This chapter some ones going to find out. The next chapter will get better I promise. I don't know how good this chapter will be because I didn't really know how to write someone finding out, but next chapter will be the last, but never fear. I've decided to make a trilogy.

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I rolled over in bed and looked at the alarm clock. It was noon and I was supposed to go to Jigoku's and Bijin's for a New Years Eve party. The Party was at nine and I still had to buy a dress. I got up and took a shower. I looked at my right arm and sighed. There were about ten different cuts. I ran my fingers over them and winced. The freshest one was the one closest to my wrist. I did it last night when I woke-up after dreaming about him. I walked out of the shower-dripping wet. I dried myself off and slipped on jeans, long-sleeve shirt and a sweater. I grabbed my purse and made my way to the mall. I walked into the mall and was met by a warm blast of heat. I plunged my hand into my sweater pouch. I walked from store to store looking for a dress. That's when I found a top. On the right arm was a long sleeve and then the other arm & shoulder nothing. It was read with black lace covering it. I found my size and bought it. It would go perfect with my black mini-skirt and combat boot with heels. I walked out of the store with the bag in hand. That's when I saw flash red. My head whipped over, but it wasn't him. It was sign.

"I'm going insane." I muttered and walked out. I could tonight was just going to be oodles and oodles of fun.

(With Gaara)

I sat in my room and sighed. I couldn't figure out a way to get her back. Jigoku had called and said she wanted me to come to her party and work things out with her. The truth was I didn't know how. She seemed so distance and secluded. I growled in frustration and looked at the clock. It was 8. I got up and got dressed. I put on black baggy jeans, black beater with a red button up shirt. Which I left open. I put on black skater shoes and combed my hair. Once I combed it, it looked horrible. I ran my hands through it messing it up. Once I was satisfied with how I looked I walked outside. I saw Heaven getting into her car. She had a coat on so I couldn't see her top, but I saw the skirt and shoes. This wasn't like her. She normally didn't dress like this. Except for that time in 9th grade. I followed suit and left for the party.

(With Heaven)

I walked into her house and was met by a lot of talking. Music was playing in the background. I took my coat off and hung it in the closet. I found Jigoku and we started talking. She could always make me smile. That's when I saw him.

"What is he doing here?" I asked turning to Jigoku. She laughed nervously and tried to get away.

"Ummm… got to go." She said and then ran off.

"Get back here!" I yelled angrily and went after her. I was so going to kill her when I got my hands on her. I walked through the crowd and bumped into someone.

"Sorry." I said looking up at the person. The rest of sentence died in my throat when I saw it was Gaara.

"We need to talk." He said seriously. I crossed my arms and looked away from him.

"I'm listening." I said glaring at him.

"Not here, someone where quieter." He said rolling his eyes.

"Fine." I said like it was the biggest bother. I walked into Jigoku's room and he shut the door when he came in. He turned on the lights and it took a minute for my eyes to adjust.

"Heaven I'm sorry I didn't tell you." He said stepping closer, but I stepped back.

"Fine." I said after a couple of awkward minutes.

"So we're back together?" He asked hopefully.

"No." I said quickly. I saw hurt in his eyes and me heart gave a painful throb.

"Gaara, but we're still friends." I said trying to make him happy again.

"Can we ever be more than friends?" He asked grabbing my hand.

"Maybe, when I'm ready." I said smiling at him. I kissed his cheek and walked out.

(With Gaara)

She walked out and I sighed. At least she was talking to me and smiling again. I walked back out Kina & Kankuro came over.

"Are you guys back together?" Kiba asked.

"No." I said shaking my head.

"I'm sorry." Kankuro said.

"It's okay, she said we can be friends for the time being and then go back to the way things were." I said. Then I noticed Kankuro, he had an evil smirk.

"Give her an hour she'll come around." Kankuro said and then he disappeared.

"I don't think I'll like this." I muttered and walked off. About an hour later he came back smirking.

"Heaven's for you." He said and then disappeared. I frowned and went to find her. She was sitting on a chair, with guys around her. I pushed through them to get to her.

"Panda!" She exclaimed happily and then hugged me. I stood their frozen in shock.

"Tenshi are you alright?" I asked worry etched on my face.

"Never been HIC better." She said and then kissed me. I kissed her back and my tongue darted in her mouth. She tasted different. It took me awhile to place it, alcohol. I pulled back and stared at her. She was drunk.

"Heaven what did you have to drink?" I asked. Part of me wanted to kiss her, but the other knew it would be wrong.

"I had HIC five Pepsi's HIC." She said leaning on me. That's when I got what Kankuro had said.

"Kankuro get over here!" I yelled angrily.

"You called?" He asked popping up next to me.

"Did you spike her drink?" I asked glaring at him.

"There wasn't a spike in my drink." She said and then started giggling.

"I'm so gonna kill you after I get her home." I hissed and led her out. I got her coat and led her to the car.

"Hey want to know something cool I've been doing?" She asked jumping in front of me. A drunk Heaven was going to get annoying fast.

"What?" I asked trying not to snap.

"You don't have to be so mean." She said and then started crying. That was thing I couldn't handle, crying women.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound mean. Tell me what have you been doing?" I asked softly. She stopped crying and smiled at me.

"Looky!" She said and pulled up her sleeve. My eyes widened at the cuts on her wrists.

"How long have you been doing this?" I asked running my fingers over her arm.

"Since Christmas." She said happily.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked looking in her eyes. I saw behind her drunken haze and saw the loneliness in her eyes.

"Because I was depressed because you lied to me." She said. I frowned and hugged her. God what have I done?

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Here's the fourth chapter I think it's the fourth. Anyways theirs one more chapter and I'm thinking about starting a new story. Called Master Plus Slave Equals Love. It's going to be about Heaven (favorite made up character) and Gaara. Gaara's the master and Heaven's the slave. R&R for both stories.