Disclaimer: I dont own Inuyasha or any of the characters or the song. But I do own the poem.
Broken Soul
Chapter 1: The girl
"I will always be an outcast. No one will ever notice me." whispered a 16 yr old girl with waist long raven black hair and red streaks while staring out the window. Until suddenly a drunk man around the age of 43 came barging into her room yelling at her. "WHY THE HELL ARENT YOU ASLEEP! YOU CAN'T BE LATE TO THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!" He went up to her slapped her hard across the face then left her room with a slam on the door.
The girl then got into her covers and cried herself to sleep wishing her mother was still here to protect her like how she used to before she died. "All I ever wanted was for someone to notice me." And with that she went to sleep.
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Around 6 o'clock the next day the girl woke up and went to the showers after grabbing a pair of black cargo pants, a black t-shirt and an A7X sweatshirt. About 10 minutes later she gets out of the shower changes and hurries downstairs to see her stepfather drunk on the couch with empty beer can all over the place. She walks into the kitchen seeing her little brother going through the fridge.
"Morning sis"
He's the only one who smiles at her truly. He never hated her like all the other people because he knows he's the only one she has left.
The girl grabbed her lunch and whispered softly but soft enough that he can hear. "morning." And with that she went to put on her black and white etnies and headed out the door for school. Once she stepped out of the door she put up her hood and kept her head down. She walked for 15 minutes and was almost at her school. She made a turn around the corner and collides with someone hard making her fall. She closed her eyes waiting to hit the cold sidewalk but it never came. Only to feel a pair of strong arms holding onto her tightly. She opened her eyes and saw the most beautiful eyes she's ever seen. She was lost in them until finally the owner of the eyes she was staring at spoke to her.
"Hey. You alright?"
She looked away from his eyes and nodded her head slightly. She slowly got of his arms and looked at the ground without looking once at him.
"T-thanks for helping me." She whispered to him softly and then she ran away from him as fast as she could until she got to the gates of the school. And slowly walked in while keeping her head down once again.
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A boy around 16 stood at the sidewalk shocked at the girl who just ran away from him. "She's the most beautiful girl he's ever seen" He thought. He couldn't seem to stop thinking of her until he heard a voice calling him. "Inuyasha!" He turned around to see his friend. A 16 year old girl with her black hair and green stripes tied up to a pony tail dressed in a pair of black jeans, a black t-shirt saying "stop staring unless u wanna die" and a pair of combat boots. "Hey Sango" He said until he heard another voice. "Hey wat bout me". Inuyasha chuckled and slapped his friends arm playfully. "I'd never forget you Miroku". And they started talking leaving out Sango. "A-Hem!" The both of them turned to Sango who has now an angry look on her face they both sweat dropped. "Thank you for noticing me NOW"
"Sorry" Inuyasha said as Miroku went over to Sango and started to rub her ass. Sango started to beat up Miroku as Inuyasha just stood there watching his friends. "When will Miroku ever learn". Inuyasha thought as Sango finished beating up Miroku and turned towards him leaving Miroku on the ground unconscious. "Anyways Inuyasha what are you doing here?" He gave her a really puzzled face. "What? Im going to school if you haven't noticed. Its not like I want to but I have no other choice" After he said all those Sango started laughing. Inuyasha glared at her. "What's so funny?" She continues laughing but stopped eventually. "The school's not this way it's the other way you idiot". Inuyasha looked away from her and blushed. "Feh. Whatever we have to get to school now". And with that he grabbed Miroku and started walking back with Sango behind him. While walking to school Inuyasha told Sango about what happened with that girl before she appeared with Miroku leaving out the part that he thought she was beautiful.
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After all those walking they got to their school and Miroku was finally conscious again. They went to the office getting their schedules and headed off to class. While walking Sango told Miroku about what happened with Inuyasha and a girl. Inuyasha didn't seem to notice since he saw the girl he bumped into earlier. She was sitting alone on the stairs listening to music. Slowly he tapped Sango and Miroku on the shoulder. They turned to him and asked him what's wrong since he kept staring at something shocked. "I see her. The girl I accidentally bumped into earlier. I see her" He told them. Sango became shocked. "Where? Where is she?" Inuyasha pointed over to the stairs and Sango and Miroku started staring at her leaning her head on the wall with her hood on and her hair covering her eyes. None of them had said a word until Sango finally broke the silence. "How do you remember her? You can't even see her face." She said as she gave him a puzzled look. He smiled and told her he caught a glimpse of her face when she was staring at him. Both Sango and Miroku gave him a nod and started walking towards her as she got up and started to walk away. Inuyasha looked shocked but didn't say a word and followed them. He himself wanted to talk to her since this morning.
