my hair and a fresh scent, a scent that didn't smell like mud or dirt. It smelled like flowers and the nails weren't short they were long. Long enough to get a manicure. I slowly turned around and heard my mother in my head. She wasn't there but I could sence her.
"I love you too." I don't know if she said it or if I just wanted her to say it if I just wanted her to be there for me, but I guess the important thing was that I felt loved by the world. My dad was there and in a way my mother was too. I missed Sammy there, I needed him too.
We sat there for two hours in the rain just crying infront of the tomb stone. The rain then stopped and I had fell asleep in Dads arms. He picked me up and kissed the tomb stone. He then walked slowly back to the car. We were wet and dirty and soggy but in a way it was all worth it cause I talked to my mother. My hero. He put me on the car and he set out towls for me in the backseat, I couldn't ruin his beautiful Impala. He then layed me down and put a towl on his seat.
He turned on the car and then stopped. He threw himself on the wheel and just lost it. He cried like that for 30 minuets. I new that he didn't want me to see him like that so I didn't touch him I just pretended like I was asleep. He then slowly backed out of the emotional park and we started to drive
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Sam watched the clock until it hit 7 he then decided to walk to the Talon. It was a long walk and he was just thinking of what he was going to do and who he was going to see and all of the problems that could occur. He got up to the door and took a deep breath he saw his friends in the cornor of the resturaunt. He opened the door slowly and started to walk toward Chloe.
"Hey guys." He said. Lana and Clark smiled.
"Wow, Sam Winchester- long time know see." Lana said. Sam looked at the guy next to her he reminded him so much of Dean, it must have been the way they looked, they must have been twins or somthing. He stuck out his hand.
"Jason Teauge." He said. Sam took the hand and shook it.
"Genieve's son." He said. He gave him a weird look and smiled.
"Ya, you must know the agency." He smiled.
"Law school." Jason smiled.
"Hey clark." He said very slowly. Clark didn't say a word
"Sit Winchester." Sam slowly sat on the chair nervous as hell.
"So Im hearing some things." Clark began.
"Im sorry." Sam said. Clark looked at him like he was an alien.
"That your an Uncle- wow man your getting old." Clark said. Sam smiled.
"Laura's cute, you should meet her." Chloe said.
"Ya, well you like her because she reads your work." Sam spat out. "But she's a handfull." Sam smiled thinking of her.
"What did you tell Dean and Laura?" Lana asked.
"They left somewhere." He then thought about where they could of went and then he whispered to himself. "Lawrance- Oh shit!" He got up and started to run for the door.
"SAM! Where are you going?" Chloe asked.
"I'll leave In a few days, just call me. I have to take care of somthing." Clark started to think about what Sam said.
"He said Lawrance- as in Lawrance Kansas." Chloe started to think of Dean now.
"Is Dean married?" She asked. She then got it.
"He was married," she whispered to herself. "Oh my god."
"Poor kid." Lana said. Chloe nodded her head. "Ya, poor kid."
Sam ran all the way home he didn't stop. He wasn't thinking when laura said that she wanted to go to Lawrance he must of new where all along but I guess not. He ran to the appartment and blassted the door opened. Laura or Dean weren't sitting there, they must of been in traffic. All he could do is wait and see what happens. His phone started to ring. He thought that it was chloe.
"Hey Chl-" He stopped because the other man interupted.
"Are you Samuel Winchester?" He asked. Sam took a deep breathe.
"Ya." He said.
"Your Brother Dean Winchester got into a car accedent your neice is in acoma." He paused
"Where? Is Dean Okay?" He asked.
"Deans contious, but he's not stable. He's having a brake down, you should drive down here right away." The man didn't answer Sams other question.
"Where?" he asked again.
"Smallville Hospital."
