Chapter 11
(Bella's POV)
"What are you going to do if Edward isn't at the meadow?" Nick asked me as we continued to walk through the woods.
"I'm just going to wait for him until he returns, I guess," I said as I quickly walked toward the meadow.
"What if he doesn't return?"
"Then I guess I'll wait forever," I laughed, "I need to be there for him when he returns."
Then he pulled my arm.
"Why do you need to wait for him?"
I looked him straight in the eyes, confused.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean… he wasn't there for you when you needed him. Then why do you be there for him when he needs you?"
Then he pulled me closer to him.
"Nick….. let go…" I struggled to free myself but failed.
He was too strong.
"He's not right for you! You love him so much, but that's not how he feels about!" he yelled.
I just stared at him and finally said, "I don't understand."
I was confused.
"I don't know how to tell you this… but…"
He stopped and just looked at me.
"Tell me what!" I asked anxiously.
"…. I think he has feelings for Megan," he whispered sadly.
"Nick…… why are you saying this!" I struggled more.
But he only held me in his arms harder.
"Bella… you don't deserve a guy who flirts with other vampires… you deserve a better guy," he said.
He breathed down on my neck.
"Bella… I love you. I love you more than anything. Edward isn't right for you. I promise to treat you much better than Edward."
Nick… loves me?... but I can't… Edward.
"Nick… I can't… Edward… I can't betray him."
Then he put his hands on my cheeks and pulled my face closer to his.
"No…!" I yelled and pulled him away.
I ran as fast as possible toward the meadow.
"Bella!" Nick called after me.
But I ignored it.
I finally saw the meadow.
I was relieved to see Edward sitting there smiling.
But what I saw was what I didn't want to see, ever.
Megan
I just stood there.
I was too shocked of what I saw.
I couldn't do anything.
I thought I would've been crying by now, but no tears fell down my cheeks. I tried to call Edward but nothing came out of my mouth like I just lost my voice all the sudden.
Nick caught up and saw Edward with Megan.
"Bella…" he whispered.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I turned around and ran away from the meadow, from Edward.
"Bella!" Nick yelled and pulled my arm.
He turned me around so that I was facing him.
"Ha… you… you were right, Nick," I wasn't sure if he heard me since I was talking so soft, "You were right… Edward likes Megan… and not me."
Right then, tears fell down my cheeks.
Edward….. with another girl.
"Edward… Edward…" I cried out his name over and over as a sobbed.
I clasped to the ground and started crying.
I couldn't take it. Edward doesn't love me anymore.
Then I felt two strong arms around me, tightly. His cold skin rubbed against mine.
I cried and cried for Edward.
Nick just held me in his arms as I cried continuously in his chest.
"Bella… I'm so sorry," he whispered. He sounded like he was crying.
But it didn't matter to me right now.
What mattered was that Edward didn't love me anymore like he used too.
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When I noticed, I was in Nick's car.
We were at my house.
He got out but I stayed in the car. I couldn't move.
"Bella…" he said as he pulled me out of the car.
He escorted me inside my house and up to my room.
"Bella… are you sure you don't need me around?" he asked as I sat on the bed.
"Yea... I need some time alone."
"Okay…. well, call me if you need me," he said and I nodded.
He left the room and I heard his car starting.
He drove away and I just sat there motionless.
Then, I felt warm tears slide down my cheeks.
I started sobbing.
Edward.. how could you?
I continued to cry until I couldn't cry anymore.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: …………………… OMG! EDWARD! YOU FREAK! I'm so mad at my story…. (cry cry) well… anyway, please review.