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One,
two, three
A tragedy that's built on destiny
It left you with
everything but
Blood from the knife that I cut your heart out
with
Now relax, close your eyes, what comes next is the surprise
This
valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room
If
I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing
I
would let you
Kiss
me, Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too
easy
Our
tragedy
Seems to be killing everything it sees
Like death
itself
This
valentine still looms
In the darkest hour, the killing moon
If
I could do it all again
I would let you
Kiss
me, Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too
easy
Kiss
me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your
kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Killing me would be too easy
The
girl was listening to her i-pod as she noticed three people staring
at her. She didn't bother tell them off like other people because
she was used to people staring at her so she just closed her eyes
leaned her head on the wall and got back to her music.
Your
eyes unwind the tragedy of our lives
My eyes went blind
Believe
when I say
Hell
burns bright
When this night dies
Hell burns bright
Kiss
me, Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too
easy
Kiss
me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your
kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Kiss
me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your
kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Killing
me would be too easy
Too easy, too easy, too easy, too easy
She opened her eyes after the song ended turned off the i-pod and headed for the doors to skip school for just today when she say the people who were staring at her earlier coming over to her. But she didn't care. She know what their going to do to her. Their going to beat her up just like all the other people do. She started walking faster as they came closer and closer to her until finally someone grabbed her arm. She turned around to see who it was and what they would do with her now that they got her. Slowly she saw who it was. She remember those eyes from this morning. Those beautiful golden eyes boring right at her. She was lost in them once again. Until the owner of the eyes spoke to her again. "What's your name?" She just stood there not answering him so he asked again. "What's your name?" Then she saw a guy and a girl behind him. They went next to her and suddenly the guy spoke up. "Yea! What's your name? A beauty like you should have a name like Yumi. Am I right? O God I hope I Am" Then the girl suddenly whacked both the guys on the head making them unconscious. "Im so sorry. Don't mind them. Im Sango by the way. The girl said as she smiled at her kindly. "What's your name?" Slowly the words came out of her mouth. "K-kagome. Im Kagome" And suddenly the girl who called herself Sango wrapped her arms around Kagome laughing. And after a while let her go she smiled at her. "That's a real pretty name. Kagome Im glad were friends"
Kagome was shocked. No one ever wanted to be her friend. No one even wanted to look twice at her. All she ever was to them was a punching bag. They beat her up everyday. Not even her own father would smile at her like Sango has. That smile she has is exactly like the one her brother Souta has given her everyday of her life. She couldn't say anything until finally she spoke up again softly. "R-really? You really want to be my friend?". Sango looked puzzled. "Why would you ask something like that. Of course I want to be friends with you" Kagome didn't know what to say. She kept her head down and looked at the floor. "Its just no one ever likes me. Everyone hates me. I never have any friends. All I ever have is my brother. All I am is a nobody to all the other people. They beat me up like Im nothing every since my mother died. Even my own father beats me up". And she started crying. Sango didn't know what to say. She pulled the girl into her arms and hugged her while letting a tear slip her eye. "It's alright Kagome. I'll be your friend. Im not like everyone else". With that Sango smiled at Kagome and asked her for her schedule. Kagome gladly gave it to her feeling warm inside. It feels as if Sango was her sister. She was lost in thoughts until Sango wrapped her arms around her again. "Kagome were in the same classes. Isn't that great!." And with that Sango dragged her to off to class leaving her to forget that she was about to skip school today.
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When they got inside the classroom Kagome felt people stare at her and kept her head lower until Sango told her to keep her head high. Somehow she just felt like doing what Sango told her to do. She pulled her head up but she kept her hair covering her eyes. Sango didn't push her about it. She knew it was hard for Kagome to fully heal and let those bastards into her life making her keep her head down again. Then the both of them look over at the teacher who just grunted and pointed to four empty seat in the back and told them to choose one of those to sit in. They did as she said and sat next to each other. The teacher introduce her self and that this was a writhing class their in and their mind started drifting off to a piece of paper being passed back and forth started by Kagome.
sango can you please not tell anyone about
what I told you earlier?
kagome
Kagome gave the Sango the piece of paper. Sango read it and wrote something on the paper then passed it back to Kagome.
of course I can
sango
Kagome read what Sango wrote and smiled in the inside. She looked over at Sango and saw her smiling at her. Slowly Kagome gave in and smiled warmly at her. She then wrote on the piece of paper and passed it to Sango. And that went on till the bell rang. But before they can go onto their next class the teacher told them each to write a poem and bring it to class tomorrow and read it. With that everyone left the room. While Kagome and Sango went to all their classes and now headed for lunch Sango thought she has forgotten something but don't remember what she has forgotten. She just wanted to hangout with the girl she was with now. She's been through too much already and Sango just wanted to make her happy and she really want her to be her friend even though she knows clearly she is since she did tell her about pretty much what she has been through since her mother died.
