Here's the third chapter! I'm on a role! This is my third chapter today. Same day as one and two. Anyways this chapter contains some intense emotions and it's just an overall intense.
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When I had gotten home I was frozen to the bone and contracted a nasty cold. It kept me down for half of Christmas break. I haven't seen anybody since and I'm fine with that. I was curled up in my bed. My TV was playing some Christmas movie. It was Christmas and I was alone. My parents were on a business trip and Gaara was probably busy with Ami. The thought of them together made fresh tears spring into my eyes. I thought he loved me? People who loved you weren't supposed to hurt you. I cuddled my pillow and sneezed. This cold was going to stick with me for a couple more days. There was a knock at my front door and I groaned. I dragged myself to the door and opened it. It was Tsunade, the school principle.
"Tsunade-sama come in." I said inviting her in. My house was clean, but no decorations hung. Normally Gaara would come over and we would decorate a tree Christmas Eve.
"How are you doing Heaven?" Tsunade asked as we sat down.
"I've been better." I said sighing.
"I came personally to let you know that the punishment has been lifted." Tsunade said.
"Not that I'm not grateful, but why?" I asked confused.
"Gaara came down and explained everything and how it was Ami's fault. Naruto and even Sasuke came down and verified." She said smiling. At the mention of Gaara's name I lowered my head. It still puzzled me to why he didn't tell me.
"Heaven." Tsunade said softly.
"Hai Tsunade-sama?" I asked looking up at her.
"How are you doing?" She asked softly. She was such a mother figure to me.
"I don't know anymore." I replied looking at her. My eyes held such pain and loneliness. She frowned and hugged me. I rested my head on her shoulder and cried.
"I thought he cared." I said crying harder.
"It's gonna be alright Heaven." She said trying to comfort me. Then my doorbell rang. I stepped back and answered it. There stood the boy who haunted my dreams and plagued my thoughts.
"Heaven…" I didn't give him a chance to keep going. I opened the door wider and he saw Tsunade.
(With Gaara)
I saw Tsunade and was surprised.
"Tsunade-sama what are you doing here?" I asked surprised.
"I came to tell Heaven that her punishment was lifted." She said smiling at her. She wouldn't look at me. What was going on with her? I looked at Heaven's face and saw fresh tear streaks. I frowned and was going to say something, but was cut off.
"Is their something you want?" Heaven asked. Her voice held no emotion. That was her defense. Show no emotion when there was one raging over the others.
"I want to talk to you." I said. It was kind of uncomfortable with Tsunade their.
"I'll be going." Tsunade said. She bid farewell and then left. Heaven stood their, blocking the door.
"Are you going to invite me in?" I asked annoyed.
"No." She replied. I sighed in frustration and lent against the doorway.
"Are you going to thank me?" I asked. My anger was coming back full force.
"For what? Breaking my heart? Ruining Christmas? Lying to me?" She shot back glaring to me.
"For getting you out of trouble." I said.
"I don't need your help anymore. I tested out. I'm not going back to school." She replied. She didn't need me? She wasn't coming back to school? It took me a minute to comprehend it. I look into her eyes and saw hurt, loneliness and want. I stepped closer and her eyes widened.
"What are you doing?" She asked. I bent down and kissed her. For a couple of seconds she kissed me back and then shoved me back. I looked at her eyes and saw unshed tears. She brought her hand back and slapped me. My eyes widened in disbelief at her actions. She then slammed the door in my face. Leaving me out in the cold.
(With Heaven)
I slammed the door and sank to the floor. I cried and with trembling fingers I touched my lips. I'm not going to deny that it didn't feel good. It felt like Heaven on Earth (Ironic I know). I clutched my knees and tried to stop trembling. That's when I saw the switchblade on the mantel. I went over and picked it up carefully. I opened and lowered it to my wrist.
"Merry Christmas." I said bitterly and pulled the cold blade over my soft, warm flesh.
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Third Chapter done! Bo Ya! I am so good. R&R please!