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Kagome and Sango sat down under one of the trees to eat lunch not noticing two people coming up to them until Sango turned to talk to Kagome and finally realizing what she has forgotten. She went up to her two friends and hugged them while Kagome just sat there and continue to eat her lunch. "O my god guys Im so sorry I forgot about you guys I was too busy with Kagome" Miroku smiled at Sango and went for her ass again but saw her angry look and just let it go and sat down next to the girl he heard Sango called Kagome. He looked at her then smiled at her just like Sango had. "Hi Kagome right?" Kagome nodded and Miroku continued talking while Inuyasha started staring at her. "Your name sure is pretty" He said as he grabbed her hands. "And would you mind bearing my child?" After he said that Kagome had slapped him and he backed off and hid behind Sango and did nothing to her since she gave him a death glare that meant "I'll kill you if you even dare touch me".
It was quite until Kagome looked at them and noticed the guy who she bumped into this morning and started to blush. Sango noticed this and smiled on the inside. "They both have a thing for each other." And with that thought she went over to Inuyasha and shook him until he came back from la-la land. Sango took him over to Kagome and introduced them. "Kagome this is Inuyasha. And vice versa." She said as she dragged Miroku over and they all sat down with Kagome while Miroku apologized. "Kagome Im really sorry. I really didn't mean to ask you that but its just what I do when I see a girl." Kagome looked over and finally brushed her hair away from her eyes revealing her whole face to them. She trusted them and she believe they aren't like all the other people who treat her like dirt. Just when she brushed her hair away from her eyes Sango knew just them that she's going to trust them. And the only thing that went through Inuyasha's head was one word beautiful. He couldn't stop thinking about how beautiful she is and how she looks like this one person but they were different Kagome's way more beautiful then she would ever be until he heard some bitchy voice.
"IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIInu-babe" Inuyasha looked to where the voice was from and it was a girl who looked like Kagome but it wasn't her it was Kikyou his slutty ex-girlfriend. "What the hell do you want?" He snapped at her. She pouted and then went up to him and gave him a hug kissed him on the cheek and tries to kiss his lips. But Inuyasha pushed her roughly away from him. "Kikyou I told you were over so fuck off and leave me the hell alone would you!" He yelled. Kikyou was shocked she until she saw Kagome. Someone who looked just like her. "INUYASHA! DON'T TELL ME YOUR LEAVING ME BECAUSE OF THAT BITCHY CLONE!" Kikyou's face was all anger but Inuyasha didn't care. "It's none of your god damned business." He yelled at her. Kikyou didn't say anything all she did was glare at Kagome then left them alone. Soon after she left they finished eating their lunch and left for class and none of them said a word. Inuyasha and Miroku didn't have any class with the girls so they walked a head of them. Kagome looked at Sango nervously. "Do they not like me?" Sango looked at her and shook her head. "No they like you believe me they do especially Inuyasha. But Kikyou's the one who pisses them off. You know the girl who came over during lunch." Kagome nodded and they continued off to class. And the rest of the day was kind of quiet. Kagome and Sango did continue passing notes to get their mind off of boredom. And it did last until the end of day.
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"So Kagome do you want us to walk home with you?" Kagome looked at Sango and shook her head. "It's fine. I'll see you tomorrow." With that she smiled at her and left to go back home as did the rest of them.
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When Kagome go home she was relieved that her father wasn't home since it was Tuesday. He would most likely be at a bar or off with a hooker. And her brother would be coming home soon. So she just got up to her room and started on her homework.
Four hours later Kagome looked over at the clock and it read seven o'clock in big red numbers. She sighed and went to go get something to eat. It has been four hours and she hasn't written anything. Usually writing was what she was best at but this time she just couldn't think of anything to write about. She went downstairs and grabbed some bread and finally thought of what she wanted to write about. She hurried up to her room and started writing her poem.
Life
some people say life
is something you should cherish
but to me life
is pathetic and worthless
what is the meaning of life?
if you don't have anything
left in this depressing world
lost all the ones you love
being alone
trying to be happy
just to please everyone
is that what life is about?
being a slave?
pleasing other people
with their desires?
is that the true meaning of life?
never being truly happy
from the inside out
being controlled
by everyone in this world
people who think they know everything
but do they?
do they know the meaning of life?
they will say they do
they will say life
is something you should cherish
because that's the greatest gift
anyone could ever have
but that's not the true meaning of life
maybe
maybe the true meaning of lifei
it might never be known.
After she wrote that she went downstairs to eat her bread then got back upstairs changed into a pair of oversized tee and a pair of boxers and went to sleep early.
A/N: I hope this is a good chapter. Please R&R
